ahh..been so busy with moving..
But I´ve got new wonderful roommates now! I´ll tell all about it later...

Gotta run cause I´m off to London Town in a couple of hours- whoppee!
so I´ll write you all when I get back next week!





Keep it misterious! And beware! (what?!?) ; )

Heeelo everyone!

man I´ve been away for ages! ..once again...
Well, I guess that´s just what vacations and chaos ´ll do to ya, right?

I spent some summer time in Mexico, home sweet home... sooo beautiful! Mostly just hanging out at the beach and traveling around a bit with my cousin...
And then on my way back I stopped in London for a couple of days to visit my sista´s new dwelling (she just moved there, from here -Berlin)..
Yeah, vacations definitely rocked!

But now, back home, and back to school... chaos is braking loose! My sweet roommates are sadly moving out (we had some trouble with our landlady cause the girls have rats...loong stupid story)...

So while our apartment is looking like a junk yard..I´m having to find new roommates to live with me...
I´ve already got one potential roommate, a vegan girl from Sweden, who´s moving here to learn german! I´m really excited about her, she seems really nice! And it would be soo great to live with vegans, that way I´ll finally have someone to cook delicious stuff with! God, I hope it all works out..



BUT, I´ve still got one more empty Berlin city room looking for the company of some nice stranger...
FREAKS OF ALL KINDS VERY WELCOME!


So... anyone here interested?? I´m serious.







think about it...


xoxo

Hey guys!

once again: I´m still alive.. and doing well... lately there´ve just been so many thoughts on my mind and new things going on that I don´t get much time for the Internet..and when I do, I don't really know what to write...
But I do miss my more active days on Sg, and luckily even though I´m around so little, I still keep meeting wonderful people here.. so no worries.. I'm sticking around!

Well... New York was wonderful! Such a great city! And sooo much more busy and full of people than Berlin! Crazy!
And after a week of walking around town 24/7 also pretty exhausting... but all worth the muscle ache! ; )

I posted a bunch of great pics from the trip in a new folder > NYC.. so do do do go check them out!

Kisses and hugs!

And keep rockin this world into better balance cause unfortunately these days are much darker than they may already seem... the world needs all the good vibrations it can get....
(Lately I´ve been reading, analyzing, questioning, knowing, and learning way too much about the fucked up workings of this human controlled upside down world... it´s really frightnening, disconcerning and sad... when will this cycle ever end??? ...)

*sigh* Now I´m all serious again...
Well... But I´ll leave it at that... people should be seriously thinking more about their part in this system, and what it's really doing to this world...

Ok... take care everyone!

Hey wonderful people in cyberspace!

whoa, once again it´s been forever since I´ve updated...soooory!
An old old best friend of mine from Brazil came to visit me for a week and we were out and about 24/7... Wonderful time off!

Lucky me I`m off again next week AAAAAND..... I`ll be going to NEW YOOORK CITY babey !!!
For a whole week...Yay yay yay! Haven´t been there in ages! Can´t wait!
Any suggestions of cool places to check out are very very welcome!

....

IN OTHER NEWS: I cut my hair! Man I was scared to shit!
But ahhh what a great feeling! Such lightness!
So.. I´m really happy with it... check it out, what do you think?





Yup it´s all gone... for now at least.


..................................................................................


Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Just walk beside me, and be my friend.

~ Albert Camus


Kisses and hugs to all of those walking beside me!

Cheers!

3 beautiful quotes for the day:


Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo.
What is vertigo? Fear of falling?
No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us,
it is the desire to fall, against which,
terrified, we defend ourselves.
~Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

(ps: everyone must read this book!)



Those who dare to fail miserably can achieve greatly.
~ John F. Kennedy



We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark;
the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.
~ Plato



Epilogue:

If you are going to walk on thin ice, you might as well dance.
~ Anonymous



Just like Lucy in the sky...

YAy YaY yaaay! Tigers in the house!

I went to the Le tigre concert yesterday!
And it was FANTABULOUS!


No seriously, they were really really REALLY great!! The band is sooooo sweet and fun! And the whole vibe and the crowd was crazy!
I also loved loved loved the opening band.. the wonderful Lesbians on Ecstasy! Man, did they stomp those beats through our bodies! Pure energy!!!

I´m still a bundle of fuzzy joy right now...therefore I`ll have to cut myself short now, or else I´ll ramble on and on about how great the night was...

Absolutely. fucking. beautiful.

So hands, paws, tails, and all else UP for Le Tigre and L.O.E.!!!

THANK YOU!


Rock on and KEEP ON LIVIN' everyone!!!!



out.

wow. It´s been half an eternity since I last updated! Sorry!

But I´m still alive!.. and doing good at that.

There were just so many new things going on in my life this past month and I was just out there LIVING every minute of it... so I couldn´t find the time for internet or you sweet people on SG! But I´m back now..and hope I´ll find some time to stick around regularly...

I just had two wonderful weeks of vacation! And I feel like I need exactly one more week now just to digest everything that happened and do some stuff for myself before I go back to school.. but that won´t be happening, so I´ll have to wake up at 6:40 tomorrow morning and go out into the dark streets. But, oh well..I'll survive.

My dear friend Amitabha came to visit for some days and we had a really wonderful time just hanging out...
I showed him around some of my favourite places in Berlin and we drank a whole bunch of yummy vegan smoothies and funky vietnamese peppermint apple shakes ... (you might have read it all in his journal entries anyways).

I gotta say one thing: if all of you guys are as great in person as you are online (like Ami turned out to be..or even greater for that matter) then you are ALL very welcome to come and visit me anytime!

I mean it.

*sigh* ...I love the fact that although it often seems like this world is full of dumm and ignorant people.. there are actually quite a few interesting bright passionate and beautiful people on this planet... you just gotta find them.

And when you have... don´t let them go.

Even if they live like millions of miles away... every true and special human connection will bridge that distance with a little effort and dedication to one another.
(and I say this from experience since I've moved a lot in my little life).

So, thanks and a big to every wonderful person who has crossed my path!
And a "see ya someday soon" to all others out there that I will still come in touch with.. one of these days, when the time is right...

I can´t wait..

The world is ours!

And we should make the best out of it.


XOXOX - a girl




Ps: I´ll post some new pics soon.. yay.

Ok. change of attitude here.
That last entry is just plain depressing and actually so not like me!

...Although life´s been messing with me a bit lately... Wallowing around in sadness and doubt and fear and loss is a big NO NO.

I have decided to just take it all, accept the unpredictable changes, and simply cherish all the wonderful moments and connections instead of burning holes in my head of how? and why? things take strange turns etc.

Cause when it comes down to it: Life is still pretty fucking great!

I mean.. I´m breathing, I´m walking, I´m (mostly) healthy, I`m learning every single day, I`m dancing and singing, my kitties are playing beside me, my friends are there for me....

AND I have met the most amazing beautiful people on this big crazy planet lately... and locked them inside my heart forever!

So.... why complain, right?

Righty right!

I say BRING IT ON life!





It´s all good...

Transmission to Planet Earth:

... I´m on a weird emotional rollercoaster...
I´m so exhausted from being sad and confused that I´m starting to feel numb... I wish I could disappear all together and take a break on the moon or something for a while... urgh...

... something in me´s stirring
and nothing in me´s willing
to focus my attention on the sky
and the moon and all the stars fail to comply
and my thoughts are turning backwards
and I´m picking at the pieces
of a world that keeps turning the screws into my mind....



Time Out. Roger. Over.

"The feelin' is there,

Body and Soul!

Hail! Hail!

Rock´n Roll ! "



>Chuck Berry