school starts on Monday, although my on campus classes don't start until next week. I am all ready to go and just waiting on my financial aid and refund.

I am in the process of getting a new puppy. We had a Boston Terrier reserved from a litter and a breeder that I was talking to that was born on July 25th. He unfortunately passed away on August 8th at 2 weeks old and we found out from the necropsy that he had a very large hole in his heart and never had a chance. I can only hope he wasn't in pain during his entire short life.




I've been trying my best to get over it. The breeder has been so wonderful and helped us find another boston that is now 8 weeks old. She is going to care for him until we can make the three hour drive to complete the buy and pick him up. I feel really bad because while I completely adore him, I just don't feel the same about him as I did the other dog and I think part of that is because I'm still getting over his passing and the other because I wasn't there for this pups life from day 1. I was there in the first pups life from before he was even born.

But here is our new little guy, and I have no idea what I'm going to name him yet. I think I will wait and see when he comes home how he acts and go from there:





so that's it. some sadness and trying to sort myself out again. I hope school and work will help keep me busy for awhile.

I really havent updated since august? Wow. Well ill have to put pictures and the likes up when im not on my phone but fuck has been living here with me since December and its good, after almost 2 years apart its nice to be together every day, build a little home together. I'm completely happy with my life for the most part. Still have some medical issued but trying to resolve them. Its hard to detail blots of your life when you brain just doesn't seem to remember things or work properly at the moment.

I really havent updated since august? Wow. Well ill have to put pictures and the likes up when im not on my phone but fuck has been living here with me since December and its good, I'm happy with my life for the most part. Still have some medical issued but trying to resolve them. Its hard to detail blots of your life when you brain just doesn't seem to remember things or work properly at the moment.

i pwomise to write a blog after i have something exciting to report, i.e. hell city and my vacation home.

been dealing with a brutal anxiety disorder that suddenly developed.

xo


working on:



R.I.P. alexisonfire, one of my most favorite and influential bands of my times here on earth.




1 more month! : i'm going to lock him in a bedroom for an undisclosed amount of time.


6 long months without my love. my heart is gonna do back flips.



ayeeeee..