I really need to kick my ass into gear...I've been fiddling around with diets, but I also need a metabolism kicker...Does anyone know a good pill to take besides the usual ones with horrible amounts of caffiene?

Lots of great sets have been going live lately...
Makes me nervous...
I hope I can live up to the SG expectations when I shoot my debut set in December.

What a good Christmas present it would be to go pink...

Damn you guys...I make cute babies.

I'm about 20 pounds away from my target weight. I might be shooting a debut set sooner than I thought. I've been working really hard to get my bod back...I'm finally starting to accept that becoming a mommy changes your bod forever.I made the ultimate sacrifice...But you'd better believe it was worth it.

Well, my little family has uprooted itself again. We now live a town away in Vacaville. It's a lot nicer there and it's a better place to raise a baby. We sign the lease today and on Friday my man and I are hitting up Ikea for a new livingroom and bedroom set. Should be fun...

The baby is growing like a weed.

I'm sick with bronchitis.

Nine Inch Nails really sucked live...Well actually, they started to suck after 1998's The Fragile.

One of my fav MMA fighters died on Sep. 8th... RIP Evan Tanner 1971-2008

I went from 140 before getting pregant, to 212 at birth, and now I'm back down to 183. Still losing weight, but fuck, it's really tough.

Keep me motivated, I still have dreams of going pink.

- Contessla

i'm going to see NIN tomorrow night in oakland.
i should be excited, but i'm not.
why??

because they turned fucking emo.

Wow...
So lately I have been stuck on Radiohead. Can't say why...I just feel like I can actually relax and think when they pop up on my media player. Beings I'm a new mommy, I don't have much time for anything...Except Counter Strike Source, which, might I add, I have been playing for at least 2 hours a day.

Fuck, I'm going to confess. I love my Daughter, but I think I was too young. I don't know if I will be able to give her everything she needs to survive in a world like this. I'm 21 with a baby. I suppose I could be optimistic and say that at least I have gotten the baby bearing part of my life out of the way (I had my tubes tied), but I still feel like I missed out on a lot. But fuck it, this will be the most rewarding job I have ever had. Maybe I just have a case of the baby blues...I am, afterall, horribly anemic now and not too mention, tired and overweight.

Everything in it's right place..........

LOS ANGELES (AFP) _ Saxophonist LeRoi Moore, founder of the US rock group the Dave Matthews Band, has died from complications related to an earlier accident in an all-terrain vehicle, the band said Wednesday.

The band went ahead with a scheduled concert in Los Angeles on Tuesday evening and dedicated the performance to Moore, who was 46, US media reported.

"We are deeply saddened that LeRoi Moore, saxophonist and founding member of Dave Matthews Band, died unexpectedly Tuesday afternoon, August 19, 2008, at Hollywood Presbyterian Medical Center in Los Angeles from sudden complications stemming from his June ATV accident on his farm near Charlottesville, Virginia," the band said on its website.

"LeRoi had recently returned to his Los Angeles home to begin an intensive physical rehabilitation program."

Hours after Moore's death, Dave Matthews told the audience at Tuesday's concert that his bandmate "gave up his ghost today," adding: "and we will miss him forever," according to the Orange County Register newspaper.


Damn, I hella love the DMB...That's too bad.

So, it's been a month since I had my daughter. Of course, I still have major work to do on my body, but I think I should be back to my old self again by November or December. Therefore, I'm planning to shoot what I hope will be my debut set sometime around those months. Should be pretty exciting...

- Tess

I was injured while I was on active duty in the US Army...I tried obtaining disability last year in May when I was discharged, but they gave me the run around. So finally I gave up...Low and behold, I get this check in the mail on Thursday along with a benefits package so awesome and amazing, I will never have to work again. But I think thats supposed to be the point...Anyway, I'm really happy. It's helping out a lot, and by a lot, I mean it pretty much saved my ass.