I need some advice!
I've been talking to this guy since December. What had happened was My ex dumped me and he was the one person I could think of who could help me feel better. I had decided that he and I could ya know have fun, but stay friends. Ya know, friends with benefit kind of thing. Because my ex really hurt me and I wanted to take things slow and not jump into another relationship. So that went on for about a month. He wanted me to make it more, I kept pushing that thought away. Eventually my feelings got the best of me and now he's all I think about and I want to be with him. BUT now tables have turned and he is now afraid to take things further because he is afraid of being hurt. Of course I understood that and have been patient with him. Earlier this month we both went on a vacation to Tennessee to see my family and he met them and they love him and everything.
Well, my home situation right now isn't the greatest. I have really wanted to get out of here and he knows that. He knows that to the point to where the other day he asked me to move in with him. Is it silly that I am scared to do so? I am scared to do it and continue to fall for him deeper and deeper yet still not be with him. I am one of those hopeless romantics and I fall hard quickly. I've just been thinking about this so much and it's driving me crazy because I just don't know what to do and I've told him exactly what I thought and he hasn't replied to anything I've said!
thats him, my little sister and I in Tennessee
I've been talking to this guy since December. What had happened was My ex dumped me and he was the one person I could think of who could help me feel better. I had decided that he and I could ya know have fun, but stay friends. Ya know, friends with benefit kind of thing. Because my ex really hurt me and I wanted to take things slow and not jump into another relationship. So that went on for about a month. He wanted me to make it more, I kept pushing that thought away. Eventually my feelings got the best of me and now he's all I think about and I want to be with him. BUT now tables have turned and he is now afraid to take things further because he is afraid of being hurt. Of course I understood that and have been patient with him. Earlier this month we both went on a vacation to Tennessee to see my family and he met them and they love him and everything.
Well, my home situation right now isn't the greatest. I have really wanted to get out of here and he knows that. He knows that to the point to where the other day he asked me to move in with him. Is it silly that I am scared to do so? I am scared to do it and continue to fall for him deeper and deeper yet still not be with him. I am one of those hopeless romantics and I fall hard quickly. I've just been thinking about this so much and it's driving me crazy because I just don't know what to do and I've told him exactly what I thought and he hasn't replied to anything I've said!
thats him, my little sister and I in TennesseeMy set went live a few days ago. And I have been overwhelmed with all the comments!
Thank you all! I have never loved my boobs as much until now! haha
Thank you all! I have never loved my boobs as much until now! haha
Just got done cleaning house! Finish laundry tomorrow. Then probably Friends house on Tuesday and who knows when i'll be home then!
There's this guy..He's been a good friend to me and is there for me always. He's been with me through the break ups i've had and again is here now. But I don't know, I'm scared, to take it to the next level like he wants. He makes me smile, laugh and makes me happy when I am with him. We kind of tried before...but he chose another girl over me. Am I just here as second best? I don't know what to do this is so complicated
Moving on with my life! I don't need a chump to run my life anymore. I am ready for a new me!
Hecktic day and still feeling it.
Going through another spat and kind of really down at the moment
Going through another spat and kind of really down at the moment
Got my sisters over here and my photographer Alan over with my roommate all just sitting around chilling. Tomorrow is my last day of work for about a week sadly BUT hopefully I'll be able to do some more shoots to post more pictures!
