So I'm back in the Bay Area & have been for a few weeks now. I'm at my grandma's place... it kinda sucks. She has no internet, no cabel, there is no where to go & no one to hang out with. Luckly Kim has been there the past few days so I've had someone great to talk to......

My god how time does fly...

This is my last full day here. I will be leaving noon on the 25th. Wow. I can't wait!

The plane ticket has been paid for! I'm head back to the Bay Area on the 25th. Yikes is it a long trip, I have over 4 hours of lay-over time. Normally this flight would only take 7-8 hours, this time however will take upwards of 11. Oh well. At least I will finally be heading home.
Matt & Rick came out here for a short visit a few day agos. It was great having them here & spending time with them. Sadlly on the last day that they were here I got sick with a stomoch cold so I couldn't go to the movies with them or go to the airport to see them off. At least I'll be back in S.F. soon & abel to hang out with them like normal.
Things have been ok here other then my stomoch problem wich lasted about 7 days. That really started to piss me off. I am never sick for more then just a few days at a time, even if it's the flu. Now here I am sick for a week off of some stomoch cool.
Not much more to write about.

Today was yet another slow day. Oh well. I got some stuff around the house done. Fixed a leak in the soft side pool. At times I wonder if Anthony will ever be good with his hands. The whole time growng up mom always had me doing all the hard labor stuff & I had to learn how to get things done even if I didn't know how. Anthony on the other hand seems like he couldn't figure his way out of a room with one door. I guess that's what happens when your big brother does all the handywork around the house. Well, he still has 3 years before he is old enough to move out on his own. Hopefully he'll learn the important things like how to fix a broken sink or a hole in the wall.

Nothing more to say

Yikes, I slept in waaay to long today. I didn't get up untill 2pm! I haven't done that sence I was a teenager. I guess staying up untill 4am getting hella high is what caused the need for sleep. One of my old friends just got ahold of me yesterday. I haven't heard from her in years now. It's really great to be reaquainted with old friends.

Nothing more going on...

Bye now

Ok, so I wount be staying here as long as I thought I was going to. At first I thought I would stay untill mid to late October for harvest (I planted some seeds for "personal use"). However the heat & bordom is driving me up a wall! I hate being warm in the first place, but this is like hell for me.
So I'll be going back to S.F. with Rick & Matt (hopfully) Then I spend a week or 2 in Fremont helping Honey out & I'm home free! Things are looking kinda up... oh yeah most of my crop is dying & I have no clue why... oh well things are still up

Talk to you later,
Jess

It's settled, I'm going to be movig back to SF soon. I'm not quite sure as to when I will be going back. Matt & Rick want to come out for a visit & I guess I'll head back with them. Now I just need to figure out when they want to come out here.

Things have been going really slow lately. I mean really slow. Nothing to talk about... hmm... oh well.

Ok, so I HAD a job. For all of three days. Woohoo! That's a new record... wait no it's not. But at least it's not like I was fired, I quit. I don't like working 8 hours straight with no brake or lunch. I just get to try to eat between customers. Umm no fuck that. The fact that I start getting shakey if I don't eat at least once in an 8 hour span sort of made me rethink how much I really wanted that job.

So now it's back to the job hunt. On the upside I've never had to look for more then 2 weeks to find a paycheck. But then again I'm ok doing just about anything. Not fast food... not trying to knock on thoes of you out there that do work in fast food. I just know that if I had to put up with the shit that customers & managment can give to the clerks, I'd hurt someone. And that would adversly affect my job refrences.

I'm STILL waiting on getting my grooming tools from Vianne. She said she would send it next day service. That was over a week ago. Yippy... yet again sarcasam is lost in text.

Well, I got a job. Pending a clean drug test that is. Of with I SHOULD be able to pass. I know it's been alittle while sence I last smoked, how long I don't rememeber.

I can hardly wait for another nice long toke. I still have yet to meet anyone out here that I can buy from. I planning on just growing my own. The seeds however are not cheep. But in the long run it should be well worth it. You know, aside from the risk of getting arrested. Oh well.

Nothing to talk about right now really.

Have a great weekend

Who the hell am I even writing that down for...?