So im back in Australia.
Away from my girlfriend, how long for i have no idea.
I miss her so fucking much.
Moved house.
My job has no work for me so i am unemployed.
Applying for jobs but not getting any call backs = spirit is down.
Not giving up.
I have given myself i week to apply for jobs at places i always wanted to work for, otherwise just gonna have to get a job that i hate.
p.s if you have a chance on getting an education don't pass it down. Leaving school so early is now biting me in the ass, all the jobs i am experienced for now require some sort of certificate or degree.
So in other words 12 years of hard work down the fucking drain.
Away from my girlfriend, how long for i have no idea.
I miss her so fucking much.
Moved house.
My job has no work for me so i am unemployed.
Applying for jobs but not getting any call backs = spirit is down.
Not giving up.
I have given myself i week to apply for jobs at places i always wanted to work for, otherwise just gonna have to get a job that i hate.
p.s if you have a chance on getting an education don't pass it down. Leaving school so early is now biting me in the ass, all the jobs i am experienced for now require some sort of certificate or degree.
So in other words 12 years of hard work down the fucking drain.
She is just amazing!
Here is a video i made of me and my lovely lady Damone.
Enjoy!!!!!
Everything is just going so well.
Here is a video i made of me and my lovely lady Damone.
Enjoy!!!!!
Everything is just going so well.
pre Hell City blog.
Just a quickie.
Everything is amazing, i have an amazing girl by my side, i'm meeting fantastic people.
I will Vlog when i get back from Hell City.
Here are 2 pics for you lovers.
<3 ya sgmania
The day of our first official date.
Our first day at the beach
Just a quickie.
Everything is amazing, i have an amazing girl by my side, i'm meeting fantastic people.
I will Vlog when i get back from Hell City.
Here are 2 pics for you lovers.
<3 ya sgmania
The day of our first official date.
Our first day at the beach
So i'm going to be at Hell City Tattoo Convention in Ohio, if you were thinking of coming you should cause i will be there.
So if you had a chance of 1 night with your hottest celebrity.
Who would it be ?
What would you do to them ?
Who would it be ?
What would you do to them ?
Right now..
I have nothing positive to report in sydney.
Though my future plans is what is making me get through the days.
I have nothing positive to report in sydney.
Though my future plans is what is making me get through the days.
Though i may not be the most romantic person, i don't have the money to give you gifts. I gave you this my words my thoughts my feelings.
It made you smile that beautiful smile, your eyes lit up even though you we're half asleep.
I wrote her this.
"you know how much i fucking missed you today, all i could think about is how i should be there with you, every moment i had was thinking of how i could be there or do something for today. Even though we both dont like v day, for how i feel about you i wanted you to feel special. But i know cause of who i am i will make every day our valentines day cause you are special to me, i will never let go of you"
The reason i am sharing this is because after all the gifts all the dinners all the flowers all the cards, i don't think i could of made her smile like this with any of those.
I hope you, yes you though i might know you or your a random member reading my blog.
You will or do feel the way i do about someone. In the past or in the future, do not hate this day cause of what it is let it be a reminder that this can be every day.
We shouldn't have to be told when we should show love, show affection. But this day can make us feel more alone then ever, we have been there.
So from me.
I love you all.
Ante.
p.s sometimes it is hard for me to make sense i know.
It made you smile that beautiful smile, your eyes lit up even though you we're half asleep.
I wrote her this.
"you know how much i fucking missed you today, all i could think about is how i should be there with you, every moment i had was thinking of how i could be there or do something for today. Even though we both dont like v day, for how i feel about you i wanted you to feel special. But i know cause of who i am i will make every day our valentines day cause you are special to me, i will never let go of you"
The reason i am sharing this is because after all the gifts all the dinners all the flowers all the cards, i don't think i could of made her smile like this with any of those.
I hope you, yes you though i might know you or your a random member reading my blog.
You will or do feel the way i do about someone. In the past or in the future, do not hate this day cause of what it is let it be a reminder that this can be every day.
We shouldn't have to be told when we should show love, show affection. But this day can make us feel more alone then ever, we have been there.
So from me.
I love you all.
Ante.
p.s sometimes it is hard for me to make sense i know.
So quick update i have a place i'm looking at tomorrow, hopefully it pulls through its a good price and good location.
There has been someone special in my life that has been by my side every step of the way through all this.
They have given me nothing less then every thing they can to keep my spirits high.
Our journey has been nothing but amazing, an adventure that i never want to end.
update!!!!
I have a place to live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There has been someone special in my life that has been by my side every step of the way through all this.
They have given me nothing less then every thing they can to keep my spirits high.
Our journey has been nothing but amazing, an adventure that i never want to end.
update!!!!
I have a place to live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
