Tuesday....


A new week, a new picture.

I chose Megatron....why because he's an 80's icon, he's powerful and I generally raise my arm up during the day to blast people as if i have a fusion cannon.


THANK GOD THAT FORSAKEN HEART DAY is overwith...

I spent time with my love friday but we couldnt see each other sat(mainly because of her husband) but i digress....

It sucks when you love someone that is already taken.....


Wow 23 msgs so far..... I feel soooo important....


I also started going through my friends list and responding to their journals...Whew its taken a while...THANKS ALOT ....Yuri

I cant talk to a member anymore because of circumstances at home. I will miss her. I mean why feel threated about online stuff, its not like we will ever see it each other.


I HAVE A NEW CRUSH....Its not a SG but I think she could be....I wont say her name because it be bad...so far I will crush from afar...Yuri knows but if he tells I'll Hunt him down myself.

In makeup class we did scratches and highlights and shadows....MY scratches didnt turn out ok....

Three People have read some of my work....I thank them. FatherKlyde. catatonicreature who gave me some great critiques and Pulloffmywings who Loved the Vampire Sex So thanks

Hats off to toobunnilicious for finding that Twisted Land of Oz Dorothy. I hope its the one with the thong and not the dress. If not I will buy two one for me and her and give it to her.

Its cool when you have an SG that talks to you. Thank you Orphelia.

Thank you all for commenting about my Name. Maybe its time i started using my name and be proud of it.... We shall see.

A few Quotes:

"Peace Through Tyranny" Megatron
"Sow Panic and Chaos will Bloom" Megatron
"All Too Easy" Darth Vader
"You Don't Know the Power of The Darkside" Vader Again

"Fear, Fear attracts the fearful, the strong, the weak the corrupt, Fear is my Ally" Darth Maul

Anything is Possible with Kim Possible

"A Lot of people have very extreme views about me, either positive or negative. But Im allowed the freedom to exist between those poles. - Sting"

Congrats to Kimmi for becoming a SG.
Advanced Congrats to Irina for soon becoming one...I know you will

Thanks to the Horror Board for answering my questions about what makes a good movie...Hopefully I can use it for my films.

Questions:

How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if it could chuck wood....

What are you doing at this exact MOMENT????

What makes a person sexy in your opinion

Lucas Or PeterJackson who's better

And tell me one mundane event in your life you've had recently...

What 80's Toon would you be and why

Me:

1)Megatron of course
2)My most mundane event, getting up and going to work everyday for pittance
3)Peter Jackson...Lucas has just lost it
4)A person is sexy when they are mysterious...They keep something to themselves....Like me
5) Typing my journal
6)Dont know the answer to the first question....

That's It

Friday.....

TMFGIF


Well I Feel better since earlier this week. Now its just a mild sadness...I'm sure it will kick back in next week.

Thanks to all for making comments to my journal. They were greatly appreciated.


Now for my ramblings....

Whats in a name....My Name is Adrian Wayne Quinn(I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW....WAYNE???) and for years matter of fact all my life I've hated it. Still Do. I hate my first name and i prefer to go by my last name.

As a kid in the hospital, during christmas time they would bring kids to the toys and I WOULD ALWAYS GET a DAMN BARBIE....HATE BARBIE because of this damn name. My father gave me that name....

Hell my pen name is A.W. Quinn

But as i've gotten older and spoken to alot of people...PEOPLE love my full name. Woman always say you have such a sweet name I love your name.

Or they Say your name sounds sooo cool. I would love to have a name like that.

I mean they always remember my name....

I guess i'm saying....Maybe my father was onto something forethought about what I want to do. My Potential for notoriety and popularity....

I mean does Writer Adrian Quinn sound better or A.W. Quinn *shrug* Who knows. If thats the case then I thank him.

We Shall See.....

OK, I thought I wasnt going to add another journal for today since many dont read them but I've changed my mind...

Depression...it can be from feeling blue to full blown why even do anything.
Maybe its from loneliness, maybe its from lack of accomplishment, maybe its from all of the above or none of the above....I dont know...well I think Iknow I'm just not ready to share that with others.

I get depressed all the time, too often it seems.

So I sit here at work, alone feeling unappreciated and lost.

Today I heard the woman I care deeply for say she is dropping her class because she feels its a waste of time but to me it seems she isnt ready to handle what was required.

I also realized that No matter what someone says to you whether it be a guy or a woman, once you do the exchange of pictures its never the same.
Now I know i'm not a hunk or hottie or anything but it does hurt when they blow you off because ur not up to their standards. Even had it happen on SG. So for now on No pics of me at all ever. Maybe after I trust someone i will show them the real A.W. Quinn

Monday

OH GOD HOW I HATE THE MONDAY!!!!!

Anyway, I hope everyone had a good weekend. I've already mentioned my saturday so moving onto monday. (Sunday will stay to myself) Actually, met some cool people on SG Chat and even made friends.....Nice to have friends and not the line of nobody likes you HAHAHAHA.


OK.

MY Daily Ramblings
1) For you cat lovers....you ever pet you cat when you get home and they follow you around and if they are on ur bed once you stop petting them they reach out and paw u as if to say get back here.
My cat did that like 4 or 5 times...WHY DO THEY DO THAT???

And How come your gf or wife doesnt paw you to say get back here.


2)IMDB.Com great website, gives alot of information for us film lovers but do you ever read those message boards???
I dont mind voicing your opinion if you enjoy a film but...Sometimes people read tooo much into a movie. Its a movie, you think about it and MOVE On....Dont ponder it too much and god forbid you go against the boards and say you hate it, your labeled a moron.

Example, Saw Lost in Translation over the weekend and thought it was okay. Good not great, not worthy of all the oscar buzz though and I kinda agree with some of the others who said the same thing. Does that make me a dumbass??? *shrug* Everyone is entitled to opinions.

3) So cold....I can honestly say i'm tired of snow and cold. I miss NYC and spring when the woman wear the tanktops and shorts

I start my other film class this week, how to find money for your film...that should be interesting


Started reading the Artist's Way, a craative recovery tool. They want us to write or thoughts down every day. Since this is the closest i will get to doing it. I hope people enjoy seeing the insanity I feel.


Havent written anything in 7 months...Time is ticking, gotta write a story soon.


That is all for now.

UPDATE 12:52pm...

SONS OF BITCHES cancelled my class. How come they always cancel the classes on how to raise money. Its like a secret club no one is supposed to know about....

Now I'm taking a Film Marketing and Distribution class on how to get my films into the theaters....

Saturday:


I had my first class today, Intro to Special Effects and Makeup at the School of Visual Arts.

4 Hours of class on a sat. Wouldnt be so bad if I hadnt been awake since 4.

We had to do scars today which was really cool.

I think I will really enjoy the class.

I also rented some movies and I am now getting through them.

Saw Jeepers Creepers 2 which was ok. and LXG which wasnt as bad as everyone said it would be.

Tomorrow Gym and Writing

Feb. 6th

First, Thanks for all the msgs welcoming me..... They are Welcomed....I FEEL THE LOVE
So thanks to Firemaiden, Smuffy, Plaingurl for welcoming me.

its 11am here in ole NYC and Stern just went off...I like Stern...He makes me laugh

Why are are still on this whole Janet thing...its done let it go move on.....


I am supposed to be going to the Burlesque show tonight if the weather is better

Thats it for now.

OK!!! New Update, just picked 5 of my fav suicidegirls... Two have my first and last name....How weird/cool is that

Ramblings of an Insane One....

You start singing one of your favorite songs really really off key and realize you're not alone....and the other person always looks at u like ur crazy but you continue to sing just to save face.....

2/5/04: After considering prodding from associate. Decided to join SG... Seems interestingly enough.

Had my pic up but flash backs to yahoo made me quickly take it down...Now here is a pic i can live with until i find a nice pic of Megatron...