going dark for a bit

so long, folks

so...i've started an experimental/minimalist music project that's just me, my bass, and a loop pedal. 's called fsaadd, and y'all can check it out here: http://myspace.com/fsaadd

come visit, bring friends

just beat portal. this game has knocked silent hill 3's ufo ending credits song out of the top spot for my favorite credits song of all time



This was a triumph
I'm making a note here
HUGE SUCCESS
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction

Aperture Science
we do what we must because we can
for the good of all of us except for the ones who are dead
but there's no sense crying over every mistake
you just keep on trying until you run out of cake
and the science gets done and you make a neat gun
for the people who are still alive

I'm not even angry
I'm being so sincere right now
even though you broke my heart and killed me
and tore me to pieces
and threw every piece into a fire
as they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data make a beautiful line
and we're out of beta, we're releasing on time
so I'm glad I got burned
Think of all the things we learned for the people that are still alive

go ahead and leave me
I think I prefer to stay inside
maybe you'll find someone else to help you
maybe black mesa
that was a joke, haha, fat chance
anyway this cake is great, it's so delicious and moist
look at me still talking, when there's science to do
when I look out there it makes me glad I'm not you
I've experiments to run, there is research to be done
on the people who are still alive

and believe me I am still alive
I'm doing science and I'm still alive
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive
While you are dying I'll be still alive
and when you're dead I'll be still alive
STILL ALIVE, still alive

Now I'm fucking obsessed with THESE guys:



gypsy punk FTW!

i'm fucking OBSESSED with these guys now. saw them last week at south st. seaport at a free show. unreal stuff.

in case you were wondering, yes that is the original drummer from helmet.

since i think samling's the only one who reads this now, i hope you dig em kitty ;P

in an effort to cheer myself up from missing ambersaurus i have made two key purchases which recently arrived:

an old-school safety razor set


new sneakers

everything sucks, fuck it.

didn't get to go to rome, passport didn't arrive in time.

my girlfriend came home early from europe and left for her new job/home early

we got to spend a few days together this week

it wasn't enough

i don't know what to do

so the love of my life is in europe for the next month...

the good news is i'm going to meet her in rome in a few weeks

the bad news is i miss her terribly and probably will until i see her in rome

feh.