Wicket! Wicket!

Where to begin with what shall I say? Nobody reads this who shall I stain? Break it like a broadcast bringin you the news...
Same along all day waves and waves

Uh oh I don't know been a long dull road. LIghts and stuff, noise and stuff too. Hmmmm....
Been there? How long have you been there?

Keep
Going

Damn it in a meat grind. All along we tried. We tried. We tried. We're commited. We died. We tried.
Another time...
Maybe...
In another time
I may be...
But all along we tried. We tried. We died.
Another time maybe.
In another time
I may be...
But we died.

Wicket! Wicket! Of all days!
Wicket! Wicket! Of all days!

Next week I'll call you but next week will fall through and all you ... of couorse I say all you despite one...
At least one
will
be
not
one
of
these
I
speak

Because all is a wrong word for none that that's been un heard
All... along we tried.
We tried.
We tried.
We died.
We are committed now...
We are committed and I'm still down.
Committed.
Locked.
Up.
Tight.
One.
Room.
For the rest of my life.
We tried.
We tried, we are committed but we died.

Dude.

Fuck this shit.

an m with three dots after it

Indeed.

Buddhist retreat weekend coming.

I shall enjoy it.

I won't take any pictures.

That's just what I do.

Stuffs been good, too, killer. I'm not online enough to keep this thing moving.

Have good days, one and any that pass by.

an m with three dots after it

Holy Crap its 2007.

September 6th 2005? Geesh what a stinking long time.

Don't know why I'm here. I been up all night playing a 2 year old baseball game on xbox. Not even 360 style.
Might even be 3 years old. Wicked twist of events I'd like to make a new friend here, too. I can use one and maybe it will lead to something more?? Its almost 2am now. I lead a boring life. For some reason though I know it is but I am satified with it. Its not like I'm missing out on anything because I'm always anticipating something big.

I just don't know what I'm wating for....

Good Morning SG

an m with three dots after it

No please don't
I really must go
But it's not hard anymore

Stacey
Theres something wrong
Stacey
I've kept this all along
Stacey

I had to wait
to write this
My infection
leftmy voice useless
Another night
remains un comfort
But I'm not sure
if I can love her

Stacey
Theres something wrong
Stacey
I must've kept this all along
cuz Stacey

It all goes down on Sept. 7th... Its later than I had wanted it to be but its timing is just something that I have to deal with.

PS I'm in love with Fred. Its kinda strange at first but I like it now...

Take a little trip... Take a little trip with me:

"The Rose"

the rose is cold
as the steel
as the way you fail
the meaning is there
the rose is cold and sterile
this rose has no life
this rose lived never but will die
its end is long
long and depraving
soon it will rust
losing its non brilliance
the rose was a gift
a gift of the unsophisticated
and unarticulate
nonaesthetic mental proportion
I once thought existed
too bad for the rose
or to bad for me
I gave my all
I got back
an already dead
cold heartless
lifeless piece of metal

-me, circa 2002 sometime

Boom!!!

it's good.

Let's do the time warp again!