okay it has been forever and one day since I've been online.

I didn't think I'd become one of those people that is effected by deployments, but I can't stand being inside the United States anymore. This shit sucks so bad. I can't perform my damn job correctly and civilians over all suck.

Damn it. They say I have PTSD, but I'm not crazy am I? Fuck damnit.

I know it's been a while and there is no reason you should listen to me more now that you ever have. I miss my Lucky. She is the whole world to me. She is the one girl I'd go to Hell for. Heaven wouldn't be worth it without her.
I love you sooo much Lucky. I hope our paths meet in the future. I love you more than anything else.
-Kirk

Okay, it's Sunday. The movie theater's power went out, but I got all the stuff I need for when I go back to AZ in 3 days.
I really need to de-stress. The stupid games are getting really annoying. It'll be over soon enough though.

I'm one week out to going back to AZ. There I shall go to the lake, party at clubs and then travel to Vegas to really tear it up. I forgot how stressful battalion can be. I can't wait to deploy again. Sure, I had to do some dumb shit while I was out there, but it's nothing compared to the dumb shit I have to do here.

It's almost time to get home to my island of Oahu.
I have less than 2 weeks to go. It's time to cross your fingers ladies and gentlemen. We have reports coming in of IED's being placed more frequently now that it is the hot season. I will make it through it all.
Maybe when I get back to America I can stop feeling so goddamn numb all the time. It's like the only emotion I really feel anymore is anger. I still exist. I still exist.

Turn off the TV. Switch off that radio.

It's time to play Zombie Survival.

This consist of an overall workout regime to get you in top cardio shape. Running and anaerobic exercises to help get you the lean muscle you need to keep those jaws of death away from your jugular.

courtesy of the US Marine Corps

How's it going??
how is life on the outside?
I'm here, deployed. It really isn't as bad as we make it out to be. We like to gripe and complain about how shitty it is out here. But the biggest complaint of them all is being back in the US. It's weird to think of it that way. I know when I get back; I won't be able to wait until my next deployment. Which, I hope is to afghanistan.

It's getting really hard to explain.

Fuck I need a girlfriend.

I am Chyvalry, but you can call me Diego. Just a nickname I picked up along the way. Actually both are pseudonyms. I like Diego more because it is Spanish like me.
It is almost the end of January. My birthday is Feb 2, my buddy's is March 24 and both of our favourite holiday is March 17. Both He and I are deployed together. We got a lucky break and are even on the same team.
Crazy stuff has been happening. We are operating at half capacity right now so sleep is a luxury.
I've been thinking a lot about what happens when I get home. I've got 5 months left in this country.

good thing the date is included with these things. Being deployed gets kinda spooky....
I seriously never know the day of the week. No weekends when people are trying to hurt you. Kinda sucks. Wish I could crawl under a blanket on the couch and just watch saturday morning cartoons. And not those shitty cartoons kids nowadays have to suffer through. I'm talking Looney Tunes, Transformers, and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Fuck.
Now I want pizza.
No, There isn't any fucking pizza here.
Shit.
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I think I may be going a little more insane than previously experienced.
Only 6 months to go.

It has been entirely ridiculously too long. Well apparently I've missed some of the coolest movies to come out. But it's really no surprise. I'm deployed to a country that would rather have 3G cell service than paved roads. It doesn't really matter too much to me though. The Filipinos are some of the nicest people I've ever met. Extremely polite and have a great sense of pride in what they do.

I update my facebook as much as I care to. I'm thinking of just downsizing my electric connections. I miss home a little bit. I'm going to be missing all the fun holidays except for 4th of July. Oh well.

Love you all. Keep on being beautiful people.