How do you care and love someone so much but in the end it's like they don't show the same affection. Does that mean they don't feel the same? All I want is to spend more time together, but over the years it seems were drifting apart.

Or is it yourself that changed? After all that has happened, am I the one that feels different and hope things go back to normal? should I just become what I said I was becoming? Do what I was going to do? Seems like the only thing to do. But is that really me and who I want to be?

Hummm......I hate this feeling