I need a photographer in the Midlands area....
anyone?
Cheers!
Bbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr winter is here folks...xxxxxxxx

So I am now thirty...........
and happy..........
sod it...I am OLD...he he he ....
I had a brilliant night last night........ so put up photos...
after a crap two weeks (fell off horse, horse then got leg stuck in gate = vets fees! New kitty got ill and died....) gah!
BUT have a new kitty, the old one came from a home that is getting done by the RSPCA...wankers.... this one came from the cats protection and is a little fucking ninja lol...

Yey...sofa day... I am off to eat food and watch The Brood...woop!
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Woooooooooo
I just had an ace time in town...
time alone in a coffee shop chilling then time with someone having fun...
and I got bought STICKERS.....cute stickers...

anyhooo........

I changed my nakid photo album.... still old old photos, but god was days of fun...and yes the hand on my arse is someone elses......... lmao......How much fun can you have on a bar or on the top of a pub nakid...I tell thee a little too much!!!

And I miss my pink hair kinda....but mostly I just wish it would grow...

So I am off to Reading festival next weekend....anyone else going??? I want to see good music, hopefully with some good company...and damn the weather better be good!!!

Oooh I bought some membership for someone as a birthdeee present...what better way to wish getting older than with hot nakid chicks right...so go make him feel at home...Jason8871.....

Now I just hope I get a real hot nakid chick for MY birthdee.... he he he....

Oh and go check out my reviews on http://www.plusonemagazine.moonfruit.com Its under Lou Jackson by the way...

Love and Hugs and fairy sparkle....xxxxxxxxxx

I remember breath into neck,
Hair pulled in heated moment, of hand over mouth and taste of your skin.
Of being all curled round, sweat and sticking and feeling you in.
Of running hands over painted skin.

I dont miss you, but I do miss him.
You were the replacement,
my time I needed to fill in.
You suited me then, my tastes all off kilter.
Wishing for more, but wanting even less.

Heart in a box, I gazed into your face.
Into your eyes.
I see what reflected back at me?
The same need,
the same ache as me.
The same emptiness reflected back.
The same silent plea.
I dont love you, just as you never loved me.

So..
I have not been on here for AGES............
So much has happened........
new job at some kennels...
reviewing gigs and doing band interviews.......
Stone cold sober as I spent last weekend in hospital as I passed out, knocking myself out and having a full blown fit...so being careful for a while and healthy...until its all sorted...
Been spending time on a boat...
Meeting new people....
Doing a LOT of thinking...
Being happy...
Being sad as a friend died then my Gran.......
Being mad at peoples inabilities to just communicate their emotions...
Being in a new band and shouting a LOT!!
Possibility of some interesting musical developments...
Feeling older...but somehow not wiser lol........
Enjoying life and going places and doing things rather than just going to the pub like everyone else here.....
Mmmmmmm what else.... oh yeah did I mention the obscene amount of bouncyness due to not drinking...lack of feeling covered in death the morning after...its all very strange...
Writing a lot...
Making my house nice...
Spending time with my dog...
and a boy...
Being messed around by boys too...but then binning off people who I realise are NOT good influences in my life!
Mmmmmmmmm oh yeah cycling again...
Jumping my horsey...
Phew....
And getting up early... arrghhhh...
He he he oh and getting loads of Tattoo work done!!!
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Well its been an interesting year so far...
I am single....
Happy tho!...
Got a championship coming up in two weeks on my horse...
*dances*...
Spending time with nice nice people....
And ....well....getting older...
Ho hum...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well well....

I keep getting distracted by myspace and the such...

I have taken a year out from uni, and I have a job interview next week for a lecturing position, woop!!!

Fingers crossed as I really want it....

My ittle horsey is all ok and we are off now, hoping to compete in the new year!

I am singing in a new band, all metal trash ish... and still doing my solo stuff....

And, well its nearly Christmas....I hope it snows....
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Wow....
so erm...have found myself in three bands...


well ok one is a project with two people....but...time????

its all way too much fun!
Hows you? Tell meee.......