Its Thanksgiving Day.
I'm sitting at home (not really home. It's actually just my best friends parent's house but it's where I live so I'll call it home) and I am bored out of my mind. There are people in and out, and I don't know any of them from the side of a wall. So I'm going to dedicate my day to SG <3. I miss being happy. For those of you who have talked to me in the past, read previous blog post of mine, or whatever, some of you know that I am bipolar. Well, I was recently re-diagnosed with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, sever depression, sever anxiety and insomnia. My doctor also thinks I am developing schizophrenia because apparently it's not normal to talk to my deal friends and family.. Who knew? BUT, I have a great deal of hope that I will get better. I'm taking medications and seeing my doctor every 2 weeks and I will be starting therapy and going to support groups soon. My over all health is doing good, and I have recently been losing weight liked crazy. Apparently diet and exercise actually does work. So, a few months ago, I met this girl. We had a very fast paced rapid fire relationship. I of course fell head over heels for her, gave her the world and got nothing in return. She left me, and then told me she was addict to pills and went to a drug rehab 3 states away which is where she currently is. I have tried to hold on to her, but I can't. Loving her isn't enough to keep us together and like my doctor told me, our relationship is simply toxic.
So. I have decided it is time to work on DACEY (me). And that is what I'm going to do. I need friends. I need people to keep me safe. I struggle with self harm and I don't want to do it, and sometimes I just need someone to talk me out of it... so yeah... I'll write more about the chaos that is my life late... Peace and Love <3
I'm sitting at home (not really home. It's actually just my best friends parent's house but it's where I live so I'll call it home) and I am bored out of my mind. There are people in and out, and I don't know any of them from the side of a wall. So I'm going to dedicate my day to SG <3. I miss being happy. For those of you who have talked to me in the past, read previous blog post of mine, or whatever, some of you know that I am bipolar. Well, I was recently re-diagnosed with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, sever depression, sever anxiety and insomnia. My doctor also thinks I am developing schizophrenia because apparently it's not normal to talk to my deal friends and family.. Who knew? BUT, I have a great deal of hope that I will get better. I'm taking medications and seeing my doctor every 2 weeks and I will be starting therapy and going to support groups soon. My over all health is doing good, and I have recently been losing weight liked crazy. Apparently diet and exercise actually does work. So, a few months ago, I met this girl. We had a very fast paced rapid fire relationship. I of course fell head over heels for her, gave her the world and got nothing in return. She left me, and then told me she was addict to pills and went to a drug rehab 3 states away which is where she currently is. I have tried to hold on to her, but I can't. Loving her isn't enough to keep us together and like my doctor told me, our relationship is simply toxic.
So. I have decided it is time to work on DACEY (me). And that is what I'm going to do. I need friends. I need people to keep me safe. I struggle with self harm and I don't want to do it, and sometimes I just need someone to talk me out of it... so yeah... I'll write more about the chaos that is my life late... Peace and Love <3It been a while.. But I'm back bitches!!! I'm about to do some major Updating!
Its been so so so long since I've really been active on here. I'm going to change that though. I miss my SG family. Very much...
How are you all doing? I've been good. I've been going though alot the past few months, BUT, I'm back now and better than ever. I'm going to try to make this become part of my daily routine again... I need some motivation though... You guys tell me what you want!
How are you all doing? I've been good. I've been going though alot the past few months, BUT, I'm back now and better than ever. I'm going to try to make this become part of my daily routine again... I need some motivation though... You guys tell me what you want!
I miss coming on here. With work and school I never even have time anymore.. Add me on skype if you wanna talk 
sprinkles1696@gmail.com should work for ya....
sprinkles1696@gmail.com should work for ya....
