the worst part about feeling insecure is knowing you shouldn't be and not knowing why you do. the worst part about my job is how fucking tired i am and how little time i have for anything other than this job. i am ready to fall off the earth to be quite honest with you. people are small minded and shallow and angry but they have nothing to support their rage they are ignorant and it is heartbreaking
there is to much of an emphasis on sex
there is to much of an emphasis on noise
there is to much of an emphasis on impressing those that we think we have to impress. honestly i'd like to beat someone up. i htink it would be quite an intoxicating feeling (or so i've been told) to feel the bone of someones cheek explode against my nuckle.
my neck hurts so bad i think i am broken
and i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i think i am broken.
there is to much of an emphasis on sex
there is to much of an emphasis on noise
there is to much of an emphasis on impressing those that we think we have to impress. honestly i'd like to beat someone up. i htink it would be quite an intoxicating feeling (or so i've been told) to feel the bone of someones cheek explode against my nuckle.
my neck hurts so bad i think i am broken
and i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i am so insecure
i think i am broken.
I am dancing again!
lordy lordy i love it, i missed it
It quenches my desire to have lots and lots of sex (ha ha ha)
I am pink polka dots on a mega death poster.
then end ?
lordy lordy i love it, i missed it
It quenches my desire to have lots and lots of sex (ha ha ha)
I am pink polka dots on a mega death poster.
then end ?
Do you wanna know something funny?
Well then why the hell are you reading this?!?!?!
.... gosh I kill me.
Well then why the hell are you reading this?!?!?!
.... gosh I kill me. today a man approached me in the coffee shop that i frequent with a slip of paper. he placed it upon my keyboard smiled shook my hand told me i was beautiful and walked away. on the paper was a poem. poorly written, but beautiful in essence. i think there may be hope for a dope like me after all.
(( i wonder if they'll let me return all the cats i just purchased i might need an old hag collection - maybe better to hold off this could be a prank ))
(( i wonder if they'll let me return all the cats i just purchased i might need an old hag collection - maybe better to hold off this could be a prank ))
Things I Hate:
- i hate when i am at a store and someone farts when they walk by. it makes me want to fucking puke.
- being cold. and i espically hate when my body is warm but my finger tips are freezing. that just pisses me off
- zits. does anyone not hate them?
- people who just dissappear out of your life for no reason and it's not like you don't try to keep a friendly communication with them they're just asses for not having the decency to say stop stalking me or i'll press charges
- muscle cars with loud engines. why? because i am not the one driving them.
- snoby bitches who think they are cute when they are drunk so they just throw themselves at every thing that moves and they love to tell you why they are so drunk and i just don't fucking care. get away from me i have a temper and am about to take it out on your face.
- the fact that gas is so fucking expensive.
- the fact that hybrid cars aren't cool looking.
- i want a motorcycle and that pisses me off.
- watching people have happy relationships in movies.
- puking. i don't care why i am doing it i just hate it. i could never be bulemic
- i can't speak spanish. that pisses me off.
- guys that aren't honest. girls that aren't honest, people who just aren't honest.
- people who grunt in yoga class. that fucking pisses me off, you are supposed to be in a relaxed meditative state of mind damn it.
- when i have a craving for cheeze so i go to the fridge and my cheeze is molded.
- waking up after a night of sex and the person you wake up to doesn't bother to touch you or snuggle you. i really hate that, it just pisses me off and makes me want to kick the wall.
- when big dogs take a shit on the side of the road as i am driving by and eating a burger in my truck. thanks asshole now i can't finish my fucking lunch.
- men that say 'hey georgous' ((( punch )))
- when my make up smears and i look like a crack hore and i haven't had sex.
- people that demand you look at them when they are talking to you. don't you dare tell me where to look you asshole who do you think you are that i should look at you if i don't want to, besides i am trying to come up with something good so zip it.
- yappy dogs. i want to kick them.
- warm beer. i'll drink it, but i won't like it.
- forgetting to pay my gas bill.
- judge judy, i'd really like to just strap on a big dildo and fuck her right up the ass and shut that bitch up.
i'm done ... for now.
- i hate when i am at a store and someone farts when they walk by. it makes me want to fucking puke.
- being cold. and i espically hate when my body is warm but my finger tips are freezing. that just pisses me off
- zits. does anyone not hate them?
- people who just dissappear out of your life for no reason and it's not like you don't try to keep a friendly communication with them they're just asses for not having the decency to say stop stalking me or i'll press charges
- muscle cars with loud engines. why? because i am not the one driving them.
- snoby bitches who think they are cute when they are drunk so they just throw themselves at every thing that moves and they love to tell you why they are so drunk and i just don't fucking care. get away from me i have a temper and am about to take it out on your face.
- the fact that gas is so fucking expensive.
- the fact that hybrid cars aren't cool looking.
- i want a motorcycle and that pisses me off.
- watching people have happy relationships in movies.
- puking. i don't care why i am doing it i just hate it. i could never be bulemic
- i can't speak spanish. that pisses me off.
- guys that aren't honest. girls that aren't honest, people who just aren't honest.
- people who grunt in yoga class. that fucking pisses me off, you are supposed to be in a relaxed meditative state of mind damn it.
- when i have a craving for cheeze so i go to the fridge and my cheeze is molded.
- waking up after a night of sex and the person you wake up to doesn't bother to touch you or snuggle you. i really hate that, it just pisses me off and makes me want to kick the wall.
- when big dogs take a shit on the side of the road as i am driving by and eating a burger in my truck. thanks asshole now i can't finish my fucking lunch.
- men that say 'hey georgous' ((( punch )))
- when my make up smears and i look like a crack hore and i haven't had sex.
- people that demand you look at them when they are talking to you. don't you dare tell me where to look you asshole who do you think you are that i should look at you if i don't want to, besides i am trying to come up with something good so zip it.
- yappy dogs. i want to kick them.
- warm beer. i'll drink it, but i won't like it.
- forgetting to pay my gas bill.
- judge judy, i'd really like to just strap on a big dildo and fuck her right up the ass and shut that bitch up.
i'm done ... for now.
he loves me ...
he loves me not ...
he loves me...
he loves me not ...
he loves me...
he loves me not...
WISE UP !
he loves me not ...
he loves me...
he loves me not ...
he loves me...
he loves me not...
WISE UP !
there are to many beautiful women in this city who don't have any personality to compliment their good looks. sometimes i wish i was stupid like them and without a concious thought in the world, just so i could understand what the fuck they are talking about.
ps - i've noticed that michael jackson music is being played everywhere i go now. i've come to believe that the entire child molestation thing was a sick and twisted plot to get him press and attention to fund his dwindling empire.
and another thing ... i need more high heels !
ps - i've noticed that michael jackson music is being played everywhere i go now. i've come to believe that the entire child molestation thing was a sick and twisted plot to get him press and attention to fund his dwindling empire.
and another thing ... i need more high heels !
