Rough morning, forgot I disabled my alarm clock the previous morning, and woke up way late! Instead of being up at 5 (snoozing till 530) my roommate woke me up at 7:30. I was almost on time, but traffic was terrible, fucking needed that overtime. Add insult too injury, I dropped my lunch, and watched as my chicken breast and a cup of rice covered the carpet on my way to the fridge. Luckily the pain stops there.

Lately I can't seem to shake this doom feeling. I have been unmotivated and distant; I still kick ass at work, but I don't want to cycle, or socialize, like my confidence is crushed. I'm sure i'll shake it, I will just need to quit being a bitch and get back out there in the mix. Just the girls I like, don't exactly find me exciting; tat free, piercing free (didnt used to be), not stacked, destroying handles of alcohol, ex military, or play guitar haha. Cant fucking win. that's a rant for another day I guess.

on the flipside, i keep seeing previews for "Apollo 18" and it looks fucking exciting. Im not a scary/gore movie person, but this looks good. Just wish they'd quit showing them. They're showing me all the fucking scenes!!

and has anybody ever torn flesh from a finger, with another finger? I slipped opening a bag of chips and my thumb nail tore a chunk from my pointer finger. That was Monday, and shit is still bleeding! Shit is getting all Hemo on me, fucking uncool.

Have had my account since the new year, but haven't had a time to do anything with it. As soon as I made it, I got into a relationship and became preoccupied. Relationships over, and I've made some adjustments in life. I'm going to try and make a concentrated effort and get this account up and going and see what this community has to offer.

I guess my question now is.. where do I fucking start? lol.