There are 2 peple on here that are going through the exact same fucking thing i am, or did, ith my gramps. TessaRuby & Brinny, go give them some love, it won't actually help, but it's nice to know you care. Im so sad for them, for me, for their loved ones. *sigh*
Well yesterday sucked, i had a fucking breakdown, those are always interesting.
I miss my sister so much. It's weird how you find out who no longer gives a flying fuck about you, once you move. "Out of sight out of mind" i suppose. Speaking of, i need to send Tobin a package so he won't forget me. I miss him to, with his big cuddly snuggles and backrubs. I need some comfort food. Some mom food. A Cal-fest. mmmm i went to Winger's last night. That seemed to take the edge off a bit.. i've never delt with death sober.... mmmm i need a pow-wow
Well I might be flying up to seattle again, my sister said shed fly me up whenevr i want, the last time i was their was for my gramp's funeral. No one gave a fuck but her and my brother. Im glad I have at least them.
Ahhh many hours of tapping the rockies, and having pow-wow sessions in the garage, along with monopoly and those fucked up teeth you get in quarter machines added with fireworks and the need to blow shit up can cause for a very interesting week.Blah, im just mumbling now..
wheeeee
,dex
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Sg pic of the Day!!!:
Bella/ Jilted (awesome set)
Shes so fucking gorgious. man i was i was a 1/10th....
JUL 27, 2005 11:52 AM
Bella_donna
I'm lost
February 2004
JUL 27, 2005 12:12 PM
im so sorry for your loss dear (((hugs)))
sisiters rock but sister in-laws blow goats!! seriously they do i one doing it just last week 
Dan76
Seattle, WA
February 2004
JUL 27, 2005 01:47 PM
WTF? I cared you were up here! And you never emailed me or nothin!
Get back up here so we can do shots!
JUL 27, 2005 02:42 PM
JUL 27, 2005 04:07 PM
I hope today's been a better day.
JUL 28, 2005 09:29 AM
JUL 28, 2005 01:49 PM
God, I know what you mean about people not giving a fuck about you when you're not there. My friend Roger and I have been going through with what we call "seasonal friends". They are seasonal because once summer hits, then they kind of just dissappear. Well, when fall hits, I'm just gonna tell those people to fuck off cuz I don't need this shit. I'm figuring you're dealing with almost the same here, so I can try to draw parallels. Anyhow, you know that if you ever need anything from me, all you have to do is ask.....
--J
P.S. Forgot to add....in addition to my shit luck recently, I was bitten in the heel by a black widow last night. That definitely sucks balls.
[Edited on Jul 28, 2005 2:02PM]
shane_is_rad
I'm lost
April 2005
JUL 28, 2005 08:01 PM
Sorry I dident get back to you yesterday. they played last night 
I wish you could of been there. it was fun.
