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OCTOBER 4, 2010 @ 08:42 PM | NO COMMENTS


OooOO someone gifted me a 3 month sub! =D

<3 you mystery person!! biggrin
SEPTEMBER 10, 2007 @ 02:42 AM | 2 COMMENTS


Well its 4:30 and I got done delivering a batch of servers from my California King sized waterbed via laptop. GOD I love this thing. Its wave less too... but thats not the point. ITS FUCKING 4:30 AM. I finally caught some freaking zzz's and my boss calls about 1 AM saying that I need to get out this clients stuff... bah.

Oh well on the plus side I'm almost done. I'm needing for our Dallas DataCenter to setup a cdrom with some special soviet software burnt on DVD that I particularly dislike to monkey with. Each cd's one freaking huge download. I was going to do it in the morning but feh... I'll make those bastages at least setup the hardware for me so I don't have to drive an hour downtown.

I'm debating staying up all night or catching some sleep. I've been really on edge as of late and the only thing I can chalk it up to is working too much and getting zero sleep. I still cannot function at 100% I feel like I'm at around 75% or so everyday. Theres sooooo much that I want to do but don't have time for or just do NOT have the energy when I do have time.


I've came up with a tattoo idea earlier this month!! Its going to be a clock being fed on by a black hole and the black hole will be jetting out energy that will form into a tree of life of some sort. I need to start drawing it because I REALLY like this concept.
JULY 10, 2007 @ 03:21 AM | 3 COMMENTS


Work work work work.

Got my hours down for a little bit this two weeks. Only pulled in 100 hours past two week biggrin Thats good considering the usual 130+ :\ I fucking hate not having techs. One of em I might have to let go before he shoots up the place..... Bah oh well least the pays good. Plus you can't beat the feeling you get from setting up a server knowing that someday, it will house either pr0n of some sort or a spam database >.<

Heres to you internets!!!



May you bring me closer to my beloved TSX


Other than that my sleep is fluctuating again frown

I find it nearly 6 am and having to get up in a few... I dislike thriving on caffeine but it will have to do.

Zombie mode go!
MAY 27, 2007 @ 11:20 PM | 5 COMMENTS


Was watching The Fifth Element the other day & I got a tad bit sad. It was during the part where Korben Dallas goes to see the Diva sing at the opera. The backdrop was of the planet Fhloston and right about there I started feeling down. I realized that I wouldn't be able to see a sight such as that in this lifetime. I need to go outside of the city for a bit just to do some star gazing. The universe around us is so magnificent yet we know almost NOTHING about it.
MAY 24, 2007 @ 12:29 AM | 7 COMMENTS


Went to Houston over the past weekend. Had fun I suppose. Highlight was seeing the Rangers play the Astros. They were up in the series but they decided that their bats weren't going to work that night... Next damn day they win 12-1 to take the series. Oh how fun it would of been to be a drunk badgering the entire stadium of Astros fans!!! Well I did that anyways until the Rangers started losing at least heh... BUT CMON... its more fun when you're teams winning in the opposing teams stadium! Sat right behind home plate a few rows back too. Although I don't regularly soak up domestic beer, I got plastered on Bud light. DAMN YOU walking beer vendors!! Your slightly off key calls of 'Ice cold beaaah Heeaaaah!!' compels me to answer back "BEAAAHHH HEAAHH!!" It's like you don't want to buy another beer but its right there and cold!! The one you're on is on its last leg and you're wanting another one because you're drunk and don't know better heh. Blew around 150 bucks just at the stadium that day to top it off....

Was a nice 3 day vacation from the job. Fuck that place just takes years off my life seriously. I don't mind the extra responsibility and being held accountable for my actions, but I wish some of my fellow co-workers would step up a just a fuking little!! I hate having two datacenters to work on sometimes. Sure I can access remotely from my site but if something fucks up on the server I'm fucking boned. I have to wait till someone else who doesn't feel like working to get around to it. 80 percent of the time its because of their fuck up too!! Oh how that frustrates me. Ah the hell with it, everything always works out in the end. wink
APRIL 22, 2007 @ 11:58 PM | 6 COMMENTS


Well I got a promotion at work. I suppose you could call it that heh. My manager left to another department, which I don't blame him pay increase n such, leaving me alone with two people for 24/7 coverage!!! It doesn't work let me tell ya that! I'll be interim manager in his wake. Not bad on paper I suppose but I've been working my ass off again. Last pay period was another 130 hours for two weeks. Can't complain really $$ always help but when do I find the time to spend it ?? Hours shifted to second shift as well frown I DESPISE Second shift. I feel like I cant get a damn thing done during the week. Good thing is that I can work remotely from home and break servers from my place biggrin Threw in about 8 hours of work while fraggin people online smile So I guess its not all bad..... I just need warm bodies to fill in the gaps so my guys don't get burnt out. I'll go in early tomorrow and clean things up then look for people online. God I hate sifting thru resumes...


Went to the Main Street Arts Fesitval up in Downtown Fort Worth where I snagged this little gem


Its glazed canvas depicting protester made signs outside of Parliament in the UK. There was another great piece that was of downtown DC with the white house on the left side of the canvas. Throughout the other side tho was pictures of oil wells and oil rigs with a bridge leading to the center of the white house lawn. Shame I didn't have 100 dollars more to burn frown


Bunch of other awesome artist, which reminds me.... I need to invest in a higher quality camera!!!

well its off to bed I guess lots of work and servers to break in the morning biggrin
APRIL 14, 2007 @ 09:10 PM | 5 COMMENTS


Bad weathers afoot!! D:

Was out with the coworkers when a tornado warning hit!! Luckily I was indoors. I looked outside of the building and noticed people running inside. Figured it was a tad odd but then I saw why. It was starting to rain rather hard & suddenly the sun was not shining as brightly as it should. Within the span of oh 10 seconds, the sky went from day to night. Hail started coming down with sideways rain. Second to a green sky, that is a sure sign of a tornado nearby kids D:

It touched down in a town next to where I was but unfortunately, that town was damn near my place!! I called my buddy at the house and I was relieved to find em safe. Luckily it missed but by about a mile or two. I've had some close calls with tornadoes in the past and they're no fun. Cool from a distance but not when you're in its path.....

Buddy saved some of the hail





This one broke in HALF!!!


APRIL 8, 2007 @ 04:18 PM | 7 COMMENTS


Those of you who don't know. Halo Twenty-Four - Year Zero is leaked. Use your internet skills and get ya a copy, but please buy the album when it comes out!!! It's a excellent release by Trent in such a short amount of time in my opinion. Those who need assistance searching, listen to it on the Year Zero website.


APRIL 7, 2007 @ 02:31 AM | 13 COMMENTS


whatever


Have you ever felt like you could save something from a terrible fate but just because you didn't try hard enough your actions cost greatly? It seems sometimes that I can feel the world around me and still it's not possible to feel its pain...... A hollow feeling that leaves you a tad lonely and scared. It draws emotions that I haven't felt before in my life and it was a tad odd. I felt a connection of some sort. It felt like a cold chill but not cold enough to make me move.....but cold enough that it bothered.\


My insomnias starting to kick up again too. I really hate functioning on only caffeine. I feel like a zombie or like I'm dreaming. I can truthfully say that I don't care for that feeling....
MARCH 11, 2007 @ 05:02 AM | NO COMMENTS


Work work work work....Securing the internets one site at a time.....

Feh. Its ok. At least I have something to show for my long hours. Finally built my new Core 2 Duo computer. Heh got tired of my old Celeron 2.0. It did the job but I needed something just a little newer than 5+ years. I was going to go with AMD but the new Intels just blow them out of the water......Next stop, a going out of business CompUSA in hopes that I find a decent graphics card! Keep your fingers crossed that I find a Nvida 8800 GTX :o ARRR!!!
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