hey kids i canceled my account...so i will be seeing your around maybe maybe not...if you want ways to contact me...i'm on aim ...and you can get my e-mail or something form others....laters

well today i got see what my schedule is gonna be like and i thik i get my cute little vest or something whatever their gonna make me wear...so now my time is owned by walgreens..i am walgreens bitch..woot woot

plus i am gonnna cash me check from eroticbpm and get some clothes that i ight need so i have soemthing to wear to work....and i just got an acceptance letter to this neat little website called NO Fauxxx...

the boy is doing much better than he was and is planing to go back to work on sunday...but every once and while ..he is sad...yeah it's gonna be a slow process....

merf

later kids

::::update:::::

i start work tomorrow at 8am...bleh...i'm gonna be so tired tomorrow

hey kids what is up...things are slightyly better than they were before...the funeral was on saturday the 4th..and i was over at the parents place in vancouver,wa since wednesday of last week to the day of the funeral...

blargh...

but i am still not gonna be on the that much caus ei have to tend to the boy...and pritty soon i will start work at Walgreens...yeup my lazy stupid ass has a job...it's $7 and hour...and i have no set schedule...blargh...but i will work 25-40 hrous a week...

also today i shot my set for erotic bpm(raverporn)..and that will go up on halloween...YAY!!!


now it is time to go read some comics and take care of my little monkey(b/f)

um...i might not be around for a long while..my boyfriend's mom just died today at 9:30pm..from a stroke..she was only 51 years old...

i'll see you guys around

hey kids i thought i should update... i didn't go to planned parenthood and i talked to a friend who has had the smae problems..and it was a miscarriage...so yeah..it's odd i had no clue i was even pregnant..weirdness...

but yeha went to pirate thursdays...nobody really stuck around long cause it seemed like everyone was tired or something...

never got a call back from eddie baurer or a letter so i'm highly doubting i got that job...*shrugs* oh well


i'll find something...

and thanks to all of you for your concern i really appreciate it...

weird i think i had a miscarriage on sunday...i don't know for sure...i'm gonna go to planned parenthood and find out...
or it might be nothing

*shrus* who knows

weird



*update*

called planned parenthood and they directed me to a nurse hotline....and she said it sounds like nothing serious but i think i might go to planned parenthoods walking appointments tomorrow..just to make sure...ack!

look i am home..i ahve been runign around the town with dear sweet echo..merf

and now i am home witha full stomach a shower...and back witht eh boy..all is semi right with the world...except that i have to job hunt to moorw and all week


blargh..merf
blargh

well.. went to pirate thursdays last night...it was fun...thanks to milo who bought me beer and tunes..and thanks to disappear here for making a complete goof out of himself as usual heh..

blargh...i'm suhc a lazy bitch i decided to go to the 4pm interview instead cause well i didn't want to be leaving the house in a rush plus my pants smell icky...
merf

hey thanks for the well whishing kids..i'm gonna need it all...and tomorrow i hit the pavement some more...hopefully i will be getting some results soon for all my effort i have put in...hopefully...

blargh....today i was so bored with nothing to do me and the b/f went to 94.7NRK's sucky city challenge thing...met some of the people handed out eroticBPM stickers...got asked to be one of their drunken ho's but i declined ...cause they make you wear skany clothing and um..who wants to be called a drunken ho..yeesh


well sad to say i have been relating to a Chumbawamba song...cause it's kinda how i feel right now...in and odd way..here are the lyrics
\
Chumbawamba
Tubthumper (1997)
"Tubthumping"

We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing

I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down

Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away

He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:

'Oh Danny Boy
Danny Boy
Danny Boy...'

I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down

Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away

He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:

'Don't cry for me
Next door neighbour...'

I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down

We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing

LOOK...SEEE I'M STILL ALIVE!!!

sorta...been job hunting all week and well didn't have access to my internet cause someone tried to hack into my roomates AOl account...

but i did notice i was having interent withdrawl...not good...but i did get a alot of comic book reading done...

and i did go to an interview on wednesday at anne taylor loft...the lady liked me but said i was to funky to the store.. ....oi vey...

anyway i'm still chuging along looking for work almost anywhere i can...see you kids around


oh and GOD DAMN IT!!! JOHNNY CASH DIED!!
AND JOHN RITTER..DOH!