Yaiks!!!
Just worked my ass off today...no not university stuff...big business baby
It's a little hard to get a Website into peoples minds...But it was woth it.
2 Hours ago the first two guys subscribed to our newsletter.....WOOW...ok for you it isn't that great...but for me it's like BAM!!!! Finally I see some results...
Just set up a guestbook, the first newsletter is ready to go and got some fucking good feedback on Xing.com
Aaaand now...I have a little chat with the sandmännchen...
Just worked my ass off today...no not university stuff...big business baby
It's a little hard to get a Website into peoples minds...But it was woth it.
2 Hours ago the first two guys subscribed to our newsletter.....WOOW...ok for you it isn't that great...but for me it's like BAM!!!! Finally I see some results...
Just set up a guestbook, the first newsletter is ready to go and got some fucking good feedback on Xing.com
Aaaand now...I have a little chat with the sandmännchen...
Ok guys...it's been a long time, but finally I'm back in SG-Country...
but let's start with the beginning...
last year, as you can read in my blog here, I had som trouble with myself and my motivation...
I was just hanging around, watching movies and doing nothing...bang a girl now and then but feeling miserable inside.
Then I decided to move to Aachen to study there and hopefully turn my life around and find some motivation and energy again. And I did it...I'm living here now for nearly 9 months and it's great. The first semester was pure party...I have a lot of new friends, I only failed in one class and for the next semester I'm very optimistic. Got my things together, don't drink that much anymore(yeah at some point it is just boring and fucking expensive...) and reading a lot about hypnosis and NLP...very funky and useful stuff...
I even started my own business... Yeah people...I teach men how to flirt and seduce women
it's just amazing and very funny....I'm extremely balanced and confident about myself right now!
And now I even reactivated my account to share this great time with you and to meet some new interesting people....and I hope that some of my old friends here will welcome me back

Yes Sir!
Oh and just for the marketing:
check out My Company and if you have any male "best friends", who are fucking nice guys without any luck with women...just send them over
Cheers
but let's start with the beginning...
last year, as you can read in my blog here, I had som trouble with myself and my motivation...
I was just hanging around, watching movies and doing nothing...bang a girl now and then but feeling miserable inside.
Then I decided to move to Aachen to study there and hopefully turn my life around and find some motivation and energy again. And I did it...I'm living here now for nearly 9 months and it's great. The first semester was pure party...I have a lot of new friends, I only failed in one class and for the next semester I'm very optimistic. Got my things together, don't drink that much anymore(yeah at some point it is just boring and fucking expensive...) and reading a lot about hypnosis and NLP...very funky and useful stuff...
I even started my own business... Yeah people...I teach men how to flirt and seduce women
And now I even reactivated my account to share this great time with you and to meet some new interesting people....and I hope that some of my old friends here will welcome me back

Yes Sir!
Oh and just for the marketing:
check out My Company and if you have any male "best friends", who are fucking nice guys without any luck with women...just send them over
Cheers
Ahhhh...I think i got a midlife-crisis....today I thought I would feel better...and now I feel so fucking empty inside....can't get myself to do something for the 'uni'... I'm just hoping everything will work out and I can move to Aachen to study there...but now in the moment it's just a damn up and down....don't even know why I'm writing this here....don't wanna bother you.
I just wanna go back to New Zealand, hang out with my best friend, go surfing, kiwi picking, enjoying life...*sigh*
oh here's my official "feeling bad" song
cheers folks
I just wanna go back to New Zealand, hang out with my best friend, go surfing, kiwi picking, enjoying life...*sigh*
oh here's my official "feeling bad" song
cheers folks
YEAH
Confidence is coming back to me
I'm a fucking hot piece of DNA
To quote a very good german band ("The Traceelords") "Ich würd mich ficken"(I would fuck with myself)....
Ok I'm going to watch soccer now....drinking beer....yelling.....
peace out
Confidence is coming back to me
I'm a fucking hot piece of DNA
To quote a very good german band ("The Traceelords") "Ich würd mich ficken"(I would fuck with myself)....
Ok I'm going to watch soccer now....drinking beer....yelling.....
peace out
Urwbhckflkdfg.....
I'm ill....outside it's ~28°C and I have a cold...
But the worst thing is I can't go to my date tonight....Oh my...I'm so confused by myself....
Usually I hate James Blunt...but this song ist just so how I feel inside
Ok I have to get some soup and tea
Thx MOM 
I'm ill....outside it's ~28°C and I have a cold...
But the worst thing is I can't go to my date tonight....Oh my...I'm so confused by myself....
Usually I hate James Blunt...but this song ist just so how I feel inside
Ok I have to get some soup and tea
ok now it's official....I have a big problem with women...
I'm single for a week now...and this saturday a wonderful lady came to the store where I work.....she is so cute and tattooed all over and skinny and little nice boobies...completely not my type of women but she's fucking special....we spent the last 2 days and nights together and it was totally awesome. And we wanted to watch tv tonight and chill out and play with her cats.....but then she suddenly had to go to a very important concert tonight....fuck you music!!! and here's the weird thing....I'm totally disappointed....I even wanted to cry.. O_O It hurt me so muchm I've been lying in bed all day with my laptop...doing nothing. So fuck you my crazy, weird heart from hell.....We both know, that this is only faszination for something new....
Ok....enough.
I have some work to do...but inside I'm completely sad.....*sigh*
bye bye folks
Edit:
She called me and asked me over for a few minutes before she had to leave
was great...but that really sad thing is, that if this feelings make me do nice things for her, take her out to dinner etc. she will get some feelings for me, too...and then, as usual, I will loose my feelings and hurt her....so I'm definetly crazy about women...but she called me
yeahks
I'm single for a week now...and this saturday a wonderful lady came to the store where I work.....she is so cute and tattooed all over and skinny and little nice boobies...completely not my type of women but she's fucking special....we spent the last 2 days and nights together and it was totally awesome. And we wanted to watch tv tonight and chill out and play with her cats.....but then she suddenly had to go to a very important concert tonight....fuck you music!!! and here's the weird thing....I'm totally disappointed....I even wanted to cry.. O_O It hurt me so muchm I've been lying in bed all day with my laptop...doing nothing. So fuck you my crazy, weird heart from hell.....We both know, that this is only faszination for something new....
Ok....enough.
I have some work to do...but inside I'm completely sad.....*sigh*
bye bye folks
Edit:
She called me and asked me over for a few minutes before she had to leave
Hey There...
Finally...I'm single again. No girlfriend anymore....just me and the lonesome road....just riding my horse....eating beans out of a tin....wonderful!
No dunno what to say about it....just happened. Not too sad.
And i decided to go to the Serengeti Festival near Bielefeld this month...just to see one Band
ok thats it for today....
cheers
Finally...I'm single again. No girlfriend anymore....just me and the lonesome road....just riding my horse....eating beans out of a tin....wonderful!
No dunno what to say about it....just happened. Not too sad.
And i decided to go to the Serengeti Festival near Bielefeld this month...just to see one Band
ok thats it for today....
cheers


