I keep having these dreams... I'm always with a group of people I've just met but i care for them all deeply. We always end up in various fucked up situations in which i watch them all slowly die off one by one in very brutal ways. When it finally come to the end and i start to feel like maybe it's all okay..maybe it's over.. MAYBE we're safe... i wake up. Not once have i ever been able to actually see the dream through until we really were in the clear. Maybe i watch too many movies.. but for some reason this really bothers me... damn my mind haha

I fucking hate selfish people... And it's sad that its taken me 6 years to figure it out. My room mate parties.. I'm a chilled out pothead so I don't drink.. This is the 3rd fucking time she's gone out and gotten stupid drunk when we had prior engagements. First two times we had to ditch out on plans we made with friends and this time we're supposed to be apartment hunting.. We set up appointments and everything and this bitch doesn't call... Doesn't text and she straight just doesn't come home. 1. I fucking worry because we live in the city now and I can't help but assume the worst and 2. We have fucking plans you selfish hoe. You wanna go get drunk and fuck some random dude then fine.. But don't skip out on your responisibilites to do it. There is literally nothing I hate more in a person than a flake. You can be the coolest sweetest person on the planet but I find out you're a flake and you can straight fuck off. We've already missed our first appointment and I haven't heard a thing. Aaaaaaaand to top it all off.. I know this seems petty.. But it's not... When you live with someone and you guys split the cost of ganja... Why the fuck would you smoke the last bowl without me and not shoot me a warning text?! I got home after a looooooong ass day at work and was looking forward to smoking but this bitch straight smoked it without me... Never ever have I EVER done that to her. If its the last bowl ill wait until she comes home so we can split it. Ass hole..... Grr. I guess you really get to know someone when you guys have been friends for 6 years. I just wanna punch get in the throat... And... Sorry last one... How the hell are you going to bitch about money problems when you go out and get hammered so often?! Maybe if you didn't spend all your money at expensive ass bars you'd have some extra cash now and again. God damn I could go for a bowl right about now.