I'm here at work out of my mind. One thing I'm looking forward yo though is being off this weekend. Its been so long since I've been off on a weekend hehe. Sad thing is I have no idea of what to do apart from going bowling on Saturday I'm wide open.

Have you ever been somewhere minding your own business and you fee these eyes on you. Only to look up and meet these other eyes totally lock onto you as though your preceious cargo. Its quiet disconcerting having some just constantly staring at and not saying anything. Everytime I caught they would look the other like seriously as though I can't see you. It was freaking me out all day knowingly this was going on smdh.

The crazy thing is my weirdness kick in and everytime I caught them looking this song popped in my mind

It's been a slow melancholy of a day today. It was the one day I was happy to be at work so I can be distracted from the crazy. I went unplugged the whole day...no phone, no internet unless for work, no nothing. I loved it. I sometime miss the simpler times when all you need to be alone and focus on your thoughts where to find a nice tree to sit under and lounge. Today would have required a trip to Hellshire Beach in Jamaica...chilling on the beach enjoying the water and cool breeze. Not to mention the fish and bammy ohhh man I'm getting home sick right now smdh

Letting go is never easy but I don't want to just yet. Relationships are so difficult sometimes especially when your still trying to figure what it is that you do have. I'm dating....well talking to....hmmm at this point it's complicated at best I would agree. She has a very complicated past that constantly rear its ugly head and make things quite strain. Its been a few months now but it just doesn't seem like there will be a next step because no matter what I do she is ruled by her past at this moment. Personally I think she just need to focus on herself and figure out what it is she want to do with her life. I care about her and I just want what's best so if that's being a friend she can trust and confide in I guess that's what I will be.
LIfe! Never know what its going to ask of you but its how you respond to the task that defines the course.

I've been a fan of all these songs turns out they are from the same band...Neon Trees wth lol
I love love there songs






I'm definitely getting the albums!!!!

Its a good day today at work. Its not so crazy and you can get shit done and then chill for a bit which is super nice. I was here messing with my phone and found out my camera has a cartoon option LOL
Check it out...




My co-worker *she is not really talking to anyone* LOL

Which is worst to be told the truth up front or finding out at a later date. I say the former but that's just me give to me straight up so I can deal with then rather than later when it's more complicated. I only have one stipulation when it comes to relationships "Be honest and communicate" but maybe that's just too much of a responsibility for someone to take on. Communication leads to Trust and Trust leads to Loyalty...break that chain and there is no going back.

OMG!!! That's the type of day I'm having today. Everyone is out voting and those aren't are leaving work early to go vote. Its been crazy busy today due to that cause its just two ppl working right now. One thing I would advise anyone on busy days like these never skip lunch its not in your best interest trust me.

So I guess I shall go find me some food since it finally quiet. Wish me luck :-)

Well I'm here at work again. Didn't get much sleep last night for some reason not sure why.
Anywho...who watched The Walking Dead last night? Was it me or was it just an emotional episode?

After watching The Walking Dead I was quite emotional about the whole episode. So many things went down but what happen to Lori was just too much. For my TWD fans you know what's up. I was not expecting such heart wrenching episode this early in the season...poor Rick whom I think shall have total nervous breakdown. Best show ever to be on network TV.