Well I've had a hard time keeping up with school, life in general, and my SG account but I'm attempting to update!

So whats new with me?

Well Tuesday I'm scheduled to get my third lobe piercing on both ears, and get a touchup on my wrist tattoo!
I'm excited as hell! Also I need to ask my piercer about my ear lol um about 4 days ago I pierced my ear, a targus piercing all by myself lol why? um not really sure why... I just wanted it and couldnt wait I supose, but I wont be doing that anymore I'm fearing it rejecting, or getting infected, and yea I dont need to be dumb anymore so hopefully on Tuesday he'll look at it, yell a bit, then say its ok lol! I'll tell you what though it was a bitch getting through the cartilage though!

Anyway I'm trying to concentrate on getting a new appartment and getting away from my psychotic roomate, trying to pass finals, and plan out my nape piercing, and a few others lol I dunno anytime I'm stressed in life I start to plan on the next thing I'm gonna do with body!

Alrighty I'm all settled into my new house with my two roomates, a baby and 4 dogs and you know what?? Its fucking awesome! James called me today, he's doing good and although I miss him so damn bad its not funny, I'm settling in pretty nice and my roomates are helping me deal with deployment alot more than I though.

Kaiser is happy with his three doggie friends, and I'm exstatic right now because I have internet at home now so I'm back to being my usual internet junkie... and I just got two tattoos which I'm super happy about but the one on my back hurt like a mother fucker!!!!

Anywho I'm happy to be back and I'm dealing pretty good

Ahhhh the internet is missing in my life! I've moved yet again, so my participation here will be at its minimal

Well, my life is hectic. I'm missing James like crazy and lately I havnet wanted to do anything. I'm acutally a huge blog fan but I havent even had the urge to sit down and write in a long time. I miss being able to be with James so bad, adjusting to liveing with my parents again is proving to be harder than I thought and I feel like every day I spend here makes me go more and more insane!

I'm always moody and pissed off and I dont like that, I'm usually a really mellow easy going person

well the only good news I've heard lately is that James told me to go ahead and get my two tattoos I've been wanting with the income tax money lol that should cheer me up a bit as odd as that sounds.

I just with R&R was here already...

for that matter I just freakin wish I knew when he was getting R&R so I could have something to look foward to and get me through each day

So hopefully my life gets a little less rocky now!!!

My step dad had a double bypass surgery today and came out great!

I went to the doctors today and found out my headaches were more than just headaches but migranes so I got some medicine for those, he said they can be caused by too much stress. If anyone knows a way to destress with so much shit going on in your life let me know haha.

Also my German Shepard has gone off of food strike! Gosh I know I'm a total worry wort but my dog is all I have left of my life w my hubbie and I'm stuck here back at home which is stressful enough in itself I should have stayed back on post but anyway if Kaiser gets depressed about the slightest thing he'll just stop eating! He'll get thiner and thiner and just refuses to eat, and he's my baby lol so that stresses me out more! Thankfully though he's eating like a pig!

So taking one day at a time... lol ps. just found out the nakey pics I was sending my hubbie get monitored haha my bad hope I dont get him in trouble hmmm maybe someone's drooling over em so I'm safe!

Well schools insane! They've tried to deenroll me like twice...then I was floating around without a class for a wile!
My step dad had a heart attack and has been in the hospital...
I'm stressing out about alot of other stuff....
I miss my hubbie and I wish this deployment could just be over!!!
And the damn cat just peed and pooped on my bed WTF

So, today was my first day back at school! Um my hair got some looks...I really honestly dont see why so many people find it so weird! But whatever! I spent the whole time all by my lonesome lol I dont know why its so hard for me to make friends but the only attention I get is negative attention! I'm actually a very nice person lol if anyone just took the time to get to know me for a second! But I've come to the conclusion that I'd rather be an unaccepted weirdo than someone who changes to make others happy!

I'm Cricket Saunders! Currently living in Harlingen TX <---total dead town! I just moved back from TN cuz my hubbie was deployed to Iraq and I thought I might as well come home with family. I'm a huge DORK, and I'm always happy about something lol really I'm always giddy or smiling! I ABSOLUTELY love SG girls and only wish I could be one but I think I'm too chubby lol <3