tonite is the nite! my string quartet piece is finally being played in concert! im stressed outta my fuckin mind!!!!
if this fails, then i have no piece for a masters, no masters = no moving out west, no movin out west = i dunno what the hell i ll be doing with my life!
keep it posi, its gonna work its gonna work its gonna work!
i'll put the video of it on here soon
if this fails, then i have no piece for a masters, no masters = no moving out west, no movin out west = i dunno what the hell i ll be doing with my life!
keep it posi, its gonna work its gonna work its gonna work!
i'll put the video of it on here soon
fuck it ... just fuck it !
p.s. i bought tickets for at the gates in the UK...fuck it I aint missing this shit!
p.s. i bought tickets for at the gates in the UK...fuck it I aint missing this shit!
CALLING ALL SUICIDE GIRLS....IF YOU LOVE AT THE GATES LIKE I DO ( AND I KNOW ALOT OF YOU DO) YOU PROBABLLY KNOW BY NOW THEY ARE REUNITING FOR 3 SHOWS IN EUROPE. PLEASE GIRLS USE YOUR FEMININ CHARM (EVERYBODY LISTENS TO SUICIDE GIRLS) AND GET THEM TO DO AT LEAST ONE SHOW IN NORTH AMERICA......THE WORLD NEEDS AT THE GATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. if you don't know who at the gates is well...90% of the metal bands you listen to right now worship at the gates...i strongly suggest you go ahead and listen to them.
P.S. if you don't know who at the gates is well...90% of the metal bands you listen to right now worship at the gates...i strongly suggest you go ahead and listen to them.
ahoy mates. this boy is going on tour in europe with ny hardcore dude of borrowed time and germany's hardest cheap thrills. you guys in the motherland should go check us out. we're passin through duisburg, stuttgard, weimar, aachen, arnheim, antwerp and london...should be moshtacular. =D
no dates in france as of yet though (j'aurais bin aimer sa mais que c'est tu veux :S, au moin on passe en belgique so venez mosher avec le frenchie du band lol)
for more info =
http://www.myspace.com/borrowedtime
OR
http://www.myspace.com/cheapthrills
no dates in france as of yet though (j'aurais bin aimer sa mais que c'est tu veux :S, au moin on passe en belgique so venez mosher avec le frenchie du band lol)
for more info =
http://www.myspace.com/borrowedtime
OR
http://www.myspace.com/cheapthrills
So i went to see SLAYER thsi friday and shit went down iwht dumbass metal kids... everybody went their own way and no one was hurt. Then at the end of slayer's set...the dudes fucking jumped me from behind and kicked me while i was down...im not ganna tell the whole story again and i wont try to talk like tough shit on the net (cuz its jsut lame) but i will say this...
i hope you're not too proud about this cuz that was weak as fuck and i will find you all and you will all say my name as loud as the day you went out your moms cunts.
take a peak at what 3 guys on 1 looks like...






i hope you're not too proud about this cuz that was weak as fuck and i will find you all and you will all say my name as loud as the day you went out your moms cunts.
take a peak at what 3 guys on 1 looks like...



enfin c la derniere session, en juin jm en va va faire une couple de villes au USA jusqua new orleans, passant par nashville, cleveland, bon vieux rochester pi syracuse, jackson...que du plaisir. on est 2 avec un char, pratiquement pas d argent, un sac a dos, pas d hotel, rien... sa serait le fun d experimenter rien avoir, j sais pas pourquoi mais quand j ai rien j me sent libre...derniere fois jtai libre stai la fois jtai heureux pi j avait 16 ans...le secondaire est loin en arriere de moi.
Pi la dans un an, j demenage a los angeles, enfin! apres faudrait j voit la france. j suis de sang entierement francais, sa serait l fun de retrouver dans les archives mon "ancestrie"...? si sa l existe comme mot.
J sais meme pas pourquoi j'ecrit des blogs sur suicide girls, j en ecrit meme pas sur myspace pi personne vien lire sa anyways.
En t k, j commence enfin a voir la lumiere au bout du tunnel apres une vie de fuckall pendant 5 ans de temps...si sa changerais pas bientot j pense j irait m pendre pi avant j aille en enfer, j aurait amener une couple de personnes avec moi.
Pi la dans un an, j demenage a los angeles, enfin! apres faudrait j voit la france. j suis de sang entierement francais, sa serait l fun de retrouver dans les archives mon "ancestrie"...? si sa l existe comme mot.
J sais meme pas pourquoi j'ecrit des blogs sur suicide girls, j en ecrit meme pas sur myspace pi personne vien lire sa anyways.
En t k, j commence enfin a voir la lumiere au bout du tunnel apres une vie de fuckall pendant 5 ans de temps...si sa changerais pas bientot j pense j irait m pendre pi avant j aille en enfer, j aurait amener une couple de personnes avec moi.
oh yes! tuesday = last day of class of the semester....fuck yeah! i feel like screaming a big FUUUCK...or BAAALLLS, that'd feel great!
Enfin j'ai quaziment mon BAC pi j' va enfin demenanger en californie pi sacrer l'camp de gatineau a marde pi pu jamais revenir mouhouhouhhahahahaha!
Enfin j'ai quaziment mon BAC pi j' va enfin demenanger en californie pi sacrer l'camp de gatineau a marde pi pu jamais revenir mouhouhouhhahahahaha!
Tonite I was talking to my ex fiance about the future and what we would be like today if none of this ever happened...3 years ago when everything went wrong, i knew what i wanted out of life but she didnt. Now i'm completely fucked, i barely know who i am anymore. it's been three yers now since her (and was my last relationship) and i feel totally empty, soulless, i dont even know where im going with my life anymore. i told her that i was moving to los angeles in about 2 years from now, so she knows that there ganna be a fork in the road and that its either i stay for her , together, foever, always OR i leave and never comeback. i couldnt handle to see her having kids, a house.. a life with someone else. this is by far the emoest cheezy things i ve ever wrote, but fuuuuck! i dont wanna feel this. the clock is ticking, in 2 years i ll have my degree and ready to go places. where who what!?....i wish i never met her, look at me now im a total mess.

