DemiGauge's August 12, 2003 blog

DemiGauge is a 30 year-old in Gresham, OR.

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AUGUST 12, 2003 @ 07:52 PM

merf......

i think ineed to go to a shrink and get some happy pills

i'm lashing out at people to much...mostly cause i'm not happy ith myself....and i precieve that others don't like to be around me..cause no one calls or wants to hang out...blargh

i hate myself..and i shouldn'tbe around other people because like i said i lash out and piss them off..so i can push them away..don't want to get hurt...like to stay in my solitude...but then again no...i'm just socialy inept..

i think i realy do need to take those pill for th sleep..and i know i will get atteion for this...but then it will fade...and things will be the same again

Sarc

Cincinnati, OH

December 2002

AUG 12, 2003 07:58 PM

Those glasses already cheered me right the fuck up.

Corvus_PDX

Portland, OR

December 2002

AUG 12, 2003 09:29 PM

*Hugs*

Atrasties

Calgary, AB

November 2002

AUG 12, 2003 09:38 PM

you must initiate change, you cannot rely on others to start it for you.

There are my words of crap for today, c'mon I'll take you out for some ice cream and chocolate.

catdad

Portland, OR

August 2002

AUG 12, 2003 11:22 PM

Hi

Works for some people. When you have insurance, do the shrink thing. At least, try it for a few sessions. Happy pills aren't necessarily happy pills. They can be, but more often than not, they are "keep the bottom from falling out" pills. They just smooth the ride. I think the extended heat and dry weather we've had can cause people to be a little grumpier, especially when it doesn't cool off at night. We need some good rain or extended cloudy/cooler days.

Madigan

Angola

August 2003

AUG 13, 2003 12:11 AM

What what what?

Just remember: a sack of doorknobs.

Amitabha

Black Rock City, NV

July 2003

AUG 13, 2003 10:37 AM

Here's a little song, I wrote
I might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry, be happy
Every life we has some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy ho
(Don't worry, be happy yeah)
Uh uh uh uh don't worry be happy.(4x)
I arco place who lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
Hey may have to lit the gate
Don't worry, be happy (look at me I'm happy)
Uh uh,don't worry, be happy
(I give you my phone no.
When you worried call me
I make you happy) oh
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
In gumble gull to make you smile
But don't worry, be happy
Coz when you worry your face will frown
In that will bring everybody damn
So don't worry, be happy(5x)

Now then, this song I wrote
I hope you learn it note for note
(Like good to children) don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say in your life inspect some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy(7 timestill fade

DisappearHere

Portland, OR

February 2003

AUG 13, 2003 11:43 AM

Happy pills are fun, you just gotta crush 'em up and snort 'em that way it goes staight to your bloodstream.
And if you need to lash out at people you can use me as a slapping theropy, I just have to be whiskey drunk first.
I hope you feel better soon.

[Edited on Aug 13, 2003]

mistereel

Salem, OR

August 2003

AUG 13, 2003 12:10 PM

i'd call yah if my stupid phone would let me

hope you feel better.

Alisa

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

AUG 13, 2003 09:36 PM

HELL NO!!! who do you think i am some two faced cunt??? you know me better than that...don't you?

and i'll give you your monkey
~shaking fist at demi~
love you

Leningrad

Canada

April 2003

AUG 14, 2003 12:26 AM

okay, the merf I got, but the welcome escaped me. thank you though

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