Thanks for the support and love from everyone. I flew to seattle the Sunday before last and got to love and say goodbye to my grandfather. He died at 8:50 p.m. in the arms of my sister, my brother, and I. It's an experience I will never forget.

He was an awesome man, anyone who has ever met him will tell you the same. It was an honor just to be close to him.

I love you gramps, tell grams i love her too.

It's strange in a time of tragedy/loss you find out who actually loves you and who is there for you.

I finally told my birth mom i washed my hands of her. She has been nothing short of astonishing during this whole time. I won't get into details, but maybe someday.


My week in pictures:
We saw the shostbusters car on 1-5 near tacoma...


Seattle's rainy weather fufilled my mood for the week.


My sister and I got "powed" and went and got tattoos friday night at donnie's friend's shop. Good fun. The first is of mine on my left arm, the second is her getting her's she's biting a belt cause she hated the pain. Looks kinky eh?




The next morning was the funeral my mom didn't even attend.... I love you gramps...


afterwards, we met with everyone at a diner. This is my sisters and neices and I. (im in the bottom middle)


The next morning i hit the first plane to seattle.... I miss my sister...


I came home to this face...He grew in his first tooth while i was gone.. awww...


and then we blew shit up...


and now its back to reality...

goddamn sobriety!