My cat has done something to her paw and is now limping around which makes me laugh and sad at the same time or that could be the tequilla whichever it is I'm having an ok night

Dark day in my household in order to get up the money to get my girls car out of the pound we are selling our ipod touches am sick in my gut about this we are also selling our digital camera. Life is fucked up sometimes.

My hip-hop group PARADOX will be playing some out of town dates soon and I am mentally and financially preparing for the trips and doing my best to avoid negative stress and such. Of course life is trying hard to keep me from thinking positive. Just days after securing a great apartment within walking distance of all 3 of my jobs my girls' car gets booted and now we may have to ask for the money back in order to get the boot off the car. Its mad frustrating. I'm hoping some money just falls from the sky but we know thats not gonna happen. But I'm trying hard to keep from going down and its too early in the day for drinking.

Life a bitch then you die....No really it is. After having like a good month it seems like the shit is falling on its ear. NEGATIVE STRESS IS KILLIN ME!!!!!!!

Ok I have to make money fast and have no idea how. I work 2 jobs and make very little money but now I have an emergency and I'm in panic mode. There is only one real option left to me and if I do it there is no going back.

Why are 3somes and non creepy swinger parties so hard to come by. My girl and i have had 3somes before both with people who were just looking to experiment but not looking to hook up on a regular basis. Since then we have found phonies and flakes and psychos. But none who just want to enjoy sexual fufillment and naughty fun its getting to the point where we are not going to invite any one into our sexual zone which is frustrating because we both enjoy the dynamic of having another woman share us. As far as the swinger parties I have found 3 regular places in my area all of which seem to require that the women dress a little slutty before entry is admitted and there was another taking place at an closed down salon which seemed a little too much like a bad horror movie. My lady and I are very sexual people who are comfortable with our bodies and sexuality and know what we want but we have not found a regular outlet for this sexual energy. Oh sure we screw each other and have sex toys and have lots of fun together but we always get the urge no the craving to have another join us too bad it has not worked out in a long time.

Soulstar
aka
Frustrated Freak

Today I learned almost the entire bass riff to Sunshine of your love by cream I'm new to the bass and love it. Gonna add it to my stage show once my confidence level is higher.

I can't keep up with the Kardashians but I sure as fuck can keep up with the Jones

Practicing Creams sunshine of your love on my bass and trying to fix all the glitches in the matrix awaiting the arrival of dinner and sex sounds like a fun Saturday to me.....

My plan before the next weekend gets here is to get a new couch and watch both the Descent and the Mist stoned in the dark. And hopefully get some of that awesome lovin my girl has to give so I won't have to touch myself in the still of the night. Smoke it up people.