First day of lectures n it F*&*^%£$KING rocked!!! However I have lurgy and feel ill... I walked up so many stairs today cos I dont do lifts.... my legs feel all shakey and I am getting tattoo work tomorrow.... think I might go collapse somewhere!!!
I am cold.... I hate winter .... especially as I had an extra month of it this year!!! I feel like I missed summer!!! NOT fair.... I need someone to take me somewhere warm oh yeah and pay for it!!! LOL .... I hate being skint... oh well at least everything else is good so far!
Love n sparkley fairy dust of doooooooooommm

Wow I really need to update more! I am tired.... late one last night.... I dont have work til tomorrow tho! Yippee!! I am getting some more of my leg tattoo doen next week, have not been for ages so shitting it!lol I am such a big wuss! I am about to cook the hugest fried breakfast/lunch in the world right now, I wanna have so much food on my plate that I can save the rest for later! I am also eating primula spread straight from the tube... I am a sick sick girl...
I went to a gangtsers and dolls party on sat night, it was awsome to dress up, I wanna start dressing up more...!!! I shall start giving myself themes everyday... la la la

I AM BACK!!! Wow.... over 24 hours on a plane sucks!!!! I am up , it's morning and I managed to sleep all night!!! I hope the jet lag does not hit me laters.... well I am off to the State of The Art tattoo con today and I am getting dread extensions put in by the girl that I always get to make mine... YEAH for new hair...
Well my trip was good but I have been sssoooooooooo down.. I am going through I phase of intense self loathing... I really am not sure why? It sucks... I just feel useless... I am hoping it's just travel stress and tiredness talking cos I hate being down...
I just gave my doggie a skull tag, she is soooo cute... I MISSED her... she has been sulking but seems better now I have bribed her with food lol...
I bought the new NIN album in the states, it is wicked cool... I love it...
I only wish I had the chance to go see em!!
I am getting obsesssed with my weight, this is very not me... I have put on a few lbs and it's getting to me... I was ill round xmas n lost loads and was THIN... I have never been thin before and kinda feel like now I am not I have to hide...
Basically I need a huge slap... WHEN DID I TURN INTO SUCH A WINGEING GIRLY GIRL..
I realised one thing whilst away, I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND WHERE I LIVE!!! They all fucking rock!!! I was sooooo homesick whilst away cos a lot of it was very stressy and stuff so can't wait to pounce on people today!!!
Hugs n stuff... xxx

Off on my journey tomorrow.... eeeeekkkk .... Download was cool... really nervous n crapping myself bout the plane but oh well!!! love n Hugs.... see yas in a month!!! xxxx

So I keep being absent.... too much to organise for my trip to la n Nz.... So am off to download on fri... then leave for la tues after.... Anyone else going to download????????? I just got back from my temporary work.... it was a boring day with drunken people wanting me to serve them beer... argh.... off to be one of them tonight tho, i.e the other side of the bar!!!
Love n hugs xxxx

Man today I feel about 100..... did not have a good nights sleep. However I did buy my tickets to NZ today and we are doing a stop over in LA... Wicked cool... I am terrified of the flying tho.... think I am gonna need elephant tranqs or something..
I have so gotta go find some food.... but I just know nothing in the house is gonna be what I actually want to eat.. I hate that..
There was this little cat outside my back door last night (mind I have a huge, eat the kitties dog) and it was meowing like it wanted to come in... for ages!! Then it went into my garden and started to a) fight or b) fuck another cat.. and was making that scary cat noise thats like a scary child crying... man that freaks me out soooooo much. Actually my dog doesn't really wanna eat the kitties I think she just wants to .... erm play and make friends..
I let my dog out this morning n got distracted with booking tickets n FORGOT SHE WAS OUTSIDE lol.... she was all wet cos it rained!! But actually happy cos she likes the garden... but what a stupid thing to do huh? Was just so busy... man animal cruelty time..oh it was only for bout 30 mins tho.
It was so sunny here yesterday... I love the sun, shame I am gonna be visiting NZ in the fucking winter huh??? Bugger.... oh well...lol
Right I am rambling tooooo much today... I gotta get off n EAT!! Peace n hugs xxx