Now it feels like Spring is here!! Its a nice change It seemed like this winter dragged a bit. Whats new with everyone in SGland??

I'm feeling really discouraged as far as fitness goes. My ideal body is that of Christy Mack, but I talked to her about what her exercise regimen is & she said that she actually doesn't workout or diet. That discouraged me because I feel like I work so hard to count calories, eat healthy, fast, exercise like crazy, & don't look half as good. I still think she's really cool, but feel like I need a new fitness inspiration. Sorry if all this sounds really stupid, fitness is just important to me. After losing 40 pounds a few years ago, I try to do my best to achieve my fitness goals.

I don't think I'm going to be traveling this summer, so I'm on the hunt for good shows to go to here Just ones that aren't too expensive though.

Well, I'm off to go make more green tea so I can stay awake!! Hehe

I saw Jurassic Park 3D yesterday & loved it! It was definitely a different experience from when I saw it 20 years ago. I saw Evil Dead the day it came out & it was pretty creepy!! & I don't usually get creeped out by horror movies. There's just one every now & then that will do it.

My cat accidentally fell in the tub the other day, while it was full. Like most cats, he hates water, so he jumped out immediately & I had to chase him around my apartment with a towel to try do dry him off. I dried him off when I finally caught up to him, but then had to wipe up the puddles he left on the floor. That was definitely an adventure! Hopefully his curiosity toward the tub has been satisfied

Yeah, so I spent St. Patty's Day with zombies & a Whole Foods burrito. It sounds odd, but I was happy. Guacamole is green, so I wasn't entirely in denial of what day it was. For the most part, "Walking Dead" day is a good day!

On Saturday, a car was on fire right outside of my apartment building. It was a bad one!! I was getting tired but then I heard a loud noise (I'm guessing that's when the windows blew out) & went to the window, saw that & called 911. Then I was definitely awake after that!! Scary stuff!

I hope i don't offend anyone when I say this, but brides are annoying. (Not all brides, of course. But definitely some!!) Being a bride to be can certainly turn someone into an overnight asshole! Sorry, had to vent a little

I might be the only Irish girl who doesn't really celebrate St. Patricks Day. Not the way most people do, anyway. I guess I take it too seriously. But, for those of you who have plans, have fun & be safe!! I'm sure a lot of people drive when they shouldn't after too many drinks. When in doubt, have a shamrock shake instead haha!!

Oh man, I have been soooooo tired these past couple of days! Multiple cups of green tea are not helping

Thanx for all the love & support regarding my last blog. With all the negativity I've been experiencing lately, the positive thoughts & comments really meant a lot to me! xoxo


-CatLady

My whole life, I prayed that I would never know what it was like to have a parent (or parents) that disowns or despises you for who you are or something you have done.. Now I know. I can honestly say the pain is like nothing else

Christy Mack is my new fitness idol/ inspiration!! If anyone knows of a lower body workout that can produce those results, please share! That is all...

I need to learn how to meditate! It's not so much a resolution, but a goal for this year. Note to self: CHILL THE FUCK OUT!! Yoga is on my list too, but since I'm recovering from surgery, that will have to wait. So far, I've been reading more, playing zen music, & trying to be more positive. (Can't hurt, right?) One thing I need to stop is feeling sorry for myself. I know it's bad. A friend of mine & I have had similar struggles, come from similar families & we plan on supporting each other through new struggles & remind each other of positive things. The best thing we can do is move forward. Feeling sorry for ourselves sadly won't help us with the future.

So, how's everyones year been so far?? Hope all is well

I can't believe how long it's been since I've watched 'Sex & the City'! I must admit I'm having fun watching a marathon of reruns lol. Guilty pleasure, what can I say??

First post of the year! There will definitely be some changes in 2013. Though it would be easier for things to just stay the same, we only live once & sometimes you need to take risks to find happiness. I don't want to be unhappy because I'm too scared of change. The thought of feeling like I'm sleepwalking through most of my life is scarier, anyhow. Every now & then, we need to step back & ask ourselves what is really holding us back. A lot of times, the answer will be ourselves. It's not always something or someone else

I hope everyone's year is off to a good start & that you are able to keep the next few months interesting! The following months after the holidays can be dull if you let them!