Updated my profiles and stuff like thatI haven't corrected very much of this since joined the site. there you go...picked a freaky picture for my profile..hehe
¨Well I am watching my Roommate play Godfather for PS2, laughing as he drives past a store front on fire..nice
Anyway I have diceded that I will give this TL a chance. I have spoken to our new manager and she seems cool Anyway I am the future heart of the new team. So I figure I will still get to run riot at work as i like it.
So anyway I have had another weekend of being a lazy fuck....yahhhh me.
I am a bit of a hermit hmm maybe I should do something about that. I am going to get more ink done. See the picture below.
I should get that maybe next week, I will go for the setup of it this week. That is the plan of course we will have to see if I make it.
Anyway I have diceded that I will give this TL a chance. I have spoken to our new manager and she seems cool Anyway I am the future heart of the new team. So I figure I will still get to run riot at work as i like it.
So anyway I have had another weekend of being a lazy fuck....yahhhh me.
I am a bit of a hermit hmm maybe I should do something about that. I am going to get more ink done. See the picture below.
I should get that maybe next week, I will go for the setup of it this week. That is the plan of course we will have to see if I make it.
What do I want,
I want the Team Leader Role that I have been after since coming to Ireland.
What will I accept,
Waving the 9th month rule for me to apply for a TL position.
A change in the reporting Structure, IE not reporting to her
Confirmation in Writing of my position in this highly changed organisation.
Arguementation
The job I accepted of a department that is no longer there. Therefore I am completely unsure of the situation I am in who will I be mentor for. I will not change back to the previous role that I had a normal agent. I am at least a mentor.
My plan as always been to advance to TL and beyond. This i think will get me away from this.
I do not have to much confidence in the management that will but in place for the comming structure.
I think that I will be better placed to help the FSO if I have the oppertunity to apply for a TL role.
Clarify that there are no monetary aspects of this.
Emotions
Anger of the result, the decisions that were made. Regarding myself.
Anger with the fact that I have just recently taken a position that if I had not take could have been more flexible for the new organisation. To go into one of the more interesting tasks or jobs.
Thought honestly that there was "a plan" if you will regarding my future in the company, not just a quesiton of disregard.
Disgust at the thought of the management actually believeing that I would be the incompantent TL support in Implementing this. That I somehow would sit back and do all the leg work to get this to work under her incompetence.
Consequences
If the TL situation cannot be solved in a resonlable situation I will not remain. I will quit. I will stop.
I am sorry to do so however I am not the type to sit back and continue in a sitaution when I do not either feel comfortable or happy.
The common "you have to give this a chance" or "wait and see" have never been options for me. I make a decision as informed as possible.This is subject to change once and when i get information that warrants a change however I do not "wait and see" if I am confident that nothing good will come of this.
I want the Team Leader Role that I have been after since coming to Ireland.
What will I accept,
Waving the 9th month rule for me to apply for a TL position.
A change in the reporting Structure, IE not reporting to her
Confirmation in Writing of my position in this highly changed organisation.
Arguementation
The job I accepted of a department that is no longer there. Therefore I am completely unsure of the situation I am in who will I be mentor for. I will not change back to the previous role that I had a normal agent. I am at least a mentor.
My plan as always been to advance to TL and beyond. This i think will get me away from this.
I do not have to much confidence in the management that will but in place for the comming structure.
I think that I will be better placed to help the FSO if I have the oppertunity to apply for a TL role.
Clarify that there are no monetary aspects of this.
Emotions
Anger of the result, the decisions that were made. Regarding myself.
Anger with the fact that I have just recently taken a position that if I had not take could have been more flexible for the new organisation. To go into one of the more interesting tasks or jobs.
Thought honestly that there was "a plan" if you will regarding my future in the company, not just a quesiton of disregard.
Disgust at the thought of the management actually believeing that I would be the incompantent TL support in Implementing this. That I somehow would sit back and do all the leg work to get this to work under her incompetence.
Consequences
If the TL situation cannot be solved in a resonlable situation I will not remain. I will quit. I will stop.
I am sorry to do so however I am not the type to sit back and continue in a sitaution when I do not either feel comfortable or happy.
The common "you have to give this a chance" or "wait and see" have never been options for me. I make a decision as informed as possible.This is subject to change once and when i get information that warrants a change however I do not "wait and see" if I am confident that nothing good will come of this.
Well an update would be an understatement, I would calll this more of an attempt to justify this subscribtion to SG as more then just me having access to some of the hottest women on the planet.
I never grew up to be much of an "internet" child I never blogged much, or sent many emails god knows I never chatted much. I always was best up close and personal. Now given this I try to update things if anything just to help me get my thoughts straight. so were am I now.
I work for a very large american coperation. I have just recieved my first promotion if you will, I am well liked and am working on my long term goal in a progressive and established route. I honestly feel alot more focused then ever before.
I never grew up to be much of an "internet" child I never blogged much, or sent many emails god knows I never chatted much. I always was best up close and personal. Now given this I try to update things if anything just to help me get my thoughts straight. so were am I now.
I work for a very large american coperation. I have just recieved my first promotion if you will, I am well liked and am working on my long term goal in a progressive and established route. I honestly feel alot more focused then ever before.
Why am I here,
Let me tell you something about myself. I never really caught on to the online generation. I never before Had a blog, I am not good at making friendships online, I am a very visual guy, that loves direct and straightforward communication. I like talking to people, over the phone or face to face. This is why I am kind of retarded with regards to this online community thing. I feel that I should only say something if I have something to say and no one has said it before. Likewise I have a hard time putting my head around the online community as a whole. Now don't get me wrong I am here and I am trying. Like I have written eariler I am writing this for no one other then myself. THis is as much a private journal of my mental battles as it is a place to express things. This is also a good time to apologize for anyone who may háppen to look at this. There is rarely a straight line to my ravings they are just that, the random thoughts and ideas. I just like having a place to join them all into one location. Every once and a While I reread the notes and comments I have made to see if some thought I had at a given second has maybe been lost. I sometimes catch one that came up while writting that got noted here or elsewere and then forgotten. So this is essentially for me, and anyone who might dare enter the rantings of a madman. Just kidding my diagnosis is way different then Madman.
Cheers all.
Let me tell you something about myself. I never really caught on to the online generation. I never before Had a blog, I am not good at making friendships online, I am a very visual guy, that loves direct and straightforward communication. I like talking to people, over the phone or face to face. This is why I am kind of retarded with regards to this online community thing. I feel that I should only say something if I have something to say and no one has said it before. Likewise I have a hard time putting my head around the online community as a whole. Now don't get me wrong I am here and I am trying. Like I have written eariler I am writing this for no one other then myself. THis is as much a private journal of my mental battles as it is a place to express things. This is also a good time to apologize for anyone who may háppen to look at this. There is rarely a straight line to my ravings they are just that, the random thoughts and ideas. I just like having a place to join them all into one location. Every once and a While I reread the notes and comments I have made to see if some thought I had at a given second has maybe been lost. I sometimes catch one that came up while writting that got noted here or elsewere and then forgotten. So this is essentially for me, and anyone who might dare enter the rantings of a madman. Just kidding my diagnosis is way different then Madman.
Cheers all.
Alright now I stand wondering what I should write. Granted I don't do this because of any obligation or need. I do this honestly because I think it is fun. Let see, I just spend some of my afternoon working on an online course on Project Management, Man is this bullshit, one load of garbage after the other. However this is important and vaguely relevant so I will complete the course, but now I will do it at work and not spend my free time working on these shit courses. See this is what happens when I don't have a woman in my life or am drinking. I work way to much and have a hard time leaving work at work. I take it with me, I feel this is what makes me good at my job, but people have a hard time understanding that you actually like your job, and wish to excel at it. That is just me though. Anyway, I am just going to sit, "danish" med min dolk i hånden" and see life pass me by for the next half an hour before I go to bed.
Hang loose Dudes,
Hang loose Dudes,
So spending another weekend on the wagon, so to say, being in Ireland, as a foreigner, having moved here less then 4 months ago, and having been drinking either friday or saturday or both, every single weekend since I came to this country. Trust me I can get my booze on, and often, having been a college student for years, having worked in a warehouse. I just get bored with it. So now I am hanging out at home for the second weekend it's nice. A bit boring but what the hell, I am not boozing, which is good. Granted I will comeback to the pubs and nightclubs soon enough, I think my liver just needs a break. Anyway I bought a new toy, today, a real funky cell phone, I will have fun playing with that. Been a modern man I like gadgets, which are essentially grown up toys. HEHHEHE speaking of that I will play with my toy now.
Cheers,
Templar
Cheers,
Templar
Greetings,
Today was dominated by a major presentation at work, I am part of a project that can have major influence on virtually every part of the business in my department. I realize that this could essentially sound like watching flies fuck or contemplating what influence this has on anything relevant but it is to me. I like my work, I feel appreciated, respected and that makes me very happy. Being that I am in Ireland for work, no other reason, I will see the country and have a good time but the primary reason for being here i my job and eventual career. Lets just put it out there I work for a major cooperation as a normal executive. Now this would be death for some but is good for me, right now it is what I need. So everything regarding work is gravy, regarding my social life it has found back to the base roots that Ihave had for years, which is cool for me. I am thrilled that this might be a good life here. So far everything is gravy baby its all gravy
Remember only you can prevent forest fires.
Cheers,
Today was dominated by a major presentation at work, I am part of a project that can have major influence on virtually every part of the business in my department. I realize that this could essentially sound like watching flies fuck or contemplating what influence this has on anything relevant but it is to me. I like my work, I feel appreciated, respected and that makes me very happy. Being that I am in Ireland for work, no other reason, I will see the country and have a good time but the primary reason for being here i my job and eventual career. Lets just put it out there I work for a major cooperation as a normal executive. Now this would be death for some but is good for me, right now it is what I need. So everything regarding work is gravy, regarding my social life it has found back to the base roots that Ihave had for years, which is cool for me. I am thrilled that this might be a good life here. So far everything is gravy baby its all gravy
Remember only you can prevent forest fires.
Cheers,
Ode to the D4 brothers, you know who you are,
Well well well, I have now spendt over 3 months in the land of Eire, I moved lock stock and barrel from the land I had been living in for 13 years to begin essentially all over in a new country. I had no commitments, I rented, had a shit job, no girlfriend, no ties, aside from some of the best possible friends, I never imagined I would ever having the honor of having. My crew is very three guys that I would bleed for, hide a body for, give my right lung for. They were the only reason that I had held on to my situation as it was for as long as I did. I miss them a great deal, the daily insight, the asskicking, the friendship. Their constant pushing for me to at least try and fulfill the potential they see in me, was what sent me across the North Sea, Britian and the Irish Sea to a strange place called Dublin. So right were they that they sent me here, to Ireland, that I personally feel more motivated, proactive, and satisfied that the only, fly in my ointment is that they arn't here right now to see the positive that they have done. I stay in touch, I call every couple of days, I was with my oldest friends wedding last weekend, but it isn't the same. Life goes on, theirs and mine, we envitably drift, despite every best effort, despite every intention. Damn be it that the motivation that they instilled in me is the primary cause of the rift. I miss my brothers, i miss the porch on my parents summer house, I miss the late nights with the dice, I miss the long days with beer, movies and doing jack shit. Ireland is now my home and I embrace it as such, since all I have in Denmark is my memories and three of the greastest people that I will ever have the honor of knowing. Now make sure to book those flights and get your sorry asses over here, I miss my buds,
Rock on my brothers,
Templar
Well well well, I have now spendt over 3 months in the land of Eire, I moved lock stock and barrel from the land I had been living in for 13 years to begin essentially all over in a new country. I had no commitments, I rented, had a shit job, no girlfriend, no ties, aside from some of the best possible friends, I never imagined I would ever having the honor of having. My crew is very three guys that I would bleed for, hide a body for, give my right lung for. They were the only reason that I had held on to my situation as it was for as long as I did. I miss them a great deal, the daily insight, the asskicking, the friendship. Their constant pushing for me to at least try and fulfill the potential they see in me, was what sent me across the North Sea, Britian and the Irish Sea to a strange place called Dublin. So right were they that they sent me here, to Ireland, that I personally feel more motivated, proactive, and satisfied that the only, fly in my ointment is that they arn't here right now to see the positive that they have done. I stay in touch, I call every couple of days, I was with my oldest friends wedding last weekend, but it isn't the same. Life goes on, theirs and mine, we envitably drift, despite every best effort, despite every intention. Damn be it that the motivation that they instilled in me is the primary cause of the rift. I miss my brothers, i miss the porch on my parents summer house, I miss the late nights with the dice, I miss the long days with beer, movies and doing jack shit. Ireland is now my home and I embrace it as such, since all I have in Denmark is my memories and three of the greastest people that I will ever have the honor of knowing. Now make sure to book those flights and get your sorry asses over here, I miss my buds,
Rock on my brothers,
Templar
