lalala ok so the big show was a success... everyone loved it... especially my big scene with the fly catching bit.
We finish a french cabaret song and i slap myself around trying to stop a fly and then i catch it and eat it because we are starving... hilarious stuff i'm tellin' ya.
But anyways... i financed two gs on my elcamino to fix the transmission and now i am down because of the fuel pump... grrrr grrrr arrrrghhh...
anyways... is this all i do is bitch?... well lately yeah...
but things will get better i am positive...
two more shows and we are done... free time... to get another job maybe.... grr... ok well off i go bitching again.
lol ok peace
wil
We finish a french cabaret song and i slap myself around trying to stop a fly and then i catch it and eat it because we are starving... hilarious stuff i'm tellin' ya.
But anyways... i financed two gs on my elcamino to fix the transmission and now i am down because of the fuel pump... grrrr grrrr arrrrghhh...
anyways... is this all i do is bitch?... well lately yeah...
but things will get better i am positive...
two more shows and we are done... free time... to get another job maybe.... grr... ok well off i go bitching again.
lol ok peace
wil
TO ALL THE MAHTHERFAHCKERS THAT GOTS AN O-PIN-EE-ON.
sHOve iT uP YeR aSS!!!!
psych nah I was just bull-ishin'
honestly though
I do seem like the hokey doke mother fucker...
but sure I look at things wholistically usually (or i try to at least)
and i can't see trying to impress anyone...
it's no freakin' joke... why waste your time?
Do whats best for you and enjoy yourself.
Fuck the naysayers !!!!!
Weeellll anyways... I was starting to stress over the play... but i remembered the above and got through...
I'm planning to be back in tip top skip to mah lou fucking dandy ship shape on the stage again this week.
(i was slippin' Lackin' the energy and what not)
and life is sweet.
interested? email me for details
otherwise ... i'm too preock to write for my health.
Love to all and all to Love.
Esiko-bar
Peace out chief
sHOve iT uP YeR aSS!!!!
psych nah I was just bull-ishin'
honestly though
I do seem like the hokey doke mother fucker...
but sure I look at things wholistically usually (or i try to at least)
and i can't see trying to impress anyone...
it's no freakin' joke... why waste your time?
Do whats best for you and enjoy yourself.
Fuck the naysayers !!!!!
Weeellll anyways... I was starting to stress over the play... but i remembered the above and got through...
I'm planning to be back in tip top skip to mah lou fucking dandy ship shape on the stage again this week.
(i was slippin' Lackin' the energy and what not)
and life is sweet.
interested? email me for details
otherwise ... i'm too preock to write for my health.
Love to all and all to Love.
Esiko-bar
Peace out chief
bills bills bills work work work... joseph joseph joseph
red and yellow and green and brown and scarlet and black and ochre and peach and ruby and olive and violet and fawn and lilac and gold and chocolate and muave and cream and crimson and silver and rose and azure and lemon and russett and grey and purple and white and pink and orange and BLUE!!!
red and yellow and green and brown and scarlet and black and ochre and peach and ruby and olive and violet and fawn and lilac and gold and chocolate and muave and cream and crimson and silver and rose and azure and lemon and russett and grey and purple and white and pink and orange and BLUE!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
! ! !
what the hell what the hell what the hell what the hell
???????????????????????????????????????????
I'm losing it...
! ! ! what the hell what the hell what the hell what the hell
???????????????????????????????????????????
I'm losing it...
I wish that I could just go and get my act together like right this second. NOT in a few days not in a month or two. Right now!
This is one of my problems... I'm a very patient person except when it comes to things that are big and important.
WAhh
Oh well... patience my wilie patience.
I gots to take a chill pill.
This is one of my problems... I'm a very patient person except when it comes to things that are big and important.
WAhh
Oh well... patience my wilie patience.
I gots to take a chill pill.
give me a number instead of my name
forget all about me and let me decay
i do not matter i'm only one person
destroy me completely then throw me away
If my life were important i would ask will i live or die
i know the answers lie far from this world
Close every door to me keep those i love from me
children of isreal are never alone
for we know we will find our own peace
for we have been promised a land of our own!!!
Close Every Door - lyric by Tim Rice
forget all about me and let me decay
i do not matter i'm only one person
destroy me completely then throw me away
If my life were important i would ask will i live or die
i know the answers lie far from this world
Close every door to me keep those i love from me
children of isreal are never alone
for we know we will find our own peace
for we have been promised a land of our own!!!
Close Every Door - lyric by Tim Rice
so ok... finding that it's better to take the initiative than to put off and second guess... your dawg has put off and second guessed.
That right I didn't follow through with conversation last nite but there is always Monday.
Hopefully the sex crazed thoughtless rich prepies don't lure her into another bad experience. She is far too good for that and smarter than that.
(speaking of the potential hook up from the theater group)
anyways... time to go bye
That right I didn't follow through with conversation last nite but there is always Monday.
Hopefully the sex crazed thoughtless rich prepies don't lure her into another bad experience. She is far too good for that and smarter than that.
(speaking of the potential hook up from the theater group)
anyways... time to go bye
hi life sucks rite now for a minute at least but let me approach the most important matter...
The new addition to my favorite suicide girls!
Did that sound childish?
prolly - oh well
The new addition to my favorite suicide girls!
Did that sound childish?
prolly - oh well
Ok so shit has hit the fan!!!
Wake up...
shower...
contribute to trivial but far overblown childish argument...
umm go to work waayyy unprepared and stay there for far longer than necessary.
What else is new... Thats that shit that happens you know?
I wish the real world would just stop hassling me... lol (what the fuck ever)
Yeah so I sang my solo song tonight for the first time in front of the cast... and i'll just say i am very happy with the result.
Still life isn't so bad after all.
*potential hookup in the works*
had a very intellegent and personal conversation with one of the three "narrators" of the show.
she is very attractive... curly red hair... innocent eyes... beautiful smile... and a caring, sensitive disposition.
Lets just say that practice was over at 9:30pm and at 1:10am we left the parking lot having concluded the nights conversations.
Wake up...
shower...
contribute to trivial but far overblown childish argument...
umm go to work waayyy unprepared and stay there for far longer than necessary.
What else is new... Thats that shit that happens you know?
I wish the real world would just stop hassling me... lol (what the fuck ever)
Yeah so I sang my solo song tonight for the first time in front of the cast... and i'll just say i am very happy with the result.
Still life isn't so bad after all.
*potential hookup in the works*
had a very intellegent and personal conversation with one of the three "narrators" of the show.
she is very attractive... curly red hair... innocent eyes... beautiful smile... and a caring, sensitive disposition.
Lets just say that practice was over at 9:30pm and at 1:10am we left the parking lot having concluded the nights conversations.
