I am so excited for tomorrow. First NHL game. 4th Row. Center ice. Pens laying the beatdown on the Phucking Philadelphia Flyers. WOOT! Alyeska would be excited for me, I'm sure. :-P

So, I totally played basketball for 5 hours earlier. It's the first in two weeks I've gotten chance for recreational exercise. It felt absolutely fantastic! I can't wait to get out again, though I'm a bit exhausted, it still feels good to be this tired.

So, I suppose I'm back again. Finally mustered up the money :-D How's everyone been?

Midterms are over and I'm up entirely too late/early <_<

In other news, EverQuest 2 has stolen my interest once again.

So, I'm doing well in school this semester for the first time in a long while. Classes aren't too tough, and now that I'm keeping my head above water, I seem to be breathing just fine. I'm rather excited for the release of Alien vs Predator today... but with the advent of my uncle ordering a new computer and getting into EQ2, so have I. Hopefully all of these distractions won't keep me from my studies x.x

I've also had the urge over the past few months to meet as many new people as possible, but how I've reached out hasn't been too productive. I need to find some clubs to go to or some kind of activity to get involved in. I guess poking my nose back in EQ2 wasn't the greatest idea to fulfill this. As for now, I'm having a little insomnia and an exam tomorrow. Wish me luck for all you listening out there.

Also, has anyone seen the lineup for Rock on the Range this year? It's absolutely phenomenal!

So, I'm absolutely astounded someone reactivated my account, but I am very grateful.
Just finished my last final for the semester today.
Things don't look too good for this semester, but next should be a better one.
I'm also officially a psychology major now
Glad to be back and active.
Swing by and say hello! ^_^

Take a glass and drink it down,
Drop it to the counter with a pound.
Burning lips and aching throat,
Swallow it all until you bloat.
It's the warmest you've felt in so long.
Live it up and sing a song.

Just a constant feeling.
A sweet word so fleeting.
Romance was once your bliss,
Now it's just a reminder
Of the sweet devil's kiss.
Bury it.
Fall with the last goodbye.
Bury it.
The end is too far,
But the beginning of it is nigh.

Suck the tar into your lungs,
Hold it in for so long.
Your throat feels like it's going to bleed,
But you know the obscuring smoke is all you need.
Searing pain is all you feel
As your heart begins to peel.


Just a constant feeling.
A sweet word so fleeting.
Romance was once your bliss,
Now it's just a reminder
Of the sweet devil's kiss.
Bury it.
Fall with the last goodbye.
Bury it.
The end is too far,
But the beginning of it is nigh.

Drink once more.
Laying beside you is the glass.
Dose of water and one pill,
Brings disappearing pain and a thrill.
Gulp it down the suffering is gone.
Live it up and sing this song.

Just a constant feeling.
A sweet word so fleeting.
Romance was once your bliss,
Now it's just a reminder
Of the sweet devil's kiss.
Bury it.
Fall with the last goodbye.
Bury it.
The end is too far,
But the beginning of it is nigh.
Just this one last time,
Bury it.

Seal your heart,
And bury me...

Completely frustrated with no one understanding the words that flow forth.
There is no one who will know what spills from this heart.
There is no one who will know what flows from this mind.
Blackened soul,
Burning eyes,
Kill the pain.
I'm smoking again,
It's no fucking surprise.
Bury me in sin.
All is lost.
Let me seethe.
Watch me bleed.
I've had enough.
Build the walls,
I'll wait outside
Down on my knees.
Let your arrows fly.
I no longer wish to see this god forsaken sky.
All is lost.

We live in a land of eternal sin.
Twisting and turning,
Ending where we begin.
I see angels die.
I watch the children cry.
Screaming in agony,
We lift our voices in tragedy.
We are buried.
All is lost.

Say you're sorry a thousand times,
I'll take it with a grain of salt.
The fields are dying.
The verdant fields of friendship drying.
Words mean nothing,
I'm left with such a hollow expression.
I'm left with your bitter response.
Kiss your words away with such a sweet smell.
Let's hope they continue to reach me rotting in hell.
Maybe there's some kind of hope left inside of me,
A hope of faith in humanity.
Inhumanity...
Such a wonderful word.
I'll take this all in vain.
I'll throw it on the pile with the rest of the bittersweet memories.
Then I'll jump in the fire, and burn away.
Believe what you want of who I was,
You no longer know the real me.
Once that thought was relished,
But now it's buried in the shit.
Nothing left to see or believe.
All is lost.

So, I picked up the special edition of the new Slipknot album today along with the re-release special edition of The Nightmare Before Christmas. Watched the latter, listened through the former. I should be in a good mood, but heartbreak still whispers my name in the wind. So as much as I wish I could quit smoking, a terrible habit I picked up a month ago from the breakup, I feel the need for the nicotine. I hate the taste, and I loathe the smell. However, I find myself still lighting it up just to ease the pain.

So, I lost a couple scholarships. I need to look into student loans. My parents aren't happy. I'm on the job hunt.

Curt, but really, that's all I can come up with at the moment. I should be in bed, but SG distracts me.