Well i have decided that i have to stay off chat for a while. .. . .

Its depressing that its what i want to do when i get home and that i have like 3 friends in sydney that i hang out with.

I need to go out more so i am not so lonely i know that sounds very emo but its the truth.

All my friends are getting partners that they are just seeing and all i can say is that oh i met this really cool person on chat the other night like what the FUCK.

I know i moved back to sydney and i did know that i lost allot of friends when i left sydney but that doesn't mean that i can't make new ones.

I know there are good people in the northen beaches that i will get along with and have the same interest that i can chill and go to gigs with but i just have to find them cause they are not on SG.

I am not saying that i don't enjoy being on chat but the people i have met are wonderful and i get to meet some of them this week, and i am ecstatic about it.

But at the same time i don't want to go cause i know what its like for me people always get weirded out by me cause i am so full on.

So i will be off with high hopes on friday.

If you are one that enjoys chatting with me on SG chat i will write blogs and post comments on your page cause i will still come on SG a i mean who wouldn't.

Well i hope you are all well and taking care of yourselves
Ante