I miss have long conversations with someone. Now a days I don't know what I'm doing or saying wrong . I'm losing my passion for curtin things. I need a change quick, but mostly just a change.
Positive thinking
Positive thinking
This is the only time I've had this much fun. I took my nephews to our local Zoo Fest, got animal balloons, made bead art (a lizard) I'll post a pic of it. Saw some new animals. The magic show was small and short but the guy blew my brains out. The food stands smelt good but I was broke and couldn't get anything. Played at the playground saw 3 kids get side swiped by kids on the swing. One got a bloody nose, I helpped out with the mother, who was beautiful yet had her own sexy look, and felt like the hero covered in her sons blood. Well not covered but you get the picture haha. All in all today was good.
For the pass few nights I've been cooking for my family. I made homemade egg rolls, sweet n sour last night. Fettuccine something haha, the other night came out fucking awesome. And sir fry also, the bell yellow orange and red peppers went well with the beef. Mmmmm mmmm I'll say it again mmmm mmmmm hahaha.
For the pass few nights I've been cooking for my family. I made homemade egg rolls, sweet n sour last night. Fettuccine something haha, the other night came out fucking awesome. And sir fry also, the bell yellow orange and red peppers went well with the beef. Mmmmm mmmm I'll say it again mmmm mmmmm hahaha.
How can you tell me not to be mad when you leave your son on the bus when you know your suppose to pick him up at the bus stop? I sware I'm going to beat the living hell out of my brother. He's a father he's a boyfriend and I'm telling you it's really none of my business but he is really doing a fucking horrible job at both. The only reason he has a family is because he wanted something that I don't have. He knows what kinda father I would be because we got into a fight over me telling him what he should do when his oldest son went in for surgery. He turned his anger on me that happened between him and is in law and flat out told me "if I know what to do I should raise them" so I said I would do a better job being a father. And he knows it. He don't do shit for his family, he likes to think so but I don't want to talk about his down side. I don't know, I really need to find someone to talk to other than myself. It's been going on for years, I see and hear girls talk about how their baby daddy is an asshole. I always told myself I would be there for my child. It sucks when you don't have any when you see everyone around you pregnant. It's like hello? Everyone knew he was an asshole you stupid bitch. And here I am going insane.
HE'S YOUR SON YOU FUCKING IDIOT. BE A FATHER!
Now a days I'm glad I don't have any kids cause I would hate not to be there when I'm gone.
I thought writing it would help but I'm more pissed off now.
HE'S YOUR SON YOU FUCKING IDIOT. BE A FATHER!
Now a days I'm glad I don't have any kids cause I would hate not to be there when I'm gone.
I thought writing it would help but I'm more pissed off now.
finally i can get on a computer. whats going on SG world. my world aint going so good but im working on turning that around with Positive Thinking. its been hard the pass week, things arent looking to good for me. thats another story im sure no one wants to hear that. but 2 weeks ago i saw none other than The Kottonmouth Kings. i think its messed up whats going on with them. so ill leave with this FREE THE KINGS!!!
Yes taken off in a couple of hours. Then gonna see the KOTTONMOUTH KINGS!!!!! W/SNOW THA PRODUCT Eskimo Callboy and one others. Deuce is sick so he won't preform tonight 
So I got me tickets for the Fight to Unite tour. Kottonmouth Kings, Deuce, Snow Tha Product, Eskimo Callboy and someone else. The show is on April 10th and so for Deuce and Snow Tha Product are sick and can't perform. Which sucks cause then all there is KMK. We got VIP Passes so it's still gonna be an awesome show. Can't wait
