Alter-ego ( I write long crazy ill defined sentences when im excited or distracted or I'm thinking about multiple things at once or i have something to say. Plus I think people who rely on grammar aren't really getting the message behind the words and I am lazzzzy)

So I'm going to have to ask someone out for coffee soon , not a big deal I've been led to believe (in most other countries anyway). But here, its on par to admitting your a stalker. Girls recoil in a gasp! and look at you like you have spent days staring at them. Possibly stating "its a bit rapey".

I'm feeling in the mood for randomness. Lifes picking up after the winter. The sun gets up at the same time as me which is cool. I've spread my career wings and fluttered around some military bases with rockets and fighter jets. I'm drinking green tea. Looking spiffy with new haircut and plastic coated retinas. My work has improved and I'm all confident and responsible. Think i needed the depressive kick in the groin. Stabbing my debt monster with a massive �1000 dildo. Clear before the summer hopefully.

I've volunteered for loads of managing stuff at work and I get to make suggestions and people listen and read what you have written with military commitment! woah. For instance soon we are going to be debriefed on the history of the aircraft. Where its stationed the flight crews we work with... etc Such a simple thing but it really gets you into the bigger picture. The bits I play with save people, my work is relied upon, bit of a buzz.

So I'm happy and energy filled right now but I'm still going to this Dr evil because i want to be this way as much of the time as possible.

BLEARGH Anyway

I have been listening to this tune, for like a year now on and off and every time i have it on repeat for so many different reasons sad happy bored. At the minute though, every time the guitar solo kicks in. I have my arms flailing to my air drum and start daydreaming about seeing it live and shouting OVER and OVER... over and over and over again

I don't expect you will get why, or if you will even like it but pop it on. Just to hear something different for a bit.