wow, it's been ages since my last post..
Uni has really kicked off and I have exams in 2 weeks so been revising all out trying to pass this year. Will be SO embarrased if I fail
So yeh, please chat to me and keep me entertained as my life is becoming very monotonous...
Uni has really kicked off and I have exams in 2 weeks so been revising all out trying to pass this year. Will be SO embarrased if I fail
So yeh, please chat to me and keep me entertained as my life is becoming very monotonous...
Hey!!
sorry about SUCH a long silence guys, but my life has just been MANIC.
So yeh, I went to cali for a week and a half to board and it was AMAZING. I has a job offer to teach there and I am crazy excited.
The week away really helped me clear everything, de stress and just feel better. So I come back feeling chirpy and great. I think I was getting low because I was just so tired I couldn't be bothered to fix a problem before it really got me down. Now I know this I am able to fight things off and just get on with it so I am feeling ACE.
That is a photo of me snowboarding <3
So yeah, things are really clearing up and just working themselves out.
have a feeling of doom and dread about failing this year but it's making me SO much more proactive at catching up and studying.
sorry about SUCH a long silence guys, but my life has just been MANIC.
So yeh, I went to cali for a week and a half to board and it was AMAZING. I has a job offer to teach there and I am crazy excited.
The week away really helped me clear everything, de stress and just feel better. So I come back feeling chirpy and great. I think I was getting low because I was just so tired I couldn't be bothered to fix a problem before it really got me down. Now I know this I am able to fight things off and just get on with it so I am feeling ACE.
That is a photo of me snowboarding <3
So yeah, things are really clearing up and just working themselves out.
have a feeling of doom and dread about failing this year but it's making me SO much more proactive at catching up and studying.
Hey from California everyone!
I've been on the slopes all day for the last few days.
Been feeling good, nice to get away from everything, but I go away and my idiot flatmates break the lock on my door. *rage*
Also getting REALLY irritated by this girl who seems to stalk my boyfriend as she seems to comment or like EVERYTHING he posts then is always trying to meet up with him. Then starts telling people he's going to dump me for her. I wish to smash her face.
I've been on the slopes all day for the last few days.
Been feeling good, nice to get away from everything, but I go away and my idiot flatmates break the lock on my door. *rage*
Also getting REALLY irritated by this girl who seems to stalk my boyfriend as she seems to comment or like EVERYTHING he posts then is always trying to meet up with him. Then starts telling people he's going to dump me for her. I wish to smash her face.
Can you ever really rebuild trust?
Or do you force yourself to ignore the niggles?
Yes, as you can guess my trust in quite a few people is wavering hugely.
It's kinda upsetting really.
Or do you force yourself to ignore the niggles?
Yes, as you can guess my trust in quite a few people is wavering hugely.
It's kinda upsetting really.
WOW I am SO tired..
Had to wake up early for a physiology problem solving exercise, went to the gym and almost passed out.
Special :-P
What's everyone up to?
I'm bored up here in chilly Aberdeen...
SO excited to be getting back to London <3
Had to wake up early for a physiology problem solving exercise, went to the gym and almost passed out.
Special :-P
What's everyone up to?
I'm bored up here in chilly Aberdeen...
SO excited to be getting back to London <3
1 week left of the Spring university term. I'm well over half way through my 2nd year of uni.
After 3 weeks of holiday, I have 4 weeks of lectures then exams. Then I'm pretty much a 3rd year.
It's all going by SOOOO quickly!
But over easter I get to go to Cali for a week ish. I would go for 2 but I have soooo much revision to do....
After 3 weeks of holiday, I have 4 weeks of lectures then exams. Then I'm pretty much a 3rd year.
It's all going by SOOOO quickly!
But over easter I get to go to Cali for a week ish. I would go for 2 but I have soooo much revision to do....
So, looks like I start therapy after Easter break. I am not looking forward to that as my therapy involves re-experiencing everything to do with the cause of my PTSD and remove the anxiety and guilt associated.
Will be a fun time of my life.
I'm glad I have SG here to come and get support.
I know I have amazing friends, the boyfriend and the personal trainer to talk to but it is nice to talk to people nicely detached from the situation.
so thanks again everyone, you're all EPIC.
Will be a fun time of my life.
I'm glad I have SG here to come and get support.
I know I have amazing friends, the boyfriend and the personal trainer to talk to but it is nice to talk to people nicely detached from the situation.
so thanks again everyone, you're all EPIC.
Sorry guys, I have a feeling blog posts will be lacking for a while as I'm having a really bad mood dip at the moment. I'll be back on my feet soon, I hope. Till then I may not respond much but I will do my best.
Just totally bullshitted my way through a Theology essay... Done 394 words of a 500 word essay and I have NOTHING more to write...
I am such a fail.
I am such a fail.
Sorry, another irritated blog! But it'll be short.
Why do people think, just cos I'm 20, that my problems are tiny in comparison?
Yes, I don't have a mortgage and I should be out having fun.
But having fun to me is being with one guy and sharing that amazing bond.
Just cause i'm 20 doesn't mean my problems aren't as big to me as yours are to you.
Bog off.
Why do people think, just cos I'm 20, that my problems are tiny in comparison?
Yes, I don't have a mortgage and I should be out having fun.
But having fun to me is being with one guy and sharing that amazing bond.
Just cause i'm 20 doesn't mean my problems aren't as big to me as yours are to you.
Bog off.
