So i have not left yet! Not been on for ages!
Good christmas, good new year...
Hope y'all had good ones too! xxx
Good christmas, good new year...
Hope y'all had good ones too! xxx
Gah.
I have not been on here for so so so long.....
well living on our boaty still, love love love it...NEVER going back to a house...ever... having fun, got a gig on the 30th of july in Derby.
First gig since our guitarists girlfriend died in a car crash, sad times, love to him and hers...life eh?
I have been accepted on my post grad nursing course I sooooo wanted....NURSE LOU! So happy....
working as a social care support worker at the moment.....for the national autistic society...........good times....
Off to a band BBQ today and then out to play laters.....
ahhhh I love my life....
xxxx
PS I got my clit hood pierced...ow ow ow...love it tho...
I have not been on here for so so so long.....
well living on our boaty still, love love love it...NEVER going back to a house...ever... having fun, got a gig on the 30th of july in Derby.
First gig since our guitarists girlfriend died in a car crash, sad times, love to him and hers...life eh?
I have been accepted on my post grad nursing course I sooooo wanted....NURSE LOU! So happy....
working as a social care support worker at the moment.....for the national autistic society...........good times....
Off to a band BBQ today and then out to play laters.....
ahhhh I love my life....
xxxx
PS I got my clit hood pierced...ow ow ow...love it tho...
MY WEDDING BAND!!! GOT IT TODAY.......
WE BOTH HAVE THE SAME...
IT WAS MY WEDDING PRESENT OFF THERESA GORDAN WADE, ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT TATTOOS ME! AND A GOOD GOOD FRIEND....!!! YEY FOR ANCHORS! X
WE BOTH HAVE THE SAME...
IT WAS MY WEDDING PRESENT OFF THERESA GORDAN WADE, ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT TATTOOS ME! AND A GOOD GOOD FRIEND....!!! YEY FOR ANCHORS! X
Life eh?
Its crazy...
mine has been rather up and down and twisted round about for years now...
things have been hard, really hard....what with the epilepsy stuff and suffering with GAD.....
but I seem to have things under control....
some thing hapen at the start of this year which I cant discuss on here, but which changed me life. I mean truly changed my life. Changed my thoughts and also gave me strength to carry on through it and start again.....but with a different outlook on many things, with a better ability to deal with my GAD as otherwise it owns you, where as at the moment I own it....the bastard!!! Yeah frick you in the eye GAD! You suck!...
then I started seeing the most amazing person....someone I had known but would never have thought looked at me in that way..which is ironic...yes yes I was a nightmare for a while, not wanting to commit (oh the humour to that statement now) for a long time.....due to the previous terrible ending to mine n Jase's sham of a relationship..why oh why have a dated so many dick heads? My mum kept saying you have to kiss a frog to find a prince but seriously...how many bloody frogs!!! Obviously not counting some guys, who are awesome, and still friends, whom I love dearly!!.. I wanted fun, and frolics and things to take my mind off what had happened for a while....and yes I got drunk too much and did not look after myslef, and fitted a bit....
but hey sometimes you have to let your hair down to get through it all....
and now....
I am with my best friend....
the person I want to spend my time with....
and I am working....and just spoke to the lady bout horse job, hopefully stating that next week too!!!
and I am happy...
and I have the best friends around me.............!!!!
I love my life, I love living here, as I was leaving at one point....to start again somewhere you...
but apparently sometimes perseverence pays off eh???
xxx
Its crazy...
mine has been rather up and down and twisted round about for years now...
things have been hard, really hard....what with the epilepsy stuff and suffering with GAD.....
but I seem to have things under control....
some thing hapen at the start of this year which I cant discuss on here, but which changed me life. I mean truly changed my life. Changed my thoughts and also gave me strength to carry on through it and start again.....but with a different outlook on many things, with a better ability to deal with my GAD as otherwise it owns you, where as at the moment I own it....the bastard!!! Yeah frick you in the eye GAD! You suck!...
then I started seeing the most amazing person....someone I had known but would never have thought looked at me in that way..which is ironic...yes yes I was a nightmare for a while, not wanting to commit (oh the humour to that statement now) for a long time.....due to the previous terrible ending to mine n Jase's sham of a relationship..why oh why have a dated so many dick heads? My mum kept saying you have to kiss a frog to find a prince but seriously...how many bloody frogs!!! Obviously not counting some guys, who are awesome, and still friends, whom I love dearly!!.. I wanted fun, and frolics and things to take my mind off what had happened for a while....and yes I got drunk too much and did not look after myslef, and fitted a bit....
but hey sometimes you have to let your hair down to get through it all....
and now....
I am with my best friend....
the person I want to spend my time with....
and I am working....and just spoke to the lady bout horse job, hopefully stating that next week too!!!
and I am happy...
and I have the best friends around me.............!!!!
I love my life, I love living here, as I was leaving at one point....to start again somewhere you...
but apparently sometimes perseverence pays off eh???
xxx
GOD WHERE DO I START.....
VEGAS WAS AWESOME, AMAZING AND CRAZY....
I HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME AND SAW SO MANY FANTASTIC THINGS....
I ALSO GOT MARRIED!
AND BOY WAS IT AWESOME HILARIOUS!
WE HAD BEEN TALKING ABOUT A VEGAS WEDDING FOR A WHILE AND IT GOT TO THE WEDS IN VEGAS AND WE HAD HAD A FEW BEERS AND WERE SAYING WERE WE GONNA DO IT....
AND I ASKED MR PRIME IF HE WOULD REGRET NOT HAVING DONE IT IF WE JUST WENT HOME.....HE SAID YES....AND I FELT THE SAME...
ANYHOOOOO....
WE GOT UP ON THE THURS AND I WONDERED OFF FOR COFFEE....
AND WHEN I GOT BACK WE DECIDED BUGGER IT, LETS GO GET THE LICENCE YOU NEED AND SEE....
I SKED WHERE WOULD HE WANT TO GET MARRIED AND WE BOTH AGREED ON GRACELANDS, WHICH WAS IN FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS....AND ELVIS STYLEEE...
SO I GOT OUT THE PHONE BOOK AND IT FELL OPEN ON THAT PAGE...SO THAT WAS IT .....FATE....
SO I RING UP AND THEY SAY THEY CAN FIT US IN THAT DAY...IN THREE HOURS!!! ARGGHHHH...
MAD RUSH TO GET READY, MAD DOWNING OF SOME WINE AND WE RUSHED OVER TO THE MARRIAGE LICENCE BUREA ONLY TO BE STUCK IN A QUEUE...FOR 2 HOURS!!!
MAD PANIC....AND AARON TEXTED HIS SIS N HER BOYFRIEND AND HIS FOLKS...(LOL) TO LET EM KNOW WE WERE GETTING MARRIED...THAT DAY...!!!
SO I RING GRACELANDS AND THEY PUSH IT BACK TO 3 O CLOCK....
AND WE FINALLY GET THE LICENCE SORTED...SO GO TO THE COURTHOUSE BAR....AND DRINK!!
THE BARSTAFF WERE ACE AND AFTER FINDING OUT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED IN 45 MINS, PROCEEDED TO GIVE US FREE DRINKS AND A LOCAL BOUGHT US SHOTS!!!
THEN....
OFF TO THE CHAPEL!!!
THE MINISTER WAS LOVELY....HE ASKED IF WE WERE EXCHANGING RINGS AND AARON PROCEEDED TO SAY, NO, THEY WERE HARIBO....AND HE ATE THEM...
THEN ELVIS WALKED ME DOWN THE AISLE!!! OH YES...AND HE WAS ACE, WHILST SINGING...
AND WHEN THE MINISTER ASKED WHO GIVE THIS WOMEN...HE REPLIED, THE KING OF ROCK AND ROLL!!!! HOW FRICKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! WE COULD NOT KEEP STRAIGHT FACES...
THEN THE BEST BIT, IS WHILST THE MINISTER WENT THROUGH OUR VOWS ELVIS WAS STRUMMING METALLICA'S 'ONE' IN THE BACKGROUND.....ELVIS HAD CLOCKED US AS ROCK FOLK!!! HOW AWESOME???????????!!!!!!
AND ITS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS EVER!!! COS ITS SO BLOODY COOL...
AAROM KEPY WHISPERING TO ME, 'HES PLAYING METALLICA, HES PLAYING METALLICA!!!'
AND THE ENSUED MORE ELVIS SONGS AND HILARITY....
BASICALLY IT WAS AMAZING....I WOULD NOT HAVE DONE IT ANY OTHER WAY OR TO ANY OTHER PERSON....
THE DVD IS FANTASTIC!!
YEY FOR VEGAS STYLE WEDDINGS..............
SO MUCH FUN....
LOVE YOU MR PRIME............YOUR ROCK AS MUCH AS I DO...HE HE HE XXXX
http://www.gracelandchapel.com/
VEGAS WAS AWESOME, AMAZING AND CRAZY....
I HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME AND SAW SO MANY FANTASTIC THINGS....
I ALSO GOT MARRIED!
AND BOY WAS IT AWESOME HILARIOUS!
WE HAD BEEN TALKING ABOUT A VEGAS WEDDING FOR A WHILE AND IT GOT TO THE WEDS IN VEGAS AND WE HAD HAD A FEW BEERS AND WERE SAYING WERE WE GONNA DO IT....
AND I ASKED MR PRIME IF HE WOULD REGRET NOT HAVING DONE IT IF WE JUST WENT HOME.....HE SAID YES....AND I FELT THE SAME...
ANYHOOOOO....
WE GOT UP ON THE THURS AND I WONDERED OFF FOR COFFEE....
AND WHEN I GOT BACK WE DECIDED BUGGER IT, LETS GO GET THE LICENCE YOU NEED AND SEE....
I SKED WHERE WOULD HE WANT TO GET MARRIED AND WE BOTH AGREED ON GRACELANDS, WHICH WAS IN FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS....AND ELVIS STYLEEE...
SO I GOT OUT THE PHONE BOOK AND IT FELL OPEN ON THAT PAGE...SO THAT WAS IT .....FATE....
SO I RING UP AND THEY SAY THEY CAN FIT US IN THAT DAY...IN THREE HOURS!!! ARGGHHHH...
MAD RUSH TO GET READY, MAD DOWNING OF SOME WINE AND WE RUSHED OVER TO THE MARRIAGE LICENCE BUREA ONLY TO BE STUCK IN A QUEUE...FOR 2 HOURS!!!
MAD PANIC....AND AARON TEXTED HIS SIS N HER BOYFRIEND AND HIS FOLKS...(LOL) TO LET EM KNOW WE WERE GETTING MARRIED...THAT DAY...!!!
SO I RING GRACELANDS AND THEY PUSH IT BACK TO 3 O CLOCK....
AND WE FINALLY GET THE LICENCE SORTED...SO GO TO THE COURTHOUSE BAR....AND DRINK!!
THE BARSTAFF WERE ACE AND AFTER FINDING OUT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED IN 45 MINS, PROCEEDED TO GIVE US FREE DRINKS AND A LOCAL BOUGHT US SHOTS!!!
THEN....
OFF TO THE CHAPEL!!!
THE MINISTER WAS LOVELY....HE ASKED IF WE WERE EXCHANGING RINGS AND AARON PROCEEDED TO SAY, NO, THEY WERE HARIBO....AND HE ATE THEM...
THEN ELVIS WALKED ME DOWN THE AISLE!!! OH YES...AND HE WAS ACE, WHILST SINGING...
AND WHEN THE MINISTER ASKED WHO GIVE THIS WOMEN...HE REPLIED, THE KING OF ROCK AND ROLL!!!! HOW FRICKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! WE COULD NOT KEEP STRAIGHT FACES...
THEN THE BEST BIT, IS WHILST THE MINISTER WENT THROUGH OUR VOWS ELVIS WAS STRUMMING METALLICA'S 'ONE' IN THE BACKGROUND.....ELVIS HAD CLOCKED US AS ROCK FOLK!!! HOW AWESOME???????????!!!!!!
AND ITS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS EVER!!! COS ITS SO BLOODY COOL...
AAROM KEPY WHISPERING TO ME, 'HES PLAYING METALLICA, HES PLAYING METALLICA!!!'
AND THE ENSUED MORE ELVIS SONGS AND HILARITY....
BASICALLY IT WAS AMAZING....I WOULD NOT HAVE DONE IT ANY OTHER WAY OR TO ANY OTHER PERSON....
THE DVD IS FANTASTIC!!
YEY FOR VEGAS STYLE WEDDINGS..............
SO MUCH FUN....
LOVE YOU MR PRIME............YOUR ROCK AS MUCH AS I DO...HE HE HE XXXX
http://www.gracelandchapel.com/
I GOT MARRIED!!!!!!!!!
I WAS GIVEN AWAY BY ELVIS AND HE PLAYED METALLICA IN THE BACKGROUND (ONE) AND IT WAS AMAZING AND FUNNY AND TOO MUCH TO WRITE HERE....PROPER BLOG WHEN NOT JETLAGGED TO FUCK...
MRS ANTROBUS!
ARRGGHHH X
I WAS GIVEN AWAY BY ELVIS AND HE PLAYED METALLICA IN THE BACKGROUND (ONE) AND IT WAS AMAZING AND FUNNY AND TOO MUCH TO WRITE HERE....PROPER BLOG WHEN NOT JETLAGGED TO FUCK...
MRS ANTROBUS!
ARRGGHHH X
VEGAS ON SAT....EEEEP!!!!!!
VERY EXCITED!
I AM JUST NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE FLIGHT.....
BOO...
X
VERY EXCITED!
I AM JUST NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE FLIGHT.....
BOO...
X
VEGAS A WEEK TOMORROW....
AND..........................
MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YUP AM AN ENGAGED GIRL.....
VEGAS BABY!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......
I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DRESS FOR IT.....
I AM SO FRICKING HAPPY WITH MY LIFE......
I AM ALSO WORKING FOR THE UNIVERSITY.....WOOP.....
AND HOPEFULLY BUYING A BOAT SOON.......YEY!!!!
HALOWEEN FUN TOMORROW.....I AM DRESSING UP AS ONE OF THE GIRLS FROM THE MOBSCENCE VIDEO......HE HE XXXXXXX
AND..........................
MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YUP AM AN ENGAGED GIRL.....
VEGAS BABY!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......
I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DRESS FOR IT.....
I AM SO FRICKING HAPPY WITH MY LIFE......
I AM ALSO WORKING FOR THE UNIVERSITY.....WOOP.....
AND HOPEFULLY BUYING A BOAT SOON.......YEY!!!!
HALOWEEN FUN TOMORROW.....I AM DRESSING UP AS ONE OF THE GIRLS FROM THE MOBSCENCE VIDEO......HE HE XXXXXXX
ITS MY BIRTHDEEEEE TOMORROW, PARTY PARTY PARTY.....
YUP BIRTHDEEEE PARTY WITH BANDS N CAKE! WOOP..............
XXXX
YUP BIRTHDEEEE PARTY WITH BANDS N CAKE! WOOP..............
XXXX
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