So i used to write (well not well i can say) expressing my thoughts on paper, feelings but never letting anyone read them. Lately it's coming out more creative. Here is just something that i jotted down.



We all worry to much,.

From the moment we wake are our thoughts so serious?
I think not.
It's all so simple, our heavy eyes struggling to open.
Barely a real thought.

We look at the time like its counting down our day.
Hours, minutes..............seconds.

Breaking it down like we won't have any left.
Seconds pass.

Our minds slowly start break the slumber.
Eyes widen as we take that first sip, first bite, feeling the water drip down our faces.

Checking time again like its running out.

We all worry too much.

Leaving our abode are our thoughts so trivial?
Subliminal ?
A dream of a dream.

We walk past a man on his knees.
Head down
Hands held high hands strongly together as he was expecting some water.

Our hands barely change direction
Our legs never stop moving
Though our minds will judge

Awake that we are
Aware that we think we are
Our legs don't stop

We look at our watches like time is running out.
We are all so worried
Ready to judge
Questioning others
Cause we all just worry too much.

Thank You.

Be nice

p.s when i have time ill actually do this spoken word on a video.

Question:
How long have we known each other friends ??
When you sit and think about how long i've chatted with some of you and never met and some i have met it's crazy. Its why i love this place.

So i am re-editing this video to make it crisp shorter, hopefully have it a better pitch for the travel show that i want to do. But i need your help out there, i want to feature bands, real indie bands. I would love all types of music that could fit happy fun vibe to the videos. You will be credited for the song i'll link people to your channel or webpage.



I have had people suggest that i start a kickstart page to help get funding as a travel show is expensive. I am looking for sponsors but as i will be starting out to help promote tourism for America it's hard to get funding in Australia for that.

I am really scared about this part in my life, failure is not an option for me anymore as i finally found something that i want to do and i am passionate about.

But honestly would people back something like this on kickstart, i don't know only one way to find out i guess.

From birth parent('s) have a choice. Teach a child a world without limitations or a world with limitations. I've been thinking about this and thinking about how i was raised. With constant aspirations growing up i remember i was never encouraged, i was always limited. I've been on this earth for nearly 30 years and i still believe that i have allot of limitations. I am not putting blame on anyone for the way i think (my parents just did what they thought were right) cause i know in a way i am intelligent and i should of realised this a long time ago.

But i sit here and take my word when i am a father i will not limit my child(ren) i will encourage and help them achieve what ever they set their minds to. Failure is not something that we should be ashamed of, failure to try is something that we should be ashamed of.

I sit here at 30 and my goals are small, not impossible but difficult and the only person that can help me achieve it is me.

My dedication and sacrifice is vast and more then some people i know, i am not selfish and that will never change. I will do more for others then for myself but i am not going to disregard myself in the process.

Who wants to see shower pics put up onto my next blog ?

So i have a job, Monday - Friday i don't start till 5pm.
I'm relieved that i have a job but still so fucking lonely through the day. This bitter sweet shit is annoying.