finally better few quick blurbs then back to normal. it's hard to eat well when feeling like shit, ready to restart that. been working on my sisters house. it was built in the late 1800's & moved to where it is now before the 1938 flood. been working on the wiring. the insulation around the wire is so brittle that when you touch it, it crumbles off. bought the magicjack usb phone jack for the computer & it works awesome, & Saturday i get my tattoo worked on some more by Erin at her Spirit Gallery tattoo. ok nite

oh, quite the week. first . ok not as bad as that, but had & still have the bug that's going around though still better than the next thing that happened. 25hundred & change, i had a front wheel bearing go on my blazer. i was bringing my blazer to the chevy garage & just made it. i got to the front of the garage & my wheel went plop, luckily it stayed on long enough. it took out ball joints, rotor & the hub. i can't bitch seeing it could of gone on the high way. a couple more weeks & we turn the clocks forward i can't wait. my bike was supposed to be delivered back saturday, but with the weather they couldn't & i wasn't expecting it to be. i miss it & it should be delivered this saturday. not exactly riding weather, but i'm not saying i won't take it out. the sand is the biggest thing about taking it out.

holy shit i finally figured out to upload pics on a regular basis, instead of keeping on scratching my head going how did i do this. that's all i got right now

the past saturday i went for the 2nd sitting on my tattoo . now in a few more weeks i go for my 3rd sitting that should do it for that one. it's funny i was only going to get my swan song tattoo, but my first was the ankh hey it was free & for my first one i couldn't beat the price. then i got the swan song tattoo & figured that be the last one, but. i had heard about sg but there was stuff going on so i would spacing out about, but as soon as i joined i new i was getting the sg logo. & the Uriah Heep's Fallen Angel album jacket is an amazing piece of art work. you undo the album jacket & the pic goes all the way from the front to the back. i can't wait to get my bike back.

i think i should wear a billboard on my forehead. i can remember faces but not names, because i couldn't allow myself to get close to anyone especially female.
to a bit of back story
i grew up with a psycho bitch douche bag for a mother. having feelings was bad, feeling good, feeling happy, feeling sad, any feeling was bad. being attracted to a girl, forget about it, i could never show that. so what does one do that doesn't have access to alcohol or drugs, start cutting ones self & stay inside ones self. of course i could show as if nothing was ever wrong. all through school never a date, dance, or prom. i did have nice hair & a good butt, which shoot me already you know, i'm being told this from girls & i couldn't do anything about it. poor mrs. toni ritchie.
i went to a tech school & you had to go through all the different shops which included hair dressing & cosmetology & the girls in there damn fine. mrs. ritchie was one of the instructors in their one day she would ask me if i ever smile & i would say no. another day she asked if i ever talked, answer no, another question was about my hair. she said that i had nice hair & what did i use for shampoo which was flex, but i just shrugged my shoulders & mumbled i didn't know. i can't say people didn't try to break through my wall.



only pic i have of then, it is what it is.

so, when i graduated & was able to move away i did. i went to new hampshire to go to school for havoc. in class a furnace had a blowback & i was by it & got pulled back, stuff stuff stuff then we were laughing & it was pointed out that i was laughing then it was said that i laughed but it was in the inside so that took away some of the bricks in the wall. but, when you have such a low opinion of yourself & still have to deal with a psycho bitch douche bag of a mother just not enough

blah blah blah fast forward mid 30's got the bitch out of my life

after 23yrs away i moved back to my home town. what today spurred on todays writing do you ask in grocery store & i see this adorable woman & i knew i knew her i just don't remember from where or when. she knew me & said hi & asked if i ran into her husband & i'm thinking her husband i don't even know how i knew her. i just feel i should apologize & go through the whole story about i should know them & why i don't. but here is where people can feel sorry for me, i can smile now but now i i shave my head

well in the beginning of the year i decided to eat at least once a day. living off the vending machine & soda machine just isn't good. frankly i'm not sure how i have any weight to me. i really dislike my fat stomach, & i'd like to lose 10-15lbs.. i just need to arrange the cellar a bit to do my workout. hell, i have the treadmill, bow-flex, & the abdo. i do enjoy being fit which helps, it's not like it's something i have to do it's something i like to do. my features are my features & not much i can do about that . being unattractive i'm just doing this for me. so every day after work i'll go to the store & pick up a salad & fruit. i'll start on the treadmill for the first 2 1/2 weeks then include the bow-flex after that. i have to find out how to make the pics smaller from my digital camera. i tried to upload the pic of my bike but the size was still too big.

i'm glad i didn't have anything vested on either superbowl team. i thought they played like crap.
Saturday i bought hopefully the last add ons for my bike. i have an 06 hd night train, i have some pics i'm going to put up. i bought the back rack then the plush king queen seat ( not that i have a woman to ride on the back ) that's off the 07 softail custom. ocaen state hd has there winter % off sale. they're going to be picking the bike up & do the fluid change while it's there.
i go for my 2nd sitting for my tattoo
did i mention i have no queen for my seat

it's been a not so good couple weeks. to have one person on my friends list leave SG, & two that are sad. to never meet these & to never meet these people but still take an interest in what they do & what's going on with them. i'm not a wise man, i just have thoughts. i,i,i,i, i, don't know . yes they take their clothes off, but i goes beyond that. the community i enjoy.

Juno the movie is i'll say it, it's a cute movie that's pretty cool as well. i'd promote it as a good see movie. the characters/actors were an awesome fit & there was some good music in there as well.

Saturday i got started on my new tattoo. it's the first tattoo that i need multiple sittings. so in three weeks i'll get the rest of it done. i love it!