I'm just so tired of being myself lately and still getting criticized for it I'm tired of all these cool guys wasting my time in bars who think everything I say is out of some sort of adolescent immaturity. I'm tired of not doing any of the artwork I want to do. I'm tired of being single, pure and un-fucked. I'm tired of getting up to go to work just to fix someones incompetent shit. Otherwise, life's been pretty good right now. I've been meeting lots of new people around town which I hope will turn into good friendships and possibly more. Its been roughly a year and two months now living in Portland and its finally beginning to feel like things are coming together here and no longer this big blurry raincloud of confusion circling in my head.

I'm just so tired of being myself lately and still getting criticized for it I'm tired of all these cool guys wasting my time in bars who think everything I say is out of some sort of adolescent immaturity. I'm tired of not doing any of the artwork I want to do. I'm tired of being single, pure and un-fucked. I'm tired of getting up to go to work just to fix someones incompetent shit. Otherwise, life's been pretty good right now. I've been meeting lots of new people around town which I hope will turn into good friendships and possibly more. Its been roughly a year and two months now living in Portland and its finally beginning to feel like things are coming together here and no longer this big blurry raincloud of confusion circling in my head.