i totally ordered a new laptop the other day. it'll be here tuesday. i'm so excited. i can't wait to dual boot OSX and WinXP. i'll have the best of both worlds. if anyone has seen or owns a cool laptop bag then please hit me up. i'm in the market for one now and trying to find something that looks cool, and gets the job done. i'll buy online or in a retail store. it's a 15.4" laptop. anyway, if anyone could help me out that would be awesome. i plan to have my new laptop surgically attached to me. i suppose that's it for now. see all you crazy kids on the flip side. ciao!

things are cooler since my last update. i'm in better spirits now. i got the newest Rammstein album from a friend. it's totally awesome. i know it's a few months old, but it hasn't been released in the states. i also recommend the newest Presidents of the United States of America album, "Love Everybody". again, that one is about a year old, but it is new to me. i suppose that's it for now. maybe i'll make my next journal more interesting.

i'm a single man now. my fiance just left me. i wish that i knew exactly why. it just seems like she doesn't know what she wants. i know what i want and that is her. i don't even know what to say anymore. this sucks.

it's my birthday. yay!

i shouldn't be such an emo sometimes. i can't help it. anyway, things are going well right now i suppose. we had to close with 2 people tonight at work. just me and Zach. sucks that Jen never showed. she didn't even say that she wasn't going to make it. she said she would be late. we didn't get to take breaks tonight. suxor. well, the bright side is that i may be purdhasing a digital video camera tomorrow from an acquaintance. it's supposed to be pretty cool but i still have to check it out. also in the next month or 2 i'm planning on buying my first Mac. i can't decide if it wll be a Mac Mini, or an iBook. i shall do some more bargain hunting. i wonder if any company will decide to give me a credit card. i may just find out. tis all for now. ciao!