You should all be running.

And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.

You should all be running.

I love this. I got called out for having attitude. I get called out when I am sad. Except for two of my "friends" I've never met a damn one of you in real life. So frannkly if you want to delete me from your friends....go right the fuck ahead. I've not lost a damn thing. Typical behavior by the in crowd and the beautiful people. Amazing how you can take people out of highschool but you still can't drag the highschool mentality out of them. My account here is up May 16. Good fuckin' riddance to the bally lot of you. Anyone who wants to remain in contact I will give you my email address or you can find me on facebook.

The rest...go...do something.

I woke up this morning with the worst attitude. It's all frustration and anger. Anger at myself and anger at the world. I hate myself so much that I want to lash out and cause people pain. Then I feel so completely unmotivated to move at all. I just want to go home and go back to bed and stay there and not be bothered by a single person. I think it's come to the point where I need some serious help before something really bad happens.

All my life it always seems I say or do the wrong thing and make people mad at me. I am starting to hate the internet because it just makes people nothing and they can just ignore you or make fun of you or delete you and not care how it makes you feel.

I dont understand. If I asked you if you are interested in meeting at the mexican bar and grill for dinner and you say you are staying away from the bar scene for a while, why would you post on your facebook page an hour later that you are at a different bar. I would much rather you be honest and say you aren't interested than lie. Liars make me very mad. I understand I am ugly and you like my friend more than me, but you don't have to lie.

i am feeling very angry, very depressed, very sad, very jealous, very frustrated, leading me back to anger and starting all over again.