so ive FINALLY found a job
its at a bar/ night club and it is the most awsome job
i acually LOVE my job and the pple working there are great to
ive worked 2 days and i already feel like one of them..
that NEVER happens at jobs i get...its so much fun to...
oh and i was told i pull a GREAT beer by 5 differant blokes....
even tho it was my first night
haha makes me feel good
so my life is going pretty sweet at this time..pitty my boys life isnt so hot...makes me loose my spirit...
oh well i guess it will all work out eventually!!

so as we all should know im a dj...

i have been mixing a while now for those who dont know
and recently i looked at my records and fuck i have a shitload of records...
its awsome..im getting more this tuesday
hell im an addict now!! its like heroin but much nicer!!
anyway..thats all that i have to say that intresting
oh its my so called best mates 18th on tuesday too so i got her a nice present
and we are going drinking and shit

my little nephew who is nearly 2 has been sick all weekend..poor thing keeps throwing up everywhere
then he cries thinking hes done something wrong untill we reassure him its ok hes sick!!
poor thing he is so adorable

hmm what else can i say?
im still looking for a new job in the last 2 weeks i have applied for 60 bar jobs..by emailing them and what not...pitty non need anybody
and it sux because ive only worked in one pub so NOBODY wants me..i NEED money for my addiction to records

anywho im outta here i got nothing more to say so i hope you all have a nice day

gee that rhymes...dam im lame!!

so i finally got my shoot pics back..
im not to fussed with them all...but hey who acually loves photos of them self..
quite a few where really nice tho
heres one of them

enjoy

well hi there
so i did my rsa and rcg...i have now got a job in a pub...
it sucks balls..i wanted to be a BAR TENDER i was hired as a bar tender yet now i am stuck in a fucking kitchen cleaning dishes...my so called boss calls me name and says im stupid because i cant spell foccacia..hmmm thats seems like the right spelling to me!!
but who the hell spells that word anyway? espeacially not a bar tender....as far as i knew you didnt need to be an a grade speller to work behind a bar and pull a fucking beer!!

anyway it was my boys birthday on wedensday and i got him some awsome presents..
i got him an enzyme shirt, 6 records from holland, enzyme car stickers, wrist bands that say hardcore on them, joop colonge summer fever limited edition, an enzyme key ring, a tickler, body choclate and passion drops pack and heaps of other nick naks...cost me a whopping $450 all in one day...and its his 23rd bday haha i didnt even get that much for my 18th lol...but hes speacial and has done alot for me so he deserves it...

im still waiting to be accepted in to suicide girls..but lets hope it happens soon

if anyone knows a club or bar in sydney that wants a worker that works hard...let me know haha im desprete to get out of this job!!

so while rick was seeing NOFX...i was getting more jelouse hehe

HOW RUDE that i didnt get to see them...
when oh when will they tour out here..
so next week is my boys bday so this weekend we should be going to a hotel
and im probley going to try surprise him with a present YAY
im hoping to get him a cdj 100 mixer but they have gotten more expensive for some reason..
a few months back they were only 350 because they are the older version..now they are 550!! and 1000 for 2
so hopefully i can find a cheap one again!!
if not ill be surprising him with a tattoo and some hardcore records
so yeah i cant wait till this weekend we are going to get





SMASHED....

i hate my life sometimes...

debts debts debts...thats all my life seems to be..
my boy got caught driving without a licence when he was told by the state debt recover office he had his license back!!

not his fault...but sadly he has to go to court for it and will probley get a massive fine, lose his license again and possible jail time...

why does this happen to me?

i have never done the wrong thing never broken the law never ever hurt someone...and yet i cop all the bad shit..

while evil pple are living the high life..think paris hilton for instance or some other little tart who sleeps around, cheats and lies her way to the top...

why is it always the honest ones that have the most problems...it makes me want to become an evil bitch...

life is so unfair..

but hey...SHIT HAPPENS..try not to step in it

so i just had a chicken sanga for dinner and it was pretty damn good..

i hate being in debt..espeacially when you think you have it under controll and then WHAM
it bites you in the ASS!!

i hate it...

so um anyway heres to hoping i get accepted as a suicide girl soon...
im getting really anxious about it i really cant wait..

well im getting my photos back this week so i can see how good i look nakke ..woot woot im so excited

anyway hows everyone else day today?