Now that everything is done, I am now taking my leave. If you wish to reactivate me anonymously, I will not accept. If you allow yourself to be known, I will talk to you to find out the purpose of reactivating me, and if there is anything that may come of such. Otherwise I really have no business to be here, nor care to be. I do not mean to sound harsh or the likes, but I rarely venture onto here, which was my primary reason for leaving, and thus is still true. I have taken extra measures to show that i am not returning. If you want me to stay, give me a real and good reason, and you may very well get your wish. If not, then I have many things to devote my attentions to, so thank you, and one final sweet dreams to all.

I recently regained the one I love, just when I thought perhaps things were truly over, and I'm glad my original thoughts that it wasn't turned out to be true. So with that said, once the three months are up, I will not be returning to Suicide Girls. Originally I hadn't planned to come back, and after this time, I won't even if someone pays the tab. I left because I rarely visited the site, and I only really come on here just to look to see if the person that paid for 3 months for me, would at least come forth so I can give them their money back. That is now pretty well my only reason for wanting to know whom paid to reactive me for three months on here. I am not trying to seem ungrateful, but when I left, I meant it to be permanent.

I have important things to focus on, especially one person, whom I will always love and cherish. Things are going well between me and her now, which I intend to keep it that way, but thank you for the thought. I intend to make the things I need to happen happen, because those things I need will both bring me and her even closer, and give her and myself a chance to relieve a lot of stress. So whether you present yourself or not, is up to you, but if you don't the chance to at least get your money back will be lost.

Ok, apparently I am missed by someone on here. I wouldn't mind knowing whom it was so I can personally thank them, and perhaps know whom I owe a debt of gratitude to. Be sure you Private Message me if you choose to reveal yourself. Though I am a good bit surprised. I always return favors, so remember that. Though it would be a pleasant surprise for us to chat sometime, all the more reason to reveal yourself.

An update on me. I've been watch and reading the True Blood Series, and Sookie Stackhouse Novels. Definitely worth checking out if you already haven't. I haven't went back into the military, and kind of hoping to find something better than the military, be it a few million dollars, or a good job that trains you in the field and classroom. I grew my hair back out long again too. lol

I'm still trying to fully get over a breakup that took place in August, but it's simply the moving on part that is effecting me at this point. Something to remember ladies. Never let your pride blind you.

Also I've been playing a few Games. Tom Clancy's Advanced Warfighter 2, H.A.W.K.s, Rainbow Six Las Vegas 2, and just started playing some of the Star Ways games. Bought the whole selection of games as part of their deal on that Steam Gaming Site.

Time for a new post! YAY!

I've been really focused on a few things. First thing I've been focusing on is getting a new job. I should hopefully get a phone call soon saying I have an interview, where my dad works. This will allow me to make more than I do now, plus get me away from the idiots who run Wal-Mart. I swear they need to get their heads out of their asses. lol

Also I am planning in about a year to a year and a half to re enlisting in the United States Marine Corps. I plan to either go Recon or MP, and yes the 1-1.5 years is for getting ready for Recruit Training and anything else I can prepare for Training wise. I've even given myself a Marine High and Tight in a way of symbolizing the the changes I'm making for myself.

And for those who like to ask how my Monte Carlo is holding up, it's holding up excellently.

Forever,
Craven

I've had an interesting, but possibly expensive Idea, which is something I've been pondering for a few months now. I've been noticing the increase of gas prices are shooting up rather swiftly, and normal electric cars are more inconvenient when it comes to having to charge up the batteries after driving only so far. Why not have an electric car where the battery/ies that powers a water pump for a good, but small enough to fit under the hood of a car, hydroelectric generator to power the electric motor, and saving the battery/ies charge almost indefinitely. This would also provide the ability to keep the battery/ies charged; as well as, make it where you wouldn't have to refuel, and go as far as the parts themselves will last. I'm still working on figuring out the drivetrain and other applications which would best suit my need for the best overall possible performance in acceleration and speed to match that of gasoline motors.

Just a few thoughts which may prove to be useful to everyone else.

Forever,
Craven

Finally got a new car to replace the last one that I wrecked. It basically looks like this, though it needs a little, and I do mean a little, work.

Also I have a feeling things are going to start getting better for me.

Ok, single again! So, I am curious to see who all at least wants me, even if nothing will happen between us. I know a great many want me, and well I think it would be interesting to see which of you lovely ladies wish to take me as their mate. If you visit my profile, please leave a comment about whether you would like to jump on the opportunity to have me as yours, or not. It would be truly a treat for me.

So, any Takers?

Forever,
Craven

I have found someone I truly love. She also is a Capricorn, and this one looks and feels like it will be my lifetime partner with very little doubt. Also there is a balance I have found in this relationship, that I have yet to find in any other relationship. She has one kid, and I'm accepting of this fact without any hesitation. With others I was highly iffy about a relationship with a single parent. So it is a definite good sign of things to come, and she is well set in the world, which is an added bonus.

Rarely do I share my personal feelings about someone so publicly, but I don't mind on this, because I just love her that much, I would like to at least share somethings with my Friends. Also I share many interests that she does, which is a definite plus (such as Automotive type stuff.)

Also, I've gained a substantial sum of money, and won the Lottery. So here pretty soon I should be moving up there after I find another Ford Ranger (89-92 in year) to take care of my current lack of vehicle situation, and so I can modify it like I wanted to with the previous Ford Ranger I had owned.

I also plan to wisely invest my money, and give a little to my family for all the things they have done for me, it's the least I can do. Do a little spending on a house and a few other things, and some swords and daggers I've been wanting to collect. I also plan on having two rings that are unique only to me, for me and my Dearest Love. So my future and present day is set forever.

Eternally,
Craven

For those to whom would like to talk to me, by all means add me and send me a message. Be in no way detured to do so. I would most undoubtedly enjoy talking to anyone on my Friends List, or even potential Friends. Also if you have any questions that I can answer (depending upon the context of what is being asked), I'll be more then happy to help.

If you would wish to share supernatural experiences with me, or the likes, I'd actually like to hear of them. I also would put my own input into it, if there is anything that you may not understand. I always prefer to converse in a more private setting, such as IMs or Private emails of some sort, unless I feel it necessary to gain opinions of a majority.

Also if anyone has been trying to or wishes to, that are on my Friends List, add me as a Friend on Myspace, you're more then welcome to, and won't require my email address to do so.

Sincerely,
Craven

Ok, WTF is up with all the glitches happening, and is anyone else seeing massive amounts of glitches, like on the videos and the picsets down below?