Sporadic posts for the win. Hmmm 3am boobies... good. Being out of vodka... bad. How much of a whore does it make me if the thing that tips the scales and motivates me to get out of the house and answer the bootie call that woke me up at this lovely 3am is the prospect of free booze? I mean I *KNOW* that basically makes me more of an alcoholic than a whore, but I'm selling myself in a way... hmmm. Oh well may as well, not like I have to go back to work for over a week still.

While I'm making up my mind on that, may as well throw this thought out to everyone else too...

I've been really attempting to be a less confrontational person. The problem there is that I'm still pretty vindictive, and I feel like that'd be harder to change than being confrontational. Besides the fact, I just enjoy the feeling of really getting back at someone so I don't have any paticular motivation to change that aspect of my personality. So anyway, I guess it's a multi-part question...

It's true that generally the easiest way out of a difficult situation is a smile.
However, is it the case that the easiest way is always the best way? Does anyone really ever learn anything from the easy way? I mean really.
Also, what is to be said about someone who smiles their way out of a situation then a second later starts plotting revenge? Seems kind of bullshit and sneaky. It also is less rewarding somehow if they don't even suspect who got em and why they deserve what they got.

Sooo... In a genuine attempt to cause less drama/stress/whatever you may call it, am I doing something worse by going against my nature? I know I certainly would rather have someone argue with me than just "agree to disagree" about somethign if I'm genuinely wrong. I'd also rather know than not know about something that is bothering someone lest it fester and become a larger problem. Soooo... I guess the answer is to find a happy medium?

Oh fuck it, enough thinking, its 3am and I have places to be... plus I just found my car keys. Later peeps.

-manwhore

*EDIT*
p.s. Anyone want to be my new gym partner? It's pretty easy, I change out the routines every 6 weeks or so, go 3 days a week for about 40 min(give or take depending on the routine and how many people are there.). It's pretty easy for novices and I help people learn. I also can probably get you signed up for their "special" that is $40... includes first and last month, then $15 per month.(ungodly cheap). Only thing is, I go out in Chandler... so uhh yeah.

Holy shit I feel like im waking up from a fucking coma. Well, I guess I *HAD* been up for about 3 days straight, and only 2 hours of sleep the night before that. Now... done with work THROUGH the new year though. So uhhhh to everyone who thought I was ignoring em... I wasn't! lol.

Happy 5th of November everyone!! Take time out of your day to remember...

So I got to spend most of the day replacing a hose I blew on my car yesterday in the fucking heat... and now a storm rolls in after I'm done. LOL. Oh well, I'm greatful for the storm at least.

I've been re-listening to this song a lot the last week. It really personifies a lot of my own beliefs, and somewhat nietzschian beliefs as well. People everywhere need to be more interactive and less reactive to life!

lalala losing my mind working so much. On the bright side, I get to see Mutsumi and have her flirt with me while in the office. lol. Long hours are so much more bearable when its not just a buncha 40-somethings with no social skills you deal with all day!

Addendum... Project didn't finish on Thursday like I thought, so I'm fucking stuck in town on call still until god damned Wednesday. GRRR... On the bright side, Japanese chick I work with and I have been sneaking off and finding dark corners, so being AT work is more bearable. Still fucking pissed about the concert though.

Woowoo! TGIF!!! I leave Sunday for San Diego for some beach side fun, and Gogol Bordello concert on Monday!!!

"I traveled the world
Looking for understanding
Of the times that we live in
Hunting and gathering First hand information
Challenging definitions of sin

I traveled the world
Looking for lovers
Of the ultimate beauty
But never settled in
I'm a Wonderlust King!" - Wonderlust King

Rush Hour 3 is freaking hilarious!! It is the same general formula as the first two, but it works!!

On another note, what is up with people thinking others can't put 2 and 2 together? Got a girl who is trying to date me, but she doesn't even answer a text message on the weekend or during the week after 5pm(after work). I'm not saying sometimes... I mean ever. She'll call and ask if I want to do something or e-mail me from time to time to set up dates, but I just realized those were sent during work hours too... GEE could there be a boyfriend at home she is trying to 2-time? I WONDER! Too obvious... PASS! lol.

God I dunno what it is but I had a girl at starbucks tell me I was a "hottie", and I've been on cloud nine all day! It's just amazing how a complete stranger saying something like that can change the tone of your day!!

Hmmmm this coming weekend should be some good times. Rocky Horror on Saturday if anyone wants to come with! I think norrit and a few other people are down for it.