i feel high the only problem is I'm not, its odd im completely sleep deprived and I feel as high as a kite XD weird.......Antithesis
We all seem so monochromatic
So senseless and over dramatic
We never examine our world to see all its facets.
Hide behind these paper walls
We sacrifice ourselves just like a doll.
The very thing we create is the one thing we hate.
Giving our souls to a thought and a pose
Never quite realizing that it is ourselves were surmising
We have lost our souls and with them control.
What has happened to the days in fields of grass were we laid
Staring at the stars in their great cosmic fray
Of lost summers and bitter lovers.
We have forsaken these days of our lives
Trading them in for the fame and the lies
We have forsaken the beauty of our childhood and the freedom we once had.
We are no longer true to ourselves we have lost our hearts
Were stuck in some padded room wondering why we fell apart.
We no longer love ourselves and think for ourselves
We are no more than empty shells
In this world that has become our own personal living hell.
We have truly become the very thing we hate.
We all seem so monochromatic
So senseless and over dramatic
We never examine our world to see all its facets.
Hide behind these paper walls
We sacrifice ourselves just like a doll.
The very thing we create is the one thing we hate.
Giving our souls to a thought and a pose
Never quite realizing that it is ourselves were surmising
We have lost our souls and with them control.
What has happened to the days in fields of grass were we laid
Staring at the stars in their great cosmic fray
Of lost summers and bitter lovers.
We have forsaken these days of our lives
Trading them in for the fame and the lies
We have forsaken the beauty of our childhood and the freedom we once had.
We are no longer true to ourselves we have lost our hearts
Were stuck in some padded room wondering why we fell apart.
We no longer love ourselves and think for ourselves
We are no more than empty shells
In this world that has become our own personal living hell.
We have truly become the very thing we hate.
A good day 
my new knife arrived in the mail today and I bought Deliver Us by Darkest Hour 
other than that booooooooooring ![]()
my new knife arrived in the mail today and I bought Deliver Us by Darkest Hour other than that booooooooooring 
It's amazing what you do when your bored, like completely cleaning your room which you vow never to clean it as long as you live in your parents house which you say out of pure spite....... 
this is a poem of mine and its one of my favorites.
Transparency alight on the wings of the night
We will play with thing called a human life,
Fueled always by their greed and their lust
Fighting and warring until all is dust.
Down we fly,
By our swords they die
Leaving them horrified and dismayed
The ages past in they're minds have greyed,
Of days long past were nothing could touch the angels
On their wings of alabaster white
Taking forth Gods' vengence in the dark of the night.
Until lucifer turned away and dragged the angels into the frey,
Now they are bound to the earth until the very last day,
Waiting upon their creators' final bid farwell
As they will forever burn in hell.
Transparency alight on the wings of the night
We will play with thing called a human life,
Fueled always by their greed and their lust
Fighting and warring until all is dust.
Down we fly,
By our swords they die
Leaving them horrified and dismayed
The ages past in they're minds have greyed,
Of days long past were nothing could touch the angels
On their wings of alabaster white
Taking forth Gods' vengence in the dark of the night.
Until lucifer turned away and dragged the angels into the frey,
Now they are bound to the earth until the very last day,
Waiting upon their creators' final bid farwell
As they will forever burn in hell.
Silence, in all human minds it doesn't exist we're always thinking
and always speaking to ourselves subconciously.
We talk to ourselves so we don't feel alone.
Who can really say, some of us are just alone in this world.
People just can't understand us.
I protect what I love but I feel lonely out here
in this sleeping town of lost children and distraught teenagers.
The only comfort I have is myself,
I don't know where my life is going but I don't care as long as I find happiness.
and always speaking to ourselves subconciously.
We talk to ourselves so we don't feel alone.
Who can really say, some of us are just alone in this world.
People just can't understand us.
I protect what I love but I feel lonely out here
in this sleeping town of lost children and distraught teenagers.
The only comfort I have is myself,
I don't know where my life is going but I don't care as long as I find happiness.
The world of this day worries me in many ways especially christianity not because of it itself but how it is being presented. And the biggest eyesore is that of christians inability to step forward and speak to the people that need God the most. Have they really forgotten how powerful there enemy really is? do they realize how it is ever growing? or is it not "worthy" of their concern?
(What I say next is not meant to be personalized for each person, I'm speaking about something as a whole)
Right now I am very disgusted with christianity's arrogance and pride thinking they can just walk up to people and "witness" to them, while this may be true for individuals it is not true on a worldwide basis. For most people you have know something about what they themselves believe in before you can try open their eyes, because people in many cases don't want their eyes opened. Basically this is not a job for over zealous bible thumpers out to put a mark on their "spiritual" checklist or on their consciences. It is a job for people who are flexible, people oriented, adaptable and most of all respectful. I think one thing churches don't indoctrine their followers with is that the world has a mind of its on and can make up explanations to almost everything even as the world get "dummer" it is also getting "smarter".
A word of advice to christians most of all, you are not the only religion wanting converts there are THOUSANDS.
