Apparently I am hideous because my boyfriend no longer seems interested in sex with me. I'd think I was awful in bed but I definitely know this to just not be true. I know he isn't cheating but he suddenly has zero sex drive around me, yet he tills me he masturbates. I feel hideous tonight.

I'm back in Colorado for summer vacay. It's nice to drive my car and cuddle with my other dog, but I sure do miss Brooklyn.

I haven't really been on SG much lately, which is ultra sad. I moved into my new apartment last weekend! Thank god. I finally got away from those crazy bitches!!! And all this weekend was spent studying for the four finals I have this week. Well, not the entire weekend....Saturday night I talked the roomies into getting drunk and having a lingerie party, and today we bought water balloons and water guns and dropped them off our sixth floor balcony onto unsuspecting victims below. This just reminds me how badly I need to be studying! Ack...

So my set has been reviewed and accepted and should be up in the Hopefuls section somtime today, finally! Yay!

Got some new ink tonight. Effing hurts. Biggest piece thus far. GOD why is ink sooooo addicting?!?! Pictures to follow soon.

According to a friend "EW your roommate is a cesspool for AIDS"

I think it is hysterical that my roommate has brought home three different guys in the past four days. She literally fucked a guy and shoved him out the back door as her boyfriend was coming in the front. Not that I really care about her sudden sexual eruption but I do kinda feel bad for her boyfriend since he really is a nice guy. She is the perfect example of why I don't do relationships. Too much temptation and then you just feel guilty. I don't like having a guilty conscious.

I reallllllly realllllly cannot stand loud sex when I am trying to sleep. The two loud roomates left for the week and now suddenly the quiet one realizes she has a kinky side! I mean I don't mind some sex but I hate walking up at 5am hearing meat smacking! This week is not going to be good....

Roomates are gone till Weds. which means I have the wholllllle apartment to myself.....oh the debauchery!

So I rejoined SG today...I have only one friend. I should really get on that.