don't give up... track him down

awww...that's too bad. why'd he quit? why does that mean it's over?

I'm sorry. Crushes are the best. And yeah I've considered diabtetes and have my fingers crossed that's all it is. A shot a few times a day is much better than some of the other possiblities.

Awww... big hugs and cuddles.
cuddle
v. cud·dled, cud·dling, cud·dles v. tr. To fondle in the arms; hug tenderly. See Synonyms at caress. v. intr. To nestle; snuggle. n.The act of cuddling; a hug or embrace.
Now either go and find him (after all you know where he worked) or chalk one up to "at lest I know what I want in someone." Just don;t sit around and worry about what might havebeen, it'll eat you up and bite you in five years time.

So take it you didn't swap phone numbers then? Oh well, the next crush will be soon I'm sure.

I bet it's great up there in the Summer, far better than here

no thank you. my heart was just broken. he thinks im a game playin' stupid girl adn it hurts too much. so no more boys for me.


but, popsiscles-yes.

Have you ever looked into the MK ULTRA program run by the CIA, there were 149 separate programs run out of hospitals and universities around the country. You might ask your mom about that.

London in summer is bloody hot and horribly sticky. I was in Hong Kong around this time last year and though it was a lot hotter it was a nice hot.

Yeah, its either really bad or nothing.

It's not really a good thing. More like a tool to help me cope. But I'm aware enough to not let it become a huge problem.