It's my birthday.

Wow, my last blog was in May.

I started a new job. I've been unemployed since last October so it's a big change. Also, I'm on my feet for the full shift. The last job I had was in a call center and I sat all day. My body will adjust to the standing, but for now I'm super tired and sore after work. I will be a manager and that kind of scares me. I've never done that before and I'm worried current employees won't like me and respect me as a superior. Oh well, we'll see.

I haven't been posting much online lately. I don't know. I go through cycles where I post all the time, then not much, then a lot, etc. I'm online all the time, but not posting. Also, I feel like I'm not as smart as I once was. That prevents me from posting here much. I think about chiming in, but I hold back for fear I'll come off not knowing what I'm talking about.

I have been looking for things to do with my hair for work. Since I'm dealing with the public I need to look presentable every day. At the call center I just wore jeans and a tshirt most days. Hair in a pony or messy bun. Not the best. I've been wearing makeup every day at work and trying to do my hair. It's tiring! I guess I'll have to figure out how to do things like French braiding it. My arms get so sore, though. Maybe with practice I'll get better.

I got yelled at today when I was shopping. I was in a store looking at nail polish when a woman came up to me and said, "Where is the bleach?" I said I didn't work there and she said, "Then why are you dressed like you are?!" Super rude and stomped off. Because I knew when I got dressed today that a certain store wears this color of shirt and that I'd be shopping there. Right. She probably thought I was lying so I didn't have to help her. Still, she didn't have to be mean.

Deunan