all right ppl gonna go off for a little while be back when i get back .3.

DW

why do i keep thinking that some hot woman here will give me the chance...Now i know why i left here all show and not action figuretively speaking...i hate that i am not a catch i hate that i am not handsome i hate that i am all aloneness that seems to bleed out of me and all. So dark i am becoming from the lack of love or the what i do to drive people away from me in general fact is i am not good enough for most women cuz i know mentally they would leave me for someone else that satisfied they needs both physically and mentally. They say time heal wounds, yet it doesn't heal broken heart and mending hearts in time cuz i don't heal it properly like people do by cheering up, being happy, smile the sadness away, yet none of these things work for me cuz you lose faith on these you dont have and aren't there when you are at your worse to the point of depressed mood. I feel when i pour my heart out they look and walk by it like it doesn't mean anything to them or isn't important enough to say "hey are you okay" but no to busy with their own shit, yet i have taken time of my own and say "need to talk about it" feeling better knowing that it is discuss and deal with but when it my turn there isn't no on there for me, then i go into "i don't give a fuck mood" i become the asshole or bad guy cause i don't feel like nuturing a friend or family.

I always think that she will give me the chance and yet i am way out of her league or just another "fan friend' and stuff i mean goddamn why can't i get a okay or even time to chat and get to know each other but nope no time or not worth it of someone's time -_- i mean i do give out a vibe where "i don't like being around you well enough to know you or get to know" i mean i do have the qualities a gentleman needs: a job, a car, a house, a great persona, mannerism of good towards women and lady alike, but its not enough and stuff sigh- i think i might go away again cuz i am tired of looking at hot women who i will never in a million years get the chance or oppertunity of a chance....

I also hate that fact that love is all around me and isn't there for me it just gloats and me laughing at me being alone to the point where all you think is lonliness that is comsuming me...yet after i post this i just a virtual hug or "cheer up" montage thing or they are their for me when i need or something..fact is no one had to go through every single love holiday alone like i have or being dump on valentines *not saying i am the only one* but the memories are getting worse wear i don't see anything happy about it cuz i don't feel happy about it never have and never show it cuz they don't notice to care enough just women all my life don't life me enough or even love me enough to be with me and around me
dw......

Hey ppl normally i don't post blogs but eh i need to every now and then, normally i would just post comments on peoples blogs usually something funny or something people don't get and they get piss thinking i am saying something wrong on my end but at least some people get what i am saying or question my comment (which i don't mind we are suppost to question stuff for good or bad reasons) i try to explain but i suck explaing it via computer typing it -_-. I am more intellectually good in person to person.

Don't you get a kick out of people who trip out on who you know, meet, and become friends via computer or events *like clubs, concerts, and special events" I tend to try to get on all of interesting people good side for future good reasons met some pepole where i have gone and done some background production work for venues *which i do enjoy even if its work or a workout* i just hope i meet more here where i live at *crossfingers* they tend to feel very lively from my comedic lifestyle good and bad *well mostly good but i tend to be bad and sort of a punk ass* which i find it a friendly gesture on my end of viewing it >

well there is some of DarkWest opening up again i guess and will continue to make funny comments to tickle your funny bone and tummy *personally would like to rub the tummy of yours just for the heck of it even if its hairy or bulky from being pregnant*

DW

Its that time again Kids to for a DarkWest post!


Well lets begin where I am been wearing a really really tight belt cuz i have no money all through july and its becoming a bitch cuz i bought a car and paying bills left and right -_- and right now i have...3 dollars and change and i don't get pay til friday -_- God i hate being the only one that have a job and rely on the job person.

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summer has been half fun so far and i am looking forward to august in a few minutes and next 2-3 weeks in august to see how my summer will end good or bad.....?

DW

Its that time again kids well lets start off by saying............I GOT A FUCKIN NEW CAR FINALLY!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL. can't wait to take a road trip and add some miles on it

so been busy and tired from summer events first off, I went to a masquerade party Labyrinth of Jareth it is really a awesome mask party worth every penny every time i go all the ppl are awesome and very creative on their costumes. I do have tons of pics but I only post them on my FB so give me a few days to edited and posted them.

Second went to the Anime Expo its gets bigger and bigger ever since they moved it from Anaheim to los angeles i also have some pics with alot of hot women. <333

and i third once again i have a brand spankin new car!!!! Now all i need is a hot lady in it with me any volunteers?

DW <333

*whistle in awe* IT has been a while but eh like anyone reads my post-season!!! lol just been up to no good as always making friends and clubbing and being lazy and fat ohhh i am hungry now .3. just went a party a couple of weeks my old class mate told me i need a kid to straighten my life! First off: its a bitch to find a chick who will actually be with ME! Second: i am no mood nor the time to be tide down to a kid its still to early i need to shake off all the craziness i wanna do still THEN i will settle down and make a life of myself and my future family and such idk.

well i am looking for towards some conventions and events that are gonna happen this summer and need to make a vacation time for some summer time since i haven't had a summer time since i was in the 12th grade which is like 7 years ago. I did meet and saw adam west before he passed away anytime soon *hopefully not another 4-5 years*

I also saw tim conaway before he died last thursday weird was making a come back but died oh well vaya con dios conaway! Did see alot of superstar wreslters,movie stars, voice actors, who all are well respectful and love their audience and fans it is true when you meet an idol its worth it!

Who knows who i will meet and see this summer i always meet a least a couple or 3 and becomes and associated with as well i am looking forward on meeting people at the convention this weekend at the furry convention "califur" which is a fuckin awesome convention if your a furry lover or animal lover this is your event i highly recommended this to everyone

also gonna start my summer diet as of june 1st since i burn alot more in the summer and need to play more ddr *for those who don't know ddr its dance dance revolution google it ppl* there is some convention and tournaments this summer so gonna pump those crazy legs of mines i have proven and shown my skills but they are rusty and after that i might retire and stop playing well if i see one i am on it like a crackhead lol

DW <3

I think since i have been gone and doing alot of outside living and making of it really turn my view in 360' way that i somewhat feel better on how i view it now which is good for me and mentally but i digrest from certain things we shall see .3. i am back in version DW 2.0

DW

so i am missarable right in life and with alot of shit I am gonna permantly gonna cancelled and not come back anymore cuz I don't feel the love from here anymore and certain events that I had been told and inform about things so I don't like and don't like being around here either. the SG are gorgeous, lovely, hot, sexy, beautiful, articulate, and out of this world so i am leaving this for a few days say your good byes cuz i am gone if you want to contact me *as if anyone does <.<* my info is on my profile hit me up then cya God bless and see you on the otherside of the world

DW<3

Peace!

so...yeah sorry *to who ever reads my blogs <_<* been doing life offline then online *which is good* been M.I.A. cuz i don't like the month of February and i'll give you one guess why??? i been sick and stress out the last couple of weeks cuz since i work for a good company and make quite enough money i have been the one that i have to make money off to pay family business debt <.< lucky i did my taxes and got a good sum of money from the I.R.S. and Obama *love our president* been trying to find a lady for me but meh no lucky <.< ppl still creep out on the whole silent serious type <.< *which is actually the opposite of me* but meh whatever <.<

I been spotted by a cougar she is *I think* starting to get into me *literally* which is all knew and weird to me O_O? anyone has any tips on how to nab and grab them?? and YES! i know what they want <.< I do find her hot *cute ass and body* she is into alot of very interesting stuff so its kewl i guess

so...yeah been alright on my side i guess but this past week been angry and shit <.< broke my phone out of anger <.< i need a woman in my life to fill my void <.< i probably feel alot less angry and be happier i guess idk <.< well we shall see when is next for West *that rhymes*

DW <3



*side note* i was watching "shakespear in love" and wrote 3 sonnets on what i call "DarkLove" will post some of it and see if you guys like it laters <3

so been dealing with "life" and shit <.< tired as hell right now cuz I play 7+ hrs of videos games *addiction I know* and lately alot of changing at work and stuff but meh <.< been going to Monte Cristo Club with Club suicide and such good times good times can't wait to go this saturday <.<

DW