OK folks,
It's been a loooong time since i updated my blog so I figured I would pursue that en devour today. Basically I'm in love with a girl who has all the properties to rival Jesus without the annoying baggage of eternal damnation if you don't believe in her. Every single day has been a struggle for a very long few months but she makes every moment worth it. Soooo I'm just going to post pictures and let you look at the eye candy instead of reading all of my elongated run-on sentences that just don't seem to stop and have no proper punctuation to the fact and make you think, "hey...now i remember in 3rd grade when my teacher warned me to stay away from run on sentences and the kids who use them because they won't ever build a proper resume in life and won't have a decent job and will end up living in a van down by the river."
It's been a loooong time since i updated my blog so I figured I would pursue that en devour today. Basically I'm in love with a girl who has all the properties to rival Jesus without the annoying baggage of eternal damnation if you don't believe in her. Every single day has been a struggle for a very long few months but she makes every moment worth it. Soooo I'm just going to post pictures and let you look at the eye candy instead of reading all of my elongated run-on sentences that just don't seem to stop and have no proper punctuation to the fact and make you think, "hey...now i remember in 3rd grade when my teacher warned me to stay away from run on sentences and the kids who use them because they won't ever build a proper resume in life and won't have a decent job and will end up living in a van down by the river."
And if you're nerd enough to get this then props!
That is all for now!
Soooo...I haven't had a new blog in a looong time. Where am I at right now and where do I want to be? I want to be right where I am!...with a few exceptions of course. I haven't been this happy in a very long time. I usually never let life get me down even though the last year and a half has been a battle, things are finally starting to pick up again. I left my military life what seems like a heartbeat ago (7 whole months!) and I'm still ecstatic to get rid of it. Too many lost friends, lonely nights, and heartbreaks that come with the pride of serving my country. I wouldn't trade any of it for the world though! Haha. Sometimes I feel older than people 10 years my age because of it and I've had one hell of a ride. I'm currently working on making my dream come true, playing music and entertaining people, and have met some very interesting people in the process. More on the status of my music career to follow at a later date. This blog seems very droll but as stated...its a happy blog! Haha. I sorta accidentally fell HARD for somebody that I've met recently. She has a beautiful mind and a gorgeous sense of life...not to mention she is a total BABE and a half...maybe two babes....I'm on a tangent again....haha. Let's just hope this works out how I feel inside, I'll fight for this one until it rips me in half (should it come to that). Haha. Anyway that's about it as of now...I have a few songs I'd like to post and a few pics. ENJOY and I love you all.
WTH? I'm nice to everyone....don't be a dick to me for no reason. K thanks.
Stop pushing all of our problems under the God damn rug. Just because you don't support war doesn't mean you can turn your back on your nation. I don't support the war in Iraq either but its my job. I am leaving in four weeks for Afghanistan and I do it for the country i love. Not to support a war hungry tyrant, or the building of a new Gas n' Go, but for the people who still have something so special to live for. When you cast out the war completly in your lives because its "TO HARD TO THINK ABOUT" you are hurting those who have died, or are dying for you. It is your right as a free American to do as you wish, just give a thanks to those who stand between you and those who want to destroy that freedom.
I consider myself a funny guy. Happy almost all of the time. I have so much in life to be thankful for that it outweighs the bad...but i can't help but be compelled to want more out of life. I love my wife i think, its just she has no aspirations. I can't be around that anymore.....Im moving to Afghanistan thanks to the NAVY voluntelling me to go in April and i get to leave my life behind for a year. Most people may think thats a bad thing but i believe it could be a huge blessing in disguise. Even if it turns out that i hate it there, i will have so much MORE to be thankful for when i come back. This blog probably sounds like a bunch of bitching and to be honest it really is. I'm a realist. I take things how i see them and for what they really are. I don't add extra bits and pieces to life in order to conjure up some dramatic effect....HOWEVER (you knew the big BUUUT was comming eh?) I think i'm being drawn to another path in life. I was going to stay in the navy for 8 years but certain opposing views have recently shown me otherwise. This last year is going to be the longest stretch in my life so far. I am basically here, asking for your support, and not to forget me while i'm there. Im telling you it makes me sick to think about not talking with you at least once a day. I will write whenever i can and make it my up most priority to communicate with you whenever possible. I can't ask you to wait for me, i won't, thats unfair. Like i said, im a realist. But if for some reason, when im back, and all is said and done you're still here for me, i promise to always be there for you. I hope you read this and understand what i am trying to say to you. I <3 you...
AHA! This is just freaking great. I've been underway all week only to have to come in and work this Saturday...I have to be here all damn night until sunday. So if you all want to come join me let me know cuz im throwing a party on this ship. WOOT WOOT! Alrighty, im out. LATAZ!!!
